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Jul 9, 2025
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All right, y'all. Good morning.
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Welcome to
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the world of Tino. I'm Tino.
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Yeah, I'm a person that had a stroke,
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y'all. So, I want to talk about that a
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little bit today.
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Um, this is one of those days when I
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don't really feel like getting out of
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the bed because of the pain from the
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stroke.
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Um, had a lot of vivid dreams last
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night.
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And I just want to talk to you guys a
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little bit this morning about the
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stroke.
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The stroke gives me a lot of emotions
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along with that the ADD
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the what do you call it when you can't
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really stand I got sometime I go out I
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need headphones my headphones on the
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wall. See your mirror
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over stimulation is a big deal after a
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stroke. It really is a lot of people
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talking at once with the music being on
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or not even a lot of people. It could be
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two people talking. It could be three
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people talking. It could be one person
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talking, the music on, the TV on, the
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car moving, whatever.
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But yeah,
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it sparks an add. You feel like you
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trapped in a
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a noise box and you can't get out.
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and you are screaming inside of your
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head. I scream inside of my head a lot
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when things are just overbearing.
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So, is there anyone else on this site
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that has had a stroke that wants to talk
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about
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the stuff that the doctors don't talk
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about? I won't talk about that. I'm two
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years um
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past my stroke. I know I'm the only one
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out there that has has had stroke
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before. So, if anybody wants to talk to
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me about it, let's talk about it, y'all.
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Let's talk about it. Okay.
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Thank you.
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I'm um watching TV today. I got pain in
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my neck and my back last night.
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Um
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congested
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a little bit.
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I've been up maybe 30 minutes maybe.
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And
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I call that thawing out. Takes me a
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little minute. I haven't even got it big
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yet really, but because I know that
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something's going to hurt. So, I don't
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really want to get up right now.
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I just don't.
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But, um,
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I want to tell you about that.
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I want to tell you how about the noise
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box that I feel like I'm in all the
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time.
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It just never goes away. It's on me
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right now.
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I had to turn the TV off because it was
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too much.
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But um
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I do suffer from um a lot of trauma
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after the stroke. I do. And let you know
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that um people don't treat you like a
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grown-up anymore after the stroke. For
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some reason,
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I have times when I'm
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a kid. I guess this time I'm an adult.
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But I don't like the kid part at all cuz
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I want to be an adult all the time.
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Excuse me. Something
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I just feel like my adult rights
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taken away. I haven't driven a car
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at all this year. I miss driving.
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It was like um my freedom. I get in the
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car, I play my music, and I just ride
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out.
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I miss that.
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I miss that so much. Oh my god, I miss
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that.
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I miss
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solidarity is what I miss. How about
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that? I don't have solidarity at all.
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I miss it.
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I miss my alone time. I miss
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just being with me.
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I miss being able to just
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do regular stuff without having to be
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monitored for everything.
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Like I just
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I keep leaving the stove on when I cook.
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Yall know I was a chef, right? I'm a
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retired chef and yeah, I have to keep
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leaving the stove on after I cook every
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time. Every single time. It just never
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fails. If I cook longer than an hour,
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the stove going to be left on
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for some reason. I don't know. I can't
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remember. I'm going to try to remember.
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I'm put a note on the stove to turn it
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off.
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And along with that, um,
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because of my medications, a lot of
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times I can't go out to my garden.
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So, I want to go out there now
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and water my plants, but I want to come
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back and get in the bed after I do that.
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Everybody else water their plants in
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their pajamas. Why can't I?
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And it's 10 something here in Georgia.
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So
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I may um
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Oh, that's right. It rained last night.
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So you're not dying from no water.
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We got some new plants today. The rain
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makes life
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things spot out from the rain.
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Look at me. Y'all look at this.
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Yeah. I will go home. I will go to work
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and cook all day at work for like 12 or
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13 hours and then wake up the next
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morning and want to cook for my family
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cuz I'm inspired in my dream by the
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things that I would dream about would be
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would be food and things I made. And
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last night I had a dream that my wife
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kept smelling something smoky
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like something was on fire. So that may
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be um a premonition.
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It could be a um
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what do you call it? The opposite of
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something burning would be something
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drowning, I guess. I don't know. But I
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had a dream last night. She kept saying,
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"Do you smell that? Something's
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burning." I think I may look that out
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and see what that means. My mother would
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say it was a number and she would play
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it. But since I'm not a um a gambling
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addict, I just don't care about the
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number.
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Oh yeah. Um,
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my dreams are very vivid
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after the stroke.
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Very vivid.
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They're so vivid that
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I crave them when I'm woke. That's how
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vivid they are. I want to go to sleep so
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I can go back where I was in my dream
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because
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there's not a whole lot going on in my
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real life right now.
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So I adventure and travel through time
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and space in my dreams.
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I become an empath.
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I also feel um clairvoyance and I feel
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like I know things that are going to
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happen before they happen and I know
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people going to say stuff before they
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even say it. It's weird.
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And I can see things that are going to
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happen in my mind before they happen.
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I haven't told anyone about this, but
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you guys
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and haven't told anybody about a lot of
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stuff. I tell y'all a lot of my secrets.
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I told y'all about the money that I got
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too, right?
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I told y'all about
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this secret about me.
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I feel like I see the future a lot,
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y'all.
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I don't know.
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Maybe I lost my mind after the stroke.
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This seems pretty tame.
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Yeah, I may do some computer work this
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afternoon and do some passwords or
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something.
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Okay, so if you this your first time on
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my channel, please subscribe, please
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comment, please talk to me about this.
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I don't have any friends, y'all. Let's
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Let's talk about it. Okay, let's do it.
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My mother-in-law has been here for the
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week. It's been pleasant having her
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here. Very pleasant.
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It's a different nose. It's a different
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feel in the house. It feels safe. It
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feels warm. It feels welcoming. It
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always does. But it's a mom in the
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house. So, that makes the house feel
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different. That makes the house feel
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special.
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And I like that feeling. I wish she
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would stay till Monday or Tuesday, but
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she's trying to leave tomorrow. But
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it ain't up to me.
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