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my poems on dedication um it's at a
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different standpoint but i call it still
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i burn um i hope you guys like it
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they call it strength this silent
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swallowing of every scream i don't have
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time to release they applaud the surface
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the still waters the convoys the steady
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hands the current underneath is
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violently pulling me under
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they see a light in my eyes warm and
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but it's just a fire i set inside myself
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to survive the cold i am the candle
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burning from both ends illuminating
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rooms i never get to rest in the world
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turns and i orbit with it even as my
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feet drag through unseen mud i pour
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myself into bottomless cups refilling
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refilling never full never seen just
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emptying slowly like a cracked vase
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still trying to hold shape i pull at the
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drain clogged with memories should have
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bins and whispered promises i fed to the
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silence when no one will listen this is
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more than exhaustion this is erosion
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stone softened by storm after storm yet
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still standing because i refuse to wash
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away and still every morning i rise not
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because i am whole but because i
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remember how i was once shattered and
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stitch myself back together in the dark
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this is not just dedication this is a
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war against gravity itself a vow edged
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into bone and breath a scream buried
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inside a soft smile and even when i
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vanish into all that i give i carry a
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fire no storm can drown my dedication is
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invisible but my determination it burns