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Is there anything that you've learned
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about yourself, your character, your
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strength, your courage? Is there
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anything characteristics that you've
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seen in yourself the past 3 years that
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maybe surprised you that you didn't know
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were there? You didn't know were there
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with that abundance? Like what have you
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Someone approached me last week actually
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asking they were looking for people to
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interview who have been caretakers and
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it was a really cool opportunity and I
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was very excited and then when they
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asked me what sacrifices I'd made as a
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caretaker I I like totally spaced I was
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like h I mean I haven't been able to
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travel and it was the lamest answer so
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they did not select me and I was super
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bummed that I feel like I kind of blew
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it because I didn't they're looking for
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people who like sacrificed their whole
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life to be a caretaker and part of me is
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like wait I that. But when I was telling
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my mom about it, she was just like,
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"That's cuz you don't see what you're
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doing as a sacrifice." Not to make
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myself sound like a martyr because I'm
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definitely not and I definitely see.
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But I think it's it's showed me a side
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of compassion in myself that that I
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forget to acknowledge. I think.
