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Jeff had always found solace in the hum
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of an engine and the open road. As a
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boy, the hours spent in the garage with
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his father were a sanctuary, a world of
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chrome and grease where they spoke the
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shared language of mechanics.
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That passion matured into a lifelong
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hobby, a brotherhood of friends who,
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like him, found freedom on two wheels.
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Now, in his mid-40s, this biker club
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wasn't about patches or clubouses. It
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was about the simple, profound joy of
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writing together. For Jeff, it was an
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escape, a temporary reprieve from a life
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that had become a casualty of his own
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ambition. His relentless dedication to
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work had cost him his marriage, and more
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painfully, a relationship with his son,
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who now saw him as a distant, almost
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mythic figure. He had moved to Cornwall,
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seeking not just a change of scenery,
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but a chance to rebuild, to rediscover
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the man he used to be. The club became
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his sanctuary, a place where the roar of
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the bikes drowned out the echoes of his
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past. On a warm September evening, the
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19th of 1998, the club's annual barbecue
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was in full swing. A dozen motorbikes
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were scattered across the dunes, their
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chrome glinting in the fading sun. This
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gathering was the end of the riding
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season, a last harrah for a tight-knit
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Jeff, tall and broad- shouldered with a
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full beard that made him look both
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rugged and kind, watched as a woman
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walked onto the beach. She was a stark
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contrast to the lively swimsuit clad
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crowd. Dressed in a long denim skirt, a
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thick sweater, and an overcoat, she
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looked like she was prepared for a
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winter storm on an unusually warm
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evening. Jeff, an expert at reading
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people's pain, saw the signs
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immediately, the unckempt hair, the
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hollow, sleepless eyes. He knew that
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look well. He approached her, offering
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an invitation to join them, but she
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politely declined, moving further down
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the beach to sit alone. Back with his
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friends, Jeff was an easy target for
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good-natured teasing, especially from
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Lenny. "She's no bag lady, Lenny," Jeff
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said, his gaze still on the lone figure.
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"Her clothes are expensive. She just
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looks troubled. Lenny, a stock broker
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who transformed into a biker on
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weekends, put a reassuring arm around
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She's not your problem, mate. Come on.
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The beer's getting warm.
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Jeff tried to re-engage with the party,
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but his mind kept drifting back to her,
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a magnetic pull he couldn't ignore. As
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darkness fell and the party broke up,
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Jeff found himself walking through the
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dunes to where she sat. The last bike's
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tail light disappeared into the night.
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She was still there, sitting motionless
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as if waiting for a signal.
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He watched as she slowly rose and began
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walking towards the retreating tide. A
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cold dread washed over him. He knew. He
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took off his clothes, stripping down to
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his shorts, and ran after her. The water
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was already past her knees when he
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reached the surf. he called out, his
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voice swallowed by the crashing waves,
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but she didn't turn. As the water hit
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her thighs, she pushed forward. He swam
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to her, grabbed her around the waist,
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and pulled her back. She screamed,
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struggling against his grip, her panic a
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tangible force in the cold water. "I
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can't let you do this," he yelled over
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the roar of the sea. "Leave me alone. I
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want to die," she screamed, her voice a
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raw, desperate cry. If we go further,
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we'll both drown," he pleaded, turning
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her to face him. "Please save my life
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and come out of the water." The
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desperation in his voice seemed to break
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through her wall of despair. Tears
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streamed down her face, and deep, ragged
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sobs shook her body. He pulled her into
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a tight hug, and they stood there
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battling the waves, two souls clinging
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to each other in the cold Cornish surf.
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On the dry sand, he helped her put on
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his clothes. He'd never laughed in the
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face of such sorrow before, but seeing
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her in his oversized jeans and
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sweatshirt was so comically out of
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place. He couldn't help himself. "Sorry
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for laughing," he said, wiping a tear
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from his eye. "But that outfit fits
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where it touches," he knelt, rolling up
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the cuffs of his jeans so she wouldn't
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trip. "Now that you've managed to get
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into my jeans," he said, "I think I
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deserve to know your name." "It's Helen.
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Helen Mallister," she replied, her voice
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soft and shaky. "Nice to meet you,
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Helen. I'm Jeff Cochburn. Let's find you
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a belt and get off this beach before you
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As they walked to his pickup, a strange
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memory surfaced. He saw a tall, athletic
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woman in a white swimsuit, pushing her
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dark hair back as she stroed out of the
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surf. He shook Helen's leg. "Do you see
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that?" he asked, pointing. "See what?"
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she said, confused. I only see waves and
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sand. He looked again and she was gone.
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I'm fine, he said, snapping back to
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reality. Let's get you some fish and
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chips. I'm betting you haven't eaten in
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a while. A glimmer of hope. Jeff drove
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them to Padto, a silent sentinel by her
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side, wondering if he was doing the
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right thing. "What did you mean you owe
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someone?" Helen asked. "Someone did
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something for me I can't pay back," he
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said. So, I'm paying it forward. They
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arrived at a bustling chip shop, and the
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owner, Brian, greeted Jeff like a
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Just a table for two, Jeff said before
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Brian, with a knowing wink, brought them
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a plate of steaming chips and hot
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chocolate. As they ate, Helen mentioned
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a waitress who had spoken highly of him.
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"What waitress?" Jeff asked, confused.
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"The restaurant's closed." Helen
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insisted she had seen and heard her
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describing a tall, dark-haired woman in
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her mid30s. "No doubt," Jeff said, a
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flicker of recognition in his eyes.
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"The description just sounds like
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someone I used to know." He shook his
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head, pushing the thought away.
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Back in his truck, Helen fell asleep,
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exhausted by the day's ordeal. He
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carried her inside and tucked her into
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his guest bedroom, removing the
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oversized clothes and covering her with
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a duvet. He found a strange beauty in
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her disheveled state. "Sweet dreams,
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fair princess," he whispered before
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leaving her to rest. He was pouring
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himself a glass of wine when Helen
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appeared in his doorway, her eyes wide
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with panic. "I'm sorry," she said. "I
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was just checking it wasn't a dream."
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"He understood." He led her back to his
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room and she climbed into his bed,
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asking, "Jeff, would you just hold me? I
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really need someone to hold me." She
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sobbed into his chest, and he held her
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until her breathing calmed, and they
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both drifted off to sleep. The next
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morning, she was in his kitchen making
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coffee. The sadness was still there, but
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her eyes held a spark of life. As they
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ate, he gently probed. So, do you want
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to tell me what led up to last night?
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She started crying, and he knew he had
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I don't have a husband anymore, she
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sobbed. He's divorcing me. He held her
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again, waiting for the storm to pass. He
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told me he loved someone else. Then I
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saw him with her at a mother care. She's
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pregnant. She's giving him the baby I
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couldn't give him. Her voice trembled
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with the memory of the betrayal. But
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you're a team leader, an accountant," he
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said. "You're the one people depend on."
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"Now I can't even handle my own life,"
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she said, a bitter laugh escaping her.
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He took her hands. "That's not silly.
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Divorce is as stressful as losing a
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loved one. It wasn't your fault he left
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you, Helen. He didn't leave you because
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you couldn't have children. He found
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that out after he started cheating."
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Helen's eyes widened, the realization
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hitting her like a physical blow. "Then
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we've got a busy day ahead," he said.
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"You need clothes and you should talk to
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Angie. She's a top solicitor. She can
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make sure you don't lose out." Helen was
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a new woman. She spent the afternoon
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with Angie, the solicitor, and returned
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with a newfound resolve.
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"Angie helped me see it wasn't my
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fault," she said. She said, "If I wanted
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to know you, I should ask you about
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Wellard." Jeff smiled. "Well is me. It's
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a nickname." He told her the story of
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the St. Paul's Carnival, a young boy,
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and a knife wielding skin head. "So,
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you're not just my hero," she said, her
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voice full of warmth. "You're everyone's
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knight in shining armor."
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That night, she cooked for him. It had
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been 2 years since he'd had a
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home-cooked meal, and he found himself
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watching her. a profound sense of peace
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settling over him. After dinner, she
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kissed him, a tentative touch that
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"You're straight," she said, a hint of
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teasing in her voice. "Of course," he
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replied. "Why would you think I wasn't?"
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"I just wondered," she said, her head
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resting on his shoulder.
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"People say what a lovely man you are,
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yet there's no woman in your life. If I
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had taken advantage of you last night,
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I'd have lost your respect, he said, his
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voice soft. But as for not finding you
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attractive, "I think I've just shown
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that I do." "Then I have another favor
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to ask," she said, looking down, her red
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hair falling across her face. "Would you
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would you make love to me, please?" He
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was stunned. "Helen, I'm flattered, but
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I don't want it to be out of gratitude.
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It has to be because we care for each
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I'm not offering my body as a thank you,
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she said earnestly. I'm asking because
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you're the most wonderful man I've ever
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met. They went upstairs. They stood by
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the bed and Jeff kissed her. I've never
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kissed a man with a beard before. She
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giggled. It feels soft. They made love.
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And as they laid together afterward, she
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said, "I could lie like this forever.
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Can I stay?" "You can stay as long as
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you want," he said, kissing her. The
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next morning, Helen was distressed. She
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needed to go home to Radlet to sort out
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her life. Her ID, credit cards, and
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passport were all there. She had to take
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control. "This isn't the end, Jeff," she
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said, a mixture of hope and sadness in
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her eyes. "It's more like the beginning.
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If you want it to be." At the train
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station, with an hour to spare, Helen
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asked him about the person he owed. Her
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name is Vanessa Richardson. He began, "I
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He told her the story of his company,
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the betrayal by his wife, Jackie, and
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his business partner, Simon. He
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recounted the night he lost everything,
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his wife, his company, his son, and the
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moment he realized his life was over. He
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described the drunken rage, the punch,
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and the silence. He told her how he
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wandered aimlessly until he found
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himself on that same beach walking into
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the ocean. "And then she was there," he
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said, his voice a low whisper. "She told
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me, this is not the way, Jeff. Turn
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around and let's go back."
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She led him to a house in the dunes, a
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beautiful old bungalow. She took care of
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him, washing him, holding him, and
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telling him that he was not a man who
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gave up. I stayed with her for what I
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thought was 6 weeks. We made love,
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talked, and she helped me see that my
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life wasn't over. "And then you left
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her," Helen said, her voice soft.
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The night before she left, she said I
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needed to go back and reclaim my life.
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The next day, she drove me to the
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station. I asked her how I would know
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when she was back, and she said, "Look
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for me on the beach. If I come back,
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that's where I'll be." "So, Vanessa is
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the person you owe," Helen said. And I
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guess indirectly I owe her my life, too.
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Yes, Jeff replied. You could say that.
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If it wasn't for her, I wouldn't have
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been on that beach. And if I hadn't been
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there, I wouldn't have recognized the
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look in your eyes. But what happened
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when you went back? Helen asked. And why
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didn't you ever find Vanessa? Jeff took
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a deep breath, preparing to tell her the
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strangest part of his story. This is
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where it gets strange. On the train ride
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home, I bought a newspaper. I was
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shocked to see that the stories from the
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day my life fell apart were still in the
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news. According to the newspaper, only
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10 days had passed. He was convinced it
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was an old paper, but every person he
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asked confirmed the date. I was on the
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train for 10 days. I spent a little over
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a week with Vanessa, but it seemed like
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Something was very wrong with