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are you ready to get inside a true story sometimes I wonder if grandpa's diaries
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should have remained a secret now they will share their whole life story with you grandpa why did you do that they
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come from the real darkness if they didn't have to hide it from people I'd go outside right now and tell the whole
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city what I saw so I mean if you lack courage this series is not for cowards
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leave my sister alone father Eric who actually is their grandfather you know
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even on that bloody and cold night only my brother was by my side the darkness
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will never let you go grandpa what are you hiding from us if you don't want
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your brother to die you better keep that little mouth of yours shut they are
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coming to rescue you from the darkness today or another day we live for our loved ones or we die for our loved ones
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if you're ready the Diaries of Grandpa will be with you every week with a new episode
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a long time ago when I was a child my greatest fear was the darkness or more
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precisely the silhouette that seemed to wait for me within it yet the mystery of
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the darkness always managed to pull me in every night the enchanting yet eerie
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scent of the night air wafting through my window captivated me while I eagerly
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awaited the night a growing fear settled inside me as it approached it felt as if
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something was constantly inviting me into the darkness but I was just a child
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weak and powerless then I told myself "What does it matter anyway if I didn't
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confront whatever was waiting for me in the darkness this ache in my stomach would never go away."
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My grandpa was a police officer who later worked for the government he gave
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me a whistle and a flashlight saying "You're the policeman of this house now
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you'll protect your sister and this home." I never went anywhere without the whistle and flashlight my grandpa gave
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me some nights the darkness would weigh so heavily on me that I couldn't move or
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even speak when my body finally started to relax I'd blow the whistle with all
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my strength sometimes my mom other times my dad would come to my room to calm me
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down on nights when I couldn't blow the whistle my sister would suddenly appear
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and save me so my only weapons against the darkness were the whistle and
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flashlight from my grandpa as a child I didn't know what my parents actually did
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for a living my dad worked for the government like my grandpa while my mom
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and grandma were homemakers at least that's what we thought my little sister and I used to
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gaze at the night sky together every evening dreaming of one day being like
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our grandpa secretly reading his diaries revealed to us that he was a hero with
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his piercing blue eyes he was a hidden protector we decided we had to be like
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him we even formed a secret club of just the two of us calling ourselves two red
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fox inspired by the foxes that wandered into our backyard at night my sister and
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I so two red fox emerging from the darkness what kind of darkness would
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dare stand against us speaking of Grandpa's diaries that's exactly where
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our story begins turns out the whole family was part of this it felt like my
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sister and I were born for it from now on my sister and I along with the rest
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of our family will be sharing all the cases we've worked on out of respect for
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the victims and to protect the safety of living witnesses we'll change names and
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locations in these stories even if you only knew what was written in my grandpa's diaries it would be enough to
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leave you stunned we must conceal our true faces and voices but the people our
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family has helped will always recognize us to those individuals we have one
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request when we met you face to face we said this if one day we cross paths in
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the same country state city or even on the same street please walk past us
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without making eye contact know that we ask this for your own safety we
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understand your gratitude but we kindly ask you to express it with complete
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discretion if you ever need our help again we'll find you now we're asking
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you again if you recognize us please act with the same absolute secrecy this time
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it's not just for your safety it's for our family's privacy as well please
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refrain from mentioning our country state or city we're exhausted from moving state to
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state city to city and even country to country there's one thing we want you to
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know we didn't choose this life we were born into it we're not afraid we are
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strong and always one step ahead if you're ready to be a part of this story
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it's over time to get [Music]
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sometimes I wonder if grandpa's diaries should have remained a secret maybe I
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shouldn't have read them or perhaps I should have kept my sister out of this entirely i don't know how far could we
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have stayed from that secret or how long could we have run from that darkness i
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truly don't know maybe we would have had ordinary lives maybe we would have been
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happier because sometimes ignorance is [Music]
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bliss darkness is about to fall the streets grow narrower as I move forward
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but no matter how far I go I can't seem to reach the end of the street there is
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something there i can see a dark silhouette in the distance but no matter
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how much I approach I can't reach it the closer I get the more the streets close
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in the more I advance the further the silhouette recedes into the shadows and
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then I open my eyes but I can't move and I'm in my bed my eyes dart to the
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flashlight but I can't reach for it i think of the whistle under my pillow but
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I can't grab it they call it the nightmare but of course there is a
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scientific explanation for it my mind wakes up but my body doesn't so leaving
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me in a temporary state of paralysis i'm sure this has happened to some of you
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whenever I couldn't wake myself my sister would rush to my side grab my
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hand and say "I'm here don't be scared i'm right here my brother." Normally I
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was the one who stayed awake keeping watch but if she saw me sleeping my
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sister would take over the watch mom used to say we were just entertaining childish fantasies and scaring each
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other but believe me she never slept either growing up in a family like ours
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it always felt as though something might happen so we lived on edge this made us
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sharp observers or maybe paranoid skeptics who knew how to survive the
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fact that we weren't caught reading Grandpa's diaries was thanks to the way we'd been raised back then we didn't
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have digital cameras to take pictures before moving something so we couldn't rely on photos to return items to their
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exact place we had to commit everything to memory and with the little traps
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Grandpa had set for us our task wasn't easy still we navigated those traps like
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cunning foxes without disturbing them well only as much as Grandpa allowed
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because in truth he wanted us to find those diaries however choosing to read
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them and join this mission was entirely our decision it wasn't until much later
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that I understood why Grandpa had given me both a whistle and a flashlight i
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needed the flashlight to read the diaries in secret under the cover of darkness i felt like a cold war spy and
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that's exactly how grandpa wanted me to feel he wanted me to teach myself at a
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young age by entrusting me with the responsibility of protecting the house and my sister he instilled a sense of
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duty in me and I in turn would teach my sister that's why he left her in my care
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while sneaking through the diaries my sister and I became a team without
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realizing it we were learning how to survive and how to become invisible
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grandpa with his piercing blue eyes could light up even the darkest night he
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was always kind to us telling stories while we sat at his feet we later
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realized that the tales he shared were all true when we read his diaries it
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turns out he was preparing us to be part of his story all along at one point my
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parents had considered sending us to boarding school to keep us out of it but that would have been our undoing we
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would have grown up in a rosy world only to be plunged into pitch black darkness
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fortunately Grandma convinced them otherwise grandpa took a significant
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risk by trusting to little kids to keep his secret apparently even he wasn't
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entirely safe during that time he wanted us to be ready for anything because we
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grandchildren the other kids didn't like playing with us and there was a reason
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for that when we played hide and seek we truly disappeared and no one could find
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us they also knew not to mess with us because we would show up at their homes
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to demand answers for instance one day a boy threw sand in my sister's eyes that
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day I held her hand and marched to that boy's house to confront his mother i
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asked her "What if my sister had gone blind?" The woman was so impressed by my
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determination that she later told my mom "Your son came to our house because my
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boy threw sand at his sister's eyes." He demanded to know "What if my sister had
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gone blind how do you raise such a protective child?"
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[Music] Yes I protect my sister because I
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promised Grandpa I would later finding these memories recorded in Grandpa's
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diaries filled me with pride his teachings had shaped us exactly as he
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intended he lit a small fire within us a fire that kept us warm and illuminated
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the darkness believe me the things written in those diaries were so dark
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that only the fire grandpa kindled in us could shine through them before I tell
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you everything I want to ask you a question if you were in my place and
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could go back to the moment you first held those diaries would you still read them despite everything h answer this
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question honestly after you read the diaries i don't regret it but I hope I
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did the right thing if you're ready let's begin
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[Music] hello ah [Music]
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don't be afraid sometimes underground is safer than above ground sleep tight and
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let the bed bugs [Music]
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bite heat heat [Music]
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i cannot not erase that evening from my memory because it was the turning point of my life in the cold and rainy weather
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the sounds of children and birthday songs intertwined friends of my sister and
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their families had gathered at our house for her birthday i enjoyed helping my mother with household chores so I had
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also helped with the preparations for my sister's birthday she was excited because it was her day she had put on a
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Navy Seal uniform transforming herself into a sailor her friends on the other
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hand wore superhero costumes back then children often attended birthday parties
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dressed as superheroes of course my sister's idea of a superhero was a little different
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for her superhero costume she had chosen the Navy Seal uniform after all she was
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my sister i on the other hand wore jeans and a flannel shirt my idea of a hero
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was different too i had dressed like my grandfather
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i heard a murmur and footsteps outside our house then the doorbell rang
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thankfully my sister's excitement turned into joy those arriving were her friends
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and their families everyone gathered in the middle of the house while the adults
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chatted among themselves the children played games however my eyes searched
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for my grandfather he wasn't around even though it was his granddaughter's
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birthday why was he late there is something I didn't understand then and
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still don't understand now why do parents choose to raise their children in a world detached from reality i can
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somewhat comprehend their reasoning but I don't want to accept it parents isolate their children in a rosy world
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to protect their psychology from harm yet when those children grow up and face
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the monsters in the real world they are unprepared the smallest adversity
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crushes them and they retreat to their safe zones which are their homes
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children who are social as kids become introverted as adults because they fear the monsters of life thankfully as you
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might have guessed my sister and I grew up learning to be a soldier a policeman
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a hunter a camper a sailor and most importantly a ghost this way we knew
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very well when to flee from real monsters or when to fight them never
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forget fear keeps you alive the names of heroes are only remembered after they
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die let no one learn your name because except for rare exceptions most heroes
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do little for the living if you want to be a hero you must first learn to live
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and then to help others live even as a child I could tell when things weren't
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right something was wrong my grandfather had missed his granddaughter's birthday
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he was always a man who stood by his family no matter what he was also the
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one who had bought my sister her Navy Seal uniform that evening my sister was
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both cheerful and sad at every glimmer of light reflecting through the window
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she thought her grandfather had arrived then she would lower her head disappointed because she wanted to show
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him her uniform i went out onto the porch to wait for him why had it gotten
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so cold i was freezing i wondered if my grandfather was cold too i couldn't take
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my eyes off the end of the street he could arrive at any moment i hoped he
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was okay and wouldn't delay any further the birthday cake was about to be cut
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soon thankfully the adults were talking about their earnings their cars the
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houses they lived in and their music systems this would buy my grandfather
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some more time to arrive [Applause]
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inside meaningless laughter and giggles echoed it seemed I was the only one
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worried about my grandfather's absence i walked from the porch to the back door
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to warm up however the people inside had turned off the lights for the birthday
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cake since no light spilled out from the house it became even darker then as I
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carefully walked back toward the front door I heard a sound coming from the
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backyard I placed the whistle in my mouth and tiptoed toward the backyard i
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saw a silhouette in the darkness it was just like the ones in my nightmares
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however this time it wasn't calling me i figured the whistle wouldn't work this
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time i thought about going back to the house to grab one of my grandfather's guns but they were all too heavy and I
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was just a child the best I could do was shine my flashlight in its eyes and blow
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the whistle to call for help despite the freezing weather I had taken off my
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shoes i absolutely couldn't make any noise to be even quieter I started
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walking on my tiptoes i approached the silhouette rumaging through the shed and
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realized it was a man i began quietly moving toward the right corner of the
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shed then I slowly stepped inside as I silently moved closer to the man I took
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a deep breath to blow my whistle hard i pointed my flashlight at the man as I
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tried to turn on my flashlight the man suddenly turned around
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previously on the diaries of grandpa in the cold and rainy weather the sounds of
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children and birthday songs intertwined she had put on a Navy Seal
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uniform transforming herself into a sailor her friends on the other hand
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wore superhero costumes back then children often attended birthday parties
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dressed as superheroes i heard a murmur and footsteps outside our house then the
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doorbell rang everyone gathered in the middle of the house while the adults
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chatted among themselves my eyes searched for my grandfather he wasn't
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around even though it was his granddaughter's birthday why was he late
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even as a child I could tell when things weren't right something was wrong my
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grandfather had missed his granddaughter's birthday he was always a man who stood by his family no matter
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what he was also the one who had bought my sister her Navy Seal uniform that
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evening my sister was both cheerful and sad at every glimmer of light reflecting
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through the window she thought her grandfather had arrived i went out onto
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the porch to wait for him why had it gotten so cold i was freezing i wondered
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if my grandfather was cold too i couldn't take my eyes off the end of the
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street he could arrive at any moment i hoped he was okay and wouldn't delay any
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further then as I carefully walked back toward the front door I heard a sound
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coming from the backyard i placed the whistle in my mouth and tiptoed toward the backyard i saw a silhouette in the
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darkness despite the freezing weather I had taken off my shoes i absolutely
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couldn't make any noise to be even quieter I started walking on my tiptoes
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i approached the silhouette rumaging through the shed and realized it was a man i began quietly moving toward the
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right corner of the shed then I slowly stepped inside as I silently moved
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closer to the man I took a deep breath to blow my whistle hard i pointed my
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flashlight at the man as I tried to turn on my flashlight the man suddenly turned
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i never lived a life where everything went right something was always going wrong even in the cases of people we
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helped somehow misfortunes would find their way to us even when I thought I
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had done everything right problems would emerge later I realized that when doing
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something we should take each step as if we were facing the worst case scenario
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because the rosy life we give to children is not real there are too many
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variables in life even the best plan needs to be prepared for the worst case
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i can almost hear you asking "What do you mean?" If you walk in a forest
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thinking you'll never die a wild animal is bound to catch you but if you walk as
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if you could die at any moment in a dark forest that's when you might see the sun
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you must always walk as though a bear or a wolfpack could attack you at any time
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if a wild animal saw you from a distance even the direction of the wind must be
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calculated maybe that wild animal has already caught your scent don't run and die
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tired save your strength for the fight and remember never approach a wild
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animal especially a wild wolf from behind quietly either you'll learn your
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greatest lesson or you'll pay for it with your life fortunately I escaped
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with my greatest lesson [Laughter] [Music]
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the lights for the birthday cake had been turned off perhaps this was my luck
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or maybe it was a perfect reason for the biggest lesson of my life as I said even
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though the weather was very cold i had taken off my shoes i couldn't make any
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noise while approaching this man i had to be as silent as possible i had no
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idea how a flashlight and a whistle could protect me from a bad man what I
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was doing felt completely childish after all I was just a kid
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otherwise this was pure stupidity i could have gone back and told my dad but
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as I said I was just a kid if my grandfather found out what I was doing
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he would definitely be angry I whispered to myself i couldn't see inside the shed
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clearly but I could see the man searching for something inside even though he thought he was silent my
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hearing was sharp with a whistle in my mouth and a flashlight in my hand I
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began to move toward the man on my tiptoes with foolish courage i chose the
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right side of the shed to approach because that side was hidden from his view when I entered i wished the weapons
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weren't so heavy for a moment if they weren't I could have grabbed one and
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been a hero unfortunately the weapons were too heavy for me at that time still
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I was a fearless child or perhaps a child who was good at hiding his fear i
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bent slightly and took a quiet step inside i needed to blow my whistle
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loudly so everyone would hear it i took a deep breath i was sure the sound of my
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whistle could be heard two blocks away i aimed my flashlight at the man like it
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was a weapon just as I tried to turn on the flashlight the man suddenly turned
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hen I told you never ever approach a wild wolf quietly from behind calculate
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even the direction of the wind maybe before you saw it it already caught your
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scent unfortunately I learned this the hard way when I felt the wind of the
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bullet in my left ear I saw that death could find you at the most unexpected
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moment i had confidence in myself but there was no need to be foolish i froze
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and couldn't move the man froze too but he recovered faster than I did and took
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a step toward me then he froze again but I still couldn't move i hadn't even
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turned on my flashlight who was this man god did he shoot me i whispered to
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myself i felt nothing time had stopped it seemed as if the bullet had grazed my
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ear if this was death everything had happened so quickly so what
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now finally a short time later a man entered the shed with a gun the person
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who entered with a gun was my father he immediately turned on the lights the man
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and I were still frozen then the man dropped his gun and suddenly hugged me
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"what was this strange smell?" "This man smells strange," I said to my dad he
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came closer to us and said just one thing "dad
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previously on the Diaries of Grandpa perhaps this was my luck or maybe it was
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a perfect reason for the biggest lesson of my life
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i told you never ever approach a wild wolf quietly from behind unfortunately I
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learned this the hard way when I felt the wind of the bullet in my left ear i
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saw that death could find you at the most unexpected moment i froze and couldn't move the man froze too but he
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recovered faster than I did and took a step toward me then he froze again a
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short time later a man entered the shed with a gun the person who entered with a
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gun was my father he immediately turned on the lights the man and I were still
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frozen then the man dropped his gun and suddenly hugged me "what was this
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strange smell?" "This man smells strange," I said to my dad he came
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closer to us and said just one thing dad
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yes unfortunately it was my grandfather who had fired at me shocked by the event
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I couldn't even recognize my own grandfather to be fair he wasn't in a
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recognizable state i warned you don't sneak up on a wild wolf from behind
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especially not when it's pitch dark my grandfather had aimed for the chest
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intending to shoot an adult without missing the sound of me trying to turn on my flashlight made him think it was a
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gun because of my short stature the bullet whizzed past my ear if I had been
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an adult I would have been shot in the chest or stomach after hugging me
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tightly my grandfather rushed into the house through the back door to change his clothes i couldn't make sense of it
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what on earth was happening here my father quickly knelt beside me and
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said "You've grown up now and I need you to take on some responsibilities
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in a moment we're going inside and your grandfather will knock on the door a little later the people in the house
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will be curious about the gunshot they heard you're going to tell them it went off while you were playing with
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grandpa's gun got it that's what we're going to say you didn't see grandpa do
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you understand me i trust you when you go inside hug your mom and say "I'm
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sorry mommy." Then kiss her when your grandfather comes in apologize to him too tell him you didn't know the gun was
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loaded that you were curious and pulled the trigger grandpa won't be mad at you
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got it i'll explain why
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later i followed my father's instructions we went inside and I hugged
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my mom and apologized then I kissed her meanwhile
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my grandfather knocked on the front door and came in just like my dad said I
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apologized to my grandfather and explained that I didn't know the gun was loaded that I was just curious my
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grandfather as if he hadn't just shot at me hugged me and it's okay kiddo as long
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as you're safe said "Then we continue the birthday party as if nothing had
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happened but by then it was too late for everything what was my family hiding
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from me why did we have to put on a show for others the strangest part of it all
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was that even in the days following the party we carried on as if nothing had
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happened throughout the party I kept watching my grandfather he played with
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my sister chatted with the guests and even fed me cake he acted so
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convincingly that I began to doubt myself even as I looked at my own reflection in the mirror was it all just
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a dream but unfortunately it was all
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real after the party ended my father and grandfather went into the study i
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followed them to talk before the door closed I caught a glimpse of my
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grandfather tossing a notebook or book at my father as I got closer to the door
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I heard my grandfather say "This time I got so close i'm losing my mind you
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won't believe what I found if they didn't have to hide it from people I'd go outside right now and tell the whole
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city what I saw because they deserve to know that
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in the midst of all this strangeness what was this about my grandfather was
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my hero but he was just a cop if he was talking about a murder who didn't want
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it known if it was a robbery who had robbed what what had he found and why
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did he think everyone deserved to know and why did he smell so strange i know
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the smell of blood when we went hunting the wild boar my father shot smelled
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like this that's how I recognize it but this smell it was both like blood and
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like rotten eggs or rather an intense sulfur smell my grandfather had either
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been killing sewer rats or had just returned from hell there was no other
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explanation for that awful smell [Music]
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as I wrestled with these questions my grandmother quietly approached me it
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seemed sneaking up on people was a family tradition she gestured for me to
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come closer i went to her she stroked my face but her hands were ice cold and she
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didn't speak we started heading toward the stairs then my grandfather called
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out he asked "Are you eavesdropping?" I replied "No I was just
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going downstairs with grandma." He shouted like "Get over here right now."
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I took a step forward and he yelled "Hurry up." I reached out to hold my
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grandmother's hand but she wasn't there behind me my fingers started to go numb
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i guess this is what real fear feels like i turned toward my grandfather to
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run but I only managed three steps before I fell I heard a sound like the
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wind of a bullet but it was a whisper the last thing I heard before I hit the
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ground was the whisper i've come for you close your
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heat heat [Applause]