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discipline underlines everything
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self-belief is something that is really
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easy to say that you have
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you're really put under the microscope
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of how deeply do you believe in yourself
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you're standing on a start line in front
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of millions of people and it's just you
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and you have to get every single step
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that takes 150 commitment and self
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and i would say that's probably the
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hardest thing i've had to learn
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but i'm willing to put in the work and
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that's the most important thing
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i think for me growing up i was really
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shy and really insecure
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it took me a long time to be really
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comfortable in the skin that i was in
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and sport was a really big part of me
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getting to that and i went to an old
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girl school and then i went to an
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all-boys school for sixth form and i
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remember the differences just sitting in
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the classrooms like all the boys would
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shout out and answer even if it was
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wrong and in the girls school we'd all
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kind of we wouldn't say anything unless
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i don't know being on like the biggest
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stages in the world it just made me
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young women we can be so much braver
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because we have such potential such
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massive potential and we're always
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amazing at everything that we put our
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minds to and i'm so lucky that i had
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sport teach me that but i thought if i
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maybe would i still be living a bit in
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my shell probably and so that's why it's
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so important for me to kind of spread
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that message out there that no matter
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what domain you're in it doesn't have to
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be athletics it could be any sport it
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could be any field to just be brave and
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to believe in yourself and express who
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you are because the potential is endless
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i would say the toughest part of being a
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professional athlete is probably the
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discipline side because you're not
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always going to be motivated i think it
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sounds nice and shiny to say yes i wake
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up every morning and i want to
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vomit at training and i want to you know
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not be able to sleep because i've got
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really bad doms and all those different
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things it's it discipline underlines
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coming here at my dad in training
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during lockdown it reminded me of like
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of me doing athletics and it was nice it
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was like the only thing that i could
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i mean it wasn't easy motivation
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motivation-wise sometimes
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because obviously my coach wasn't here
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my training group wasn't here but
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it kind of brought me back to
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like the real core elements of
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why i run and what it was like when i
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reignited my love for it in that sense
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about all the bells and whistles and the
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fancy equipment and everything i just
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was getting it done with me my dad and a
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it's been difficult to get myself into a
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i'm just like on autopilot all the time
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these are my goals i might not always
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them a hundred percent all the time but
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i'm willing to put in the work to
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achieve them and that's the most
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there are so many stereotypes i feel
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that come from being from peckham like
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an area like this and i never really was
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aware of that growing up for me this
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area was somewhere that i just had heaps
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and buckets of inspiration of
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the puzzle pieces that make me who i am
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today there was always someone that
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looked like me on the street who was
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trying to upstart something or achieve
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something i was always around people
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that were encouraging me and maybe we
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didn't have all the things in the world
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but we all believed in ourselves and i
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think that element of self belief is
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something that i've carried with me
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throughout my whole career
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it brings about just the biggest feeling
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of like nostalgia and happiness and joy
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and just all these memories from my
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childhood that made me who i am today
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and i'm really really proud of
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even this road here it leads to my
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granny's house and my mum and i used to
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race down here and skip over the little
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like double lines and things like that
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just make me smile and you know i can
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walk the streets and feel like i'm part
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of a bigger community a bigger family
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there's just certain air about it if
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you're not from here you might not
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the passion for me started at school
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sports day and i just remember having
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this feeling racing maybe the top five
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fastest girls in my school and just
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feeling like i was flying
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my family over there cheering it just
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felt like that was what i was meant to
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be doing with my body it felt like
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natural it felt magic and
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it really was birthed here it was
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birthed you know from my infant school
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from my nursery and it was something
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that in the back of my head i always
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knew i was really good at
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the number one supporter for me has to
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be my dad there was even a period of
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time where i didn't want to do athletics
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he was literally forcing me he would
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finish work drive home drive me to
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training we'd come back at night at like
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9 10 p.m and he did that just because he
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believed in me and before i even
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believed in myself really
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taking me to this park this very park
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racing me in the park trying to get my
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trying to get those juices out get those
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jeans out he was the person that pushed
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me every single step of the way
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i remember the first time i took her to
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sports day and i recognized the talent
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she won quite easily but we then moved
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into a situation where i knew
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it was time that this talent needed to
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be nurtured i said right okay let's take
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this bit more serious let's get
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everything involved in one competition
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for the year she hated it never wanted
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in her first race she was ranked third
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in the country and she had never raced
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before in any sort of apart from that
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school race before on the track
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so we were filled with a lot of um
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we saw a lot of potential
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and so then when i took the batter
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myself and realized i really wanted to
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do it i never forgot that and my dad is
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still the person that i'll call at every
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athletics competition because even
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though he's not a technical coach or he
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doesn't necessarily understand
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everything he understands me as an
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yeah he has to be my number one
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i'm so excited for the games in
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birmingham the reason why i really
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wanted to race there is because it's a
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i absolutely can't wait and i've trained
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so hard for this moment really really
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hard it's the one competition i haven't
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qualified for yet before so i'm so happy
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to have that qualification under my belt
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and it will be amazing to just be in
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front front of friends and family you
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know they'll be able to watch in our
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normal time zone and it will be amazing
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just to kind of rep the country and
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really put my best foot forward
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physical work has been done at this
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point and all the gains i will make is
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by keeping myself really grounded and
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not getting too hyped up i think it's so
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easy to do that and get lost in the
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i am genuinely in the most confident
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place i've been in mentally and i just
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want to keep the momentum going no
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matter whether there's wins or losses or
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draws along the way i really believe in
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myself this year and i know that i can
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achieve really great things so it's just
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about keeping your eye on the prize and
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being consistent and persistent
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and in my experience the athletes that
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do that always always come up on top