MY LEGS AREN’T WORKING?

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so one of my most major things that I'm
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working on right now in terms of my body
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and working out is um getting my lower
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body to be back at par and as flexible
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and functional as it used to be Um when
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I got run over by the pickup truck um it
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literally twisted parts of my hips um
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damaged part of my lower spine um and
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like in relation to the tendons and
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other things that were there um and
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messed with my pelvic floor to the point
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where when I was trying to walk the next
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day because for whatever reason the
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doctors um released me the same day
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which you know that's kind of not normal
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after a person gets run over by a
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3,000lb vehicle And I'm not exaggerating
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but I digress Um like my whole lower
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body was run over um and twisted and
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pinned between asphalt and 3,000
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lbs Yeah I had a contusion I'm pretty
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sure I had a broken foot but people kept
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refusing to look at it Um and long story
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short they put me on medications and
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released me that night Thankfully I
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refused the super heavy ones but maybe
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not thankfully cuz the next day after I
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woke up um at an Airbnb which at least
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thankfully they were willing to pay for
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my commute to the Airbnb uh I was unable
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to walk and I didn't have a car So long
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story short um even going downhill I was
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only able to walk a few hundred feet and
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I laid on the ground Um and yes I had to
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recoup myself in that way And uh after
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that uh thankfully that ground that I
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ended up laying down at um had an
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abandoned building on it So I ended up
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staying in that abandoned building for
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the next 3 days getting my body to a
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point where I was able to walk properly
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There also happened to be um a a golf a
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golf um a golf what is it called a golf
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club there that had like the bottom of
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it broken off So I was able to um do my
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at least my initial due diligence of
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making sure that there were no drug
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addicts or anything else in that
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building before um like laying down on a
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dirty ground on the dirty ground Um like
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I took the there were some old like mind
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you this place has been abandoned for
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the last 15 years I ended up doing I
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ended up being able to do research on my
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phone Um and um I took the curtains off
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of the wall It wasn't a curtain It was
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actually uh the a bulletin board like a
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retro bulletin board made out of fabric
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I pulled that off of the ground off the
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wall and I put the clean part up um so
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that I could lay my body and my wounds
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cuz I had open wounds as well Of course
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um on my legs on my arms and other
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places I couldn't really see my head
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like but I think my head didn't have the
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wounds but my arms and legs definitely
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did um and basically um laid on the
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cleaner side of a tapestry that had been
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out of commission for 15 years Um the
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toilets of course were completely
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unusable clogged no water running
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through those things Um you know it was
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basically dirty dusty um full of
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graffiti Um and I was able to find a
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room in there that had virtually nothing
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in it And um I also found the circuit
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breaker and was able to
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turn like the electricity on So I was
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able to charge my my devices Um
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interestingly that night is when that
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hail storm that and rain that lasted for
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3 months because this happened in
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February Um yeah for three days excuse
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me um basically the amount of time I was
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there um which allowed for me to not
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literally be outside during that time
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after being run over by a pickup truck
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So as you can imagine the my body ended
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up healing in certain ways because at
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that time um I had to still find my way
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back to my own um place which I was
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being stalked at Um and long story short
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my physical therapy um which did get a
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referral but somehow I missed a referral
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So the whole first part of my recovery
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ended up being just based off of what I
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could put together and do for myself Um
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so I don't know internally um you know
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like you know I did the best I could but
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I'm currently still recovering in
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certain ways because I'm strong but the
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internal pieces and my tendons and stuff
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um are um there's some imbalances that
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I'm actually that's what physical
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therapy is doing now which is um helping
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me tear back down the pieces that grew
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back poorly and helping me rebuild it
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properly so that I can have um a more
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functional body Um the biggest thing for
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me right now is um getting to a point
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where I'm maintaining um circulation in
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the lower half of my body because for
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whatever reason um I have some I have
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more issues with that these days And not
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only that but um my last checkup with my
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doctor um confirmed that I have some
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nerve nerve deterioration in the lower
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half of my body and both of my legs But
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um so essentially I'm hoping that that
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doesn't mean that I will slowly
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deteriorate into not being able to use
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my legs Um and especially if it does
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then that also means that um you know
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again I'm putting my due diligence into
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getting my workouts in and doing the
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things I need to do in order to utilize
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my body um and not have pre um like
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early deterioration of my body
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especially because I was never
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compensated for that accident and I was
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never compensated for the accident that
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happened before that which gave me a
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concussion Um I was hit by a train door
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um approximately six months before that
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Um which I'm still have injuries in my
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back and shoulder from Uh so long story
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short um you know it's easier said than
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done for me to um build my body and make
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my body look um nice but at because of
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course during that time I had some
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progress and lost all of that completely
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So um yeah I'm currently at a point
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where you know I have to pay close
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attention to the types of things I do
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physically Um which is why I am happy
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that I have some of the uh things going
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on that I do and in relation to the
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things that are coming forward now and
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the ways that my care has increased
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um because of those things um I should
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be able to be okay in terms of being
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able to actually commute and not have
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any more deterioration in my lifestyle
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Um so yeah like those are the general
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things that I'm dealing with right now
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Uh like uh because I'm an herbalist um
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things such as my circulation and other
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aspects of that are part of what I am
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spending a significant amount of my
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energy towards And again as I spend more
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energy towards these things that also
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leads to my ability to um make it
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available to other people um as I am
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functionally and literally creating
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circumstances and situations that are
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designed and conducive to me continuing
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living a quality life So that's just an
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update

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