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You won't break my soul: Corporate battle field Ep.3
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Sep 15, 2022
This is the last episode of "Corporate Battle Training" This is one of the most abstract concept yet! My Shortened Resumé: https://docs.google.com/document/d/11QUusqYt_i4LAeZsUaKduEjzTXdddVrr/edit?usp=drivesdk&ouid=117891617466598011056&rtpof=true&sd=true First Episode of Corporate Battle training: https://youtu.be/LPnHzDDAyeI Other links: LinkedIn : https://www.linkedin.com/in/koh11 Cashapp : $leveljay Free “Greenhouse growing”document: https://mailchi.mp/e383ead6a7ab/untitled-page Free permaculture information:
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what's up y'all it's super fragrant in
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here right now I've got my wisps going
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in my other fascinating smells and
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repellents and Etc happening at this
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moment
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so
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um with that being the case I think it's
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a great opportunity to get into this
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next part which is
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um corporate battle training number
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three and I just want to be clear like
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the reason and purposes behind me doing
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these videos is both because I have a
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lot of stories in my life that I haven't
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been able to tell and I think it would
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be like entertaining but also it's great
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to have uh you know just people have
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more understanding about me and the
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reasons why I do what I do or don't do
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what I don't do
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the court project is something I started
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um
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a few years ago and it is based off the
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concept of court of a lord like a Lord's
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Court
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so
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um you know the infallible Starship is
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the uh the Starship which is Welsh Rise
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um being infallible and it being
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attached to a court
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um you know as you guys may know may
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know me or may not know me
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um you know you'll be able to see more
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creatively where this is and what this
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is and how it all connects to each other
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I think it's beautiful that it's a part
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of the mystery of who is me and also
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what the f have been doing for the last
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decade
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um the good news is I feel like people
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will really appreciate
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what it is and also it's useful for so
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many different people it's useful for
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young people is useful for all people
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it's useful for professionals is useful
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for it like I try to speak on things
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that are based on the truth and by me
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speaking on things based on the truth
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literally the truth not that he said she
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said and the truth but just the truth of
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the scenarios you know and it just
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usually happens to be interesting
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because of the details but the truth
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always is helpful for whoever hears it
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at least in my opinion
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um I thoroughly feel like lies
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come out
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um literally like just like that sound
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like and they just fall out like like
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eventually there's only so many steps so
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a lie can go before it collides with the
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next
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um error
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um anyway
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um so corporate Battlefield number three
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is based off of
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um something that I have to be careful
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about how I say it just because of some
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of the
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stuff and I buy stuff I mean ndas but
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essentially
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um for the last year of my life
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it has been very
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both up and down like it's been extreme
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and you know you could say that life is
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supposed to be in extremes it's supposed
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to be a roller coaster well guess what
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guess what
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give me something smooth and then I'll
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make it a roller coaster if I want it to
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be like that
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the um you know I've been working on a
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lot of avenues for uh a good decade now
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and so that clearly adds to a portfolio
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um that is very viewable to people who
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have interest in the types of things and
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spaces that I work in
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um and so
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you know being a professional
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but also you know working
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is subjective to the person doing such a
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thing
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um and I've been actively for the last
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two years
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um separating myself from the concept of
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the nine to five and it being the main
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thing that uh I utilize to gain
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funds
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um it started with
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a training from a man named Horus
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and essentially uh you know different
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books and stuff like that then it became
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another additional training
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um which has been going on for about a
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year from
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um other people and in addition to of
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course people that people know the names
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of that I can't speak about for various
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reasons mostly having to do with haters
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but you know I'm not going to get into
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the rest of that thought at all
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so
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long story short I Came Upon a situation
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that was actually pretty sudden just
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because I didn't expect it
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um in its presentation
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and yes to some degree
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I expected to I mean I'm in La so I
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expected to you know connect with people
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at some point it's not like you just go
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to LA or go to New York or whatever and
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don't think about you know running into
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someone that other people know like it's
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just something that's gonna happen and
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I'm from Atlanta so I've actually run
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into like three or four people out in
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Atlanta so this is like
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Hometown for half the population of the
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actors it just it was more like a
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creeping fashion which was different
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because you know I I've been on the
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okay so when I became transient which
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happened after I stopped being a living
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uh caretaker which ended for covered
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reasons
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um I became officially transient which
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was good for me because I was able to
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not have to worry about accumulating too
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many things and also I was able to
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um you know move around as I felt was
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safe for me or good for me to be away
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from certain influences and
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um in addition to of course networking
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you know mad networking happens when
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you're transient
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um so you know I was doing that for a
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good while and it came to a point where
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it's like okay well I want my lifestyle
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to change like I want
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my my was nine to five aspect to become
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an artist like I I am an artist and I
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want to know more about what that means
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you know professionally
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um you know I have all this knowledge
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and I have schooling under my belt and
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all this other stuff so I've been in
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this state um for like the last two
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years of you know fine-tuning exactly
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how I want to use my intellect and my
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experience and you know everything that
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I've been accumulating over the last
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decade
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um now you know it's I'm in a state
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where I met this person and they
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basically told me that I could stay with
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them for uh an extended amount of time
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and you know I of course I was going to
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try my best to pay them which you know
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as you can see
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um things have been going the way that I
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expected so you know that would have
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been a very real
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um scenario for that circumstance but
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they offered it for free which was great
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um well it wasn't really for free it was
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for free but it was more for um like I
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was working for them in different
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capacities
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um I'm also like I said I have a ton of
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skills so I was doing different types of
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work the main things that I learned from
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this scenario which I'm about to talk
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about a little bit more is
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um contracts the types of contracts the
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specifics of contracts and you know the
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Hard Knocks of what you know certain
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professions are really like so you know
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I
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have been around a fair amount of famous
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people
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um you know even on a relatively close
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scale but that never really prepared me
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for you know the work aspect of being
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around uh people who are motivated to
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make money
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from art or from you know some type of
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business thing like businesses are
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they're the same thing at a certain
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level like once you you know change
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around a few things like they become the
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same thing
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um but also when they become the same
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thing that's when the quality of the art
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is supposed to be different like it
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doesn't it's not
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is not like art for Art's Sake anymore
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it's art for
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um money or it's art for production or
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it's art for you know something else
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whatever whatever
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so
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basically you know
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they suddenly like there was an issue
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there was an internal issue and you know
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they didn't know who to trust I suppose
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and uh you know I had already signed a
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contract stating that I wasn't going to
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talk about like the specifics of what
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happened but also uh I didn't get to
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sign the contract of what deal that they
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were trying to make with me
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um they never presented me with one
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officially so I was a month and a half
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in you know already doing my thing
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creating my stuff or whatever and they
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changed their mind on the flip just like
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that and that in addition to some of the
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stuff that had happened before that
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caused me to have a severe outcome it
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was a very severe outcome to the point
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where I was literally at one point
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sleeping on the ground outside in a
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field and you know like
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I don't know if you've ever slept
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outside before
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um like you know having a roof over your
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head is a significant thing sleeping
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outside is a whole other thing and you
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know it's just kind of like
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like what type of human does that you
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know what what type of human does that
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so in in all in all I don't know like
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the entire reason why they felt like
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they should go to that extreme or that
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far you know to uh
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to not care because it truly comes down
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to them just not caring at least that's
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what it appeared to be
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um and
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you know it prepared me in addition to
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another contract situation but I'm not
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going to talk about that one because I'm
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already talking about this one
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um you know like essentially
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I had a place to be and they were going
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to sponsor my business
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um
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um as you can see
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and as I said before that's not what
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happened
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um and
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just like in the first video I did about
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you know learning about contracts and
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the things that people can do around
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them you know it's it hasn't been that
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far as was not fun for me um you know
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learning that humans
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um have the capability to be that
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separated from their actions or at least
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separated from the extremity that their
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actions can cause
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um and the worst part was you know it
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led to
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you know a scenario where I was
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hurt like it was just like another gram
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of trauma and I am over over being
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traumatized in my life right now like I
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am you know 30 this year in a few days
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and
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as a 30 year old you know I don't want
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to be the person who is having to depend
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on anyone else to make sure that my life
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is happening properly and by anyone else
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I very much so mean like someone that
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I'm in a relationship with or
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someone who is you know like I I don't
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want to do that like I I and I did go
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through the hard way of having to get
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myself
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out of all of the degrees
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the degrees of
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upness that that interaction
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caused
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so
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you know different people have called
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you know the scenario different things
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and I'm still
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um I'm I'm not hurt by this anymore but
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I'm very thoughtful about it I've
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already processed it mentally or
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emotionally and
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um I know that you know trusting people
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in this state of being is
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a very very dicey thing to do it's a
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very dicey thing to do but
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because I have been building my own
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scenario for years with my own people
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that know where I came from and can see
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where I'm going you know that is the
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biggest key for me in terms of
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both the truth of everything like the
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truth you know being known and also you
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know having a a relative cushion
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um between myself
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and uh you know the outside world like a
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layer of people that know me well enough
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to know who I am and how I operate but
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also don't know me too deeply as to
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where I would be with you know somebody
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that I really want to be in some type of
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relationship with but then also they you
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know they're not as foreign or as scary
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or as like a completely random person
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who I don't know and what whose
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intentions I don't know so I mean like
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even even if it's someone middle to you
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close to you or far from you you know
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you may need to utilize
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a form of corporate
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training you know or corporate
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understanding
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and protection of yourself
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because those things that are of you and
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that are you are a piece of you to an
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extent you have some type of attachment
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to them
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you don't have to that would be you
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being a Buddhist or me being a Buddhist
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you know but
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um I've given away a lot I've given away
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a lot I've given up a lot I've let go of
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a lot of things
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um I try to keep a relative distance
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between I and the things that I
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own
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um but aside from that
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um you know and because of that probably
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I am
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I am just growing I'm growing and
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gaining and
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hopefully positively influencing you
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know everyone that I meet which in my
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opinion it happens positively anyway
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um just because even if it's like
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negative it still has a positive effect
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both because I have the intention of my
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interactions to be positive but also
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because that person is in the same
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creation that I am the same overall and
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large creation not necessarily the
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institutions which are also Creations
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but
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um you know with respect but they are
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also creations and they're smaller ones
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they're smaller and separate from the
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big large creation
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that is created for us all to be in and
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manage in our own ways
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Merlin cough
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um so
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yeah that's it like for this mini series
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um I'm obviously a work in progress so
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I'm not going to uh
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uh stump myself in terms of like the
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things that I say
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um I am doing my best to keep people's
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like I don't want to Target people but I
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do want to make it clear the reasons why
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I do and don't do certain things as well
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as the understanding that I'm not in a
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space to where I take the same types of
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abuses that I did as a child
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or as a young person even like if if you
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met me before I hit the age 25 then you
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probably know a different
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person and I but what I mean by that is
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I I don't put up with the same type of
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abuse I don't
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um allow for people to abuse me I don't
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allow for my space to be abused I don't
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allow for my heart to be abused I don't
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allow for my image my words to be abused
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like I don't allow for any of those
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things
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um and now that I'm in a space to where
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I am
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spiritual I am designing and I am
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fermenting
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um and literally though because if you
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follow my other Pages you know exactly
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what I mean by fermenting yeah with all
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that said that is all that this video is
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going to be about this is number three I
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will be doing some lives soon as well as
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other topics videos that I want to do
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that I feel like need to be infallible
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things that I feel like need to be
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put into some type of thought process
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and
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understood and used in an appropriate
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fashion to the most beautiful
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mind out there
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all the Beautiful Minds and wounds and
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things out there that you know could
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um
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need blah blah blah
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okay bye
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