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In life's grand tapestry, it's often the
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most minuscule threads that hold the
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power to unravel everything. A single
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almost invisible flaw in a machine can
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lead to catastrophic failure. A tiny
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blood clot, a silent assassin in the
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circulatory system, can bring a
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brilliant mind to a complete halt. A
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small patch of black ice on a seemingly
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safe road can turn a routine commute
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into a deadly tragedy. The list is
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Seemingly insignificant factors can have
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devastating consequences for significant
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endeavors, and few endeavors are as
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significant as a marriage. I, for one,
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held my marriage in the highest regard.
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For just over 8 years, my wife, April,
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and I had built a beautiful life with
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our two amazing boys, Chris and Charles.
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I wasn't a man with a college degree or
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a grand title, but my hands were my
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I was a mechanic, a craftsman of steel
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and grease, and my skills had provided
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us with a comfortable life in a home
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that was a sanctuary.
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The long, grueling hours I put in at the
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shop were a small price to pay for the
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financial stability and peace of mind it
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brought my family. My marriage was the
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cornerstone of my life, a constant
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source of joy and purpose. And I had
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worked diligently to support the people
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I loved most. Unfortunately, it was one
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of those tiny, insignificant factors
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that would begin to unravel the very
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fabric of my world. A single swollen
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blood vessel in my brain, a whisper of a
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flaw, lay an agonizing proximity to
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another vessel. This microscopic
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conflict would from time to time erupt
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into a debilitating migraine, a storm of
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pain and sensory overload that could
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bring a grown man to his knees. On a
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particularly fateful day, the storm hit
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without warning. The symptoms were
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familiar and terrifying. A sudden,
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overwhelming sensitivity to light, the
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escalating sounds of the world turning
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into an unbearable cacophony, and smells
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that made my stomach churn. The agony, a
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sledgehammer striking my skull with
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rhythmic precision, caught me off guard.
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My imiter, my only true salvation, was
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nowhere to be found. I had pills, but
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they were slow, and the pain would
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render me useless for hours, a prisoner
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Stumbling into my boss's office, I
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delivered the grim news. George, a man
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who had seen me through countless such
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episodes, didn't hesitate. "For heaven's
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sake, go now," he urged, summoning his
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secretary, Penny. "Penny, get him home
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safely. Do not let him drive."
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With Penny's assistance, George guided
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me out of the office and down the long
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Once outside, Penny helped me lean
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against the cool brick wall, shielding
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my eyes from the harsh afternoon sun as
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she went to retrieve her car.
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I kept my eyes shut tightly, pressing my
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hands against my temples, a feudal
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attempt to dull the throbbing pain. The
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ride home was an eternity. My vision
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blurred behind my tightly closed lids.
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The light a constant assault even
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through my eyelids. The low hum of the
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car engine was a deafening roar and the
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smell of the air freshener in her car
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was a vile nauseating stench.
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Thankfully, Penny knew the way and I
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didn't have to speak. Finally, we pulled
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up to my house. She helped me out of the
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car, a steady hand guiding me inside.
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Once in the kitchen, I managed to
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whisper my instructions.
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She retrieved my inhaler from the
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refrigerator, placed it in my hand, and
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held me steady as I administered the
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life-saving mist into my nose. The
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relief wasn't instant, but as the
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medication entered my bloodstream, the
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pressure in my skull began to recede, a
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slow, welcome eb of the tide. I asked
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her to guide me to the living room, a
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dark sanctuary adjacent to the kitchen,
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and helped me onto the sofa.
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She drew the blinds and turned off the
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lights, plunging the room into a
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Thank you, Penny," I mumbled, my voice a
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strained whisper. "You can go now." I
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welcomed the peace and quiet as she
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departed. I must have drifted off
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quickly, the pain finally easing its
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relentless grip. I woke later, the
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darkness of the room signaling that it
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was likely much later in the day. The
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pain was gone, leaving only a lingering
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soreness, a ghost of the storm.
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Cautiously, I sat up, half expecting the
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agony to return, but it didn't. In the
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dimness, I heard voices from the
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kitchen. It was April and our neighbor,
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Robin. My car wasn't in the driveway,
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and the lights were off. They assumed I
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wasn't home. I decided to surprise them.
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Quietly, I rose from the sofa, planning
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to sneak to the door and make my
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presence known. But as I tuned into
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their conversation, their words stopped
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"Come on, April, how was it?" Robin's
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voice was a hushed conspiratorial
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whisper. "Was it as good as before?"
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"Give me the details, girl." April's
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response was a breathless sigh, a sound
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of pure contentment that I had not heard
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"It was amazing," she gushed. "I felt
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like I was in heaven. Even better than
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last time, I swear. Almost mind-blowing.
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The best physical engaging ever?
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Better than with Chris? Robin asked, her
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voice tinged with a hint of concern.
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Better than your husband? Hell yes,
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April's laugh was a sharp, joyful sound
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that cut through my heart. I adore Chris
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truly, but he never made me feel like
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that. Never. I would never let him do
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those things. He'd think I'm a trumpet.
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But Carl, he knows and I like it. I
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can't wait for next time.
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Aren't you afraid Chris will find out?
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Robin's voice held a note of genuine
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worry now. Have you considered the
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consequences? Chris will never know.
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April scoffed. And even if he did, so
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what? He's too nice to leave me. He
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wouldn't risk losing the kids. I'd take
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them in a heartbeat with a good lawyer.
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A cold, calculating edge had entered her
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This isn't like you, April. It's
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worrying. I think you're making a big
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Robin's voice was barely a whisper. "I
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love Chris truly," April conceded. "But
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I won't give up what I have with Carl. I
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want both. The passion with Carl and the
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love with Chris. I need both, and I
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won't let go." The migraine had
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subsided, but the ache in my heart was a
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thousand times worse. My stomach nodded,
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my breath caught in my throat, and a
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ringing filled my ears.
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Fear surged through me, a primal terror
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that felt like a heart attack waiting to
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happen. I clung to the doorframe, my
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knuckles white, until some semblance of
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Still, I kept my presence hidden. But
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with each returning moment of control,
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the fear gave way to a simmering
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volcanic fury. With a sudden, deliberate
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movement, I straightened and stepped
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into the illuminated kitchen. Robin was
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the first to see me. Her eyes widened in
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shock, her face paling as she fell
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silent. April, catching Robin's
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reaction, turned. Her face, so recently
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flushed with contentment, went through a
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rapid series of transformations,
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astonishment, dread, and finally a cold,
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hard anger. Pushing her chair back, she
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rose to confront me. "How much did you
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hear?" she demanded, her voice an icy
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blade. Why were you lurking and spying
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on me? I met her gaze in silence. Robin,
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flustered and horrified, wasted no time.
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I need to go, she said, already moving
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toward the side door. Pete and I can
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take care of the boys if you need time.
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I'll call you later, she scured out,
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leaving us alone. My eyes followed her,
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and my mind bitterly processed her
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words. Pete and I can take care of the
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boys if you need time. She knew. My best
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friend knew and kept it from me. I
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turned my attention back to April, the
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woman I had cherished unconditionally
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for 8 years, a woman I thought I would
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Tonight, that expectation shattered.
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There would be no forever for us. April
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had ended it all. "Where are the boys?"
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I asked, my voice a low, dangerous
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rumble. "What were you up to while you
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were having your fun with your lover?
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Did you even think about them, or were
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you too busy enjoying yourself with
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someone else while leaving them
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unattended? My composure was a fragile
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shield. The pain lingered, sharp and
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deep, but the anger was a powerful
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April's face, a mask of anger, twisted
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with rage. "The boys are with Carly,"
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she retorted, her voice dripping with
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venom. "Robin and I went shopping, and
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Pete watched over them. And I wasn't
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with anyone else, just Robin.
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With that statement, she seemed to feel
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a momentary victory. The anger on her
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face morphed into a smirk of
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satisfaction as she finally realized I'd
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been home. "What are you doing here?"
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she spat. "Where's your car, and why
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were you sitting in the dark? Were you
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spying on me, trying to catch me in the
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act? I came home early with a terrible
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migraine," I said, the words tasting
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like ash in my mouth.
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George asked Penny to drive me home
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because I couldn't handle the light. I
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took my Imitrix and fell asleep. I've
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been here ever since. A wave of nausea
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hit me, a physical manifestation of the
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disgust and shame I felt. I rose and
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stumbled toward the bathroom. Your
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voices woke me, and what I heard made me
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sick. I need the bathroom.
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Once inside, I leaned over the cool
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porcelain, but nothing came up. My body
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convulsed, a feudal attempt to expel the
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poison I had just ingested. I sank to
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the floor, my back against the tub, my
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body trembling. After a few minutes, I
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splashed water on my face and rinsed out
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my mouth. When the trembling subsided, I
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returned to the kitchen. April was
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seated at the table, gazing out the
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window. Her defiance melted away. "I'm
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going to fetch the boys and put them to
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bed tonight," I said, brushing past her
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and exiting through the back door.
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The Andersons, our neighbors, were not
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only our closest friends, but I now
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bitterly mused, the keepers of April's
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I wondered what Pete knew. I should have
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asked. Knocking on their back door, I
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entered to find Robin and Pete seated at
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the kitchen table. Pete looked up, a
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wave of pity washing over his face.
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Robin appeared visibly uneasy. "I've
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come to get the boys," I said, bypassing
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them and heading to the living room.
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Carly, their teenage daughter, was
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watching over them as they worked on a
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puzzle. "I'll grab their jackets," she
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said upon my nod. And I returned to the
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kitchen. "Did you both know?" I asked,
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my voice dangerously low. "Were you
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aware she cheated on me?" Pete shot a
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glance at Robin, his anger evident. "I
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swear, buddy, I had no clue. If I had
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known, I'd have told you right away. I
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can't believe my wife knew and kept it
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It's despicable. You don't deserve this.
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He believed me and I believed him.
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Thank you, Robin. I sneered. Thanks for
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making me a laughingstock.
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A betrayed man, a fool who didn't need
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to know his wife was fooling around with
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another guy. I hope that sits well with
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you, knowing what you knew while
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thinking of me. Back at our house, the
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boys dashed upstairs. I walked into the
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living room where April sat in the dark.
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Turning on a lamp and drawing back the
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curtains, I illuminated the space,
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revealing a woman who looked utterly
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defeated. Tear streaked eyes, a pale
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complexion, and slumped shoulders. The
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defiance had melted away, leaving behind
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the fearful woman I had anticipated. But
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it was too late. Her newfound
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vulnerability disgusted me. Was this
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remorse or just fear? No, this was the
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opening salvo in our power struggle. Her
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face betrayed not regret, but deception
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and guile. Who is he? I demanded. What
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does he offer that I don't? She remained
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silent. As I turned to leave, she
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finally spoke. His identity doesn't
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matter. It's not about you, Chris. I'm
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deeply sorry you found out like this. I
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never intended to hurt you. I never
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wanted you to discover this. I'm truly
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sorry you heard my conversation with
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Robin. It's funny, I said, sinking into
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the plush armchair she had gifted me on
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our fifth anniversary.
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No apology for the act, no remorse for
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its occurrence. Just regret for being
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caught and for me learning the truth.
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Please let me explain, she pleaded. Our
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story doesn't have to end here. We can
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salvage what we had. If only you'd try
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to understand, we could move forward.
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Can you promise it's over? That you'll
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never see him again? My body tensed, my
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hands gripping the chair's arms? She met
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my gaze with tearfilled eyes, but
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offered no reply. That silence spoke
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volumes. She wasn't willing to
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I believe this is your decision, I said,
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rising. After dinner, I'll tuck the boys
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in. Then we can explore our options.
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Tomorrow, I'll pack my belongings and
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stay with my brother. April busied
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herself with dinner while I spent time
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with the boys. The dinner was a lively
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affair, the boys full of energy,
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contrasting sharply with their subdued
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After dinner, April cleaned the kitchen
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while I tucked the boys into bed. My
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heart achd as I watched them, knowing
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Downstairs, April entered the room where
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I sat. She took a seat and smiled
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faintly. "I put them to bed," she said.
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They're wonderful kids. It's unfortunate
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that they'll have to endure so much
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pain, I replied. And I'm unsure how to
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ease their suffering.
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What do you mean? She asked, her smile
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I thought you understood that nothing
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needs to change. Just give me what I
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want and we can return to being the same
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Her words flowed, but I struggled to
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I can't resist this. I can't stop seeing
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him. Should I allow this to continue? Is
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she irrational or just deluded? I
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thought to myself, this must cease, I
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said. There's no us. There's no we. It's
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just you and him. That's all that
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remains. It's over between us. Finished.
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Done. This isn't up for negotiation, and
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I won't budge. But Chris, I love you,
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she cried, her voice rising in
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desperation. You're the only man I've
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ever loved. I don't even like Carl.
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Please try to understand. Give me time,
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baby, for the sake of our marriage and
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family. Give me time.
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Take all the time you need, I said.
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Tomorrow, I'll contact a lawyer and
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we'll divide everything equally. I don't
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want to hurt you like you hurt me. I
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just want this to end now. Emotionally
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drained, I was ready to leave. But I
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wasn't prepared for her next words.
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Then damn you no divorce," she hissed,
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her face contorting into a mask of pure
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malice. "I'll fight you every step of
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the way and take everything you have.
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I'll ensure you don't get custody of the
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boys, and I'll restrict your visitation
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rights in every way possible. If you
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don't comply, you'll lose everything,
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and I'll still have Carl. You can't stop
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me. Remember that." I absorbed her
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threat. It struck me then that this
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marriage had been over long ago. Her
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anger and disrespect weren't new. They
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She never cared about hurting me. If she
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had, she wouldn't have embarked on this
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path. Instead of ending her affair, she
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anticipated my discovery and chose to
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inflict maximum pain. Love had no place
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here. Only greed and the urge to degrade
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me. As my anger simmered, I saw her face
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register that she had gone too far. The
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venomous words had finally revealed the
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I have one thing to say, April, I said,
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my voice eerily calm. When you corner a
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rat, it fights back. It'll fight to the
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bitter end if you deny it any chance of
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escape. You should have known that
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before pushing me. But now you've done
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it, and you'll pay the price. "Please,
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Chris, I don't want this," she pleaded,
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her voice cracking. "I love you and will
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do anything to keep you from leaving. If
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you don't understand and accept this,
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I'll fight you. You'll have no option
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but to stay with me. I know you. You
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love me and the boys too much to leave.
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I know you, Chris. You'll stay.
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Goodbye, April, I said. Let the boys
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know I'll see them when I can. I'll
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gather some belongings and leave. I'll
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retrieve the rest later when we can
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arrange a time. Upstairs, I hastily
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packed a bag. After eight years, all
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that remained were bitter memories.
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Descending, I found April seated by the
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kitchen door. "Chris, please
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reconsider," she begged. "I'm begging
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you. There's no need. Promise me you'll
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end things with him and I'll stay. Just
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say it and maybe there's hope." "I
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can't," she stammered. "I just can't.
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I pushed past her, fighting the urge to
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strike her, and walked out the door. It
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slammed shut behind me. I tossed my bag
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into the back seat and climbed into my
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truck. Backing out of the garage, I
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dialed my brother Clyde. He listened as
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I explained, his voice calm and
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supportive. He told me to head over and
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he'd be home later. By the time he
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returned, I was pleasantly intoxicated.
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He joined in, drinking the remainder of
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his beer to keep me in check.
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He assured me of his support,
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emphasizing our bond as brothers.
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The next morning, I awoke with a
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punishing hangover. I stumbled into the
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shower, letting the cold water wash away
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the remnants of the alcohol.
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Staying drunk serves no purpose, I told
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I had to focus. April had clearly
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plotted this in advance, anticipating my
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shock and knowing I wouldn't think
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She had manipulated the situation to
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portray me as the villain, stacking the
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I dressed, packed some more belongings,
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and headed to work. Loss weighs heavily,
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especially in the workplace. I threw
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myself into my duties, toiling
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relentlessly, eager to drown out
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thoughts of home, wife, and children.
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10 hours later, Clyde interrupted me.
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"Dude, ease up," he remarked. "You're
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making the rest of us look like
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slackers." "Sorry, little brother," I
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said, my voice thick with emotion. Just
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trying to lose myself in it all, just
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trying to forget. I must have seemed on
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the verge of tears. Clyde guided me off
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the shop floor and into the break area.
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We had been inseparable since our
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parents' tragic accident a decade ago.
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He had been my best man, and a year
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later, he became the godfather to my
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"All right, spill it," Clyde encouraged.
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"Lay it all out. No holding back." For
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the next 10 minutes, I poured out
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I divulged her menacing threats, her
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calculated attempts to undermine any
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retaliation on my part, and her callous
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disregard for my feelings.
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I recounted the disdain on her face as
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she boasted to Robin about her trrist,
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and the cold determination in her
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threats to strip me of everything. Clyde
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was taken aback. He had always regarded
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April as a virtuous woman and a
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Now faced with the reality of my pain
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and anguish, his shock turned to anger.
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How could April do this to you? What is
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wrong with her? He fumed. Chris, listen
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to me. You can't just accept this. We
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have to take action. Let me and the guys
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lend a hand. This is unbearable.
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What can I do? I asked, a despondent
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expression on my face. If I divorce her,
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she'll strip me of everything. child
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support, alimony, the house, the car.
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You know, I'd never injure the kids.
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She's using them as pawns against me.
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And now that idiot she's fooling around
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with will replace their father. He's an
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idiot who thinks it's okay to bed
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another man's wife. I'm powerless,
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Clyde. Clyde shook his head vehemently.
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To hell with both of them. I used to
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love April like a sister, but she's made
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her bed, and now she'll have to lie in
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it. We need to go after both of them.
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First step, figure out who he is. That's
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the easy part. Let me make a couple of
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calls, then we'll discuss.
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I simply shrugged. All right, but I'm
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not sure what you expect me to do. She
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doesn't share anything about him with
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me. Doesn't matter, Clyde declared.
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We'll track him down and expose him like
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we would anyone else. And you realize
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you can't take April back, right? What
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she did makes reconciliation impossible.
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If you condone her actions, she'll never
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respect you again. No way, man. She's
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someone else's play thing now. His words
21:57
caught me off guard momentarily, but
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then a faint smile crept onto my face.
22:03
You're right. She's not my beloved wife
22:05
anymore. Last night taught me how
22:08
swiftly love can morph into hatred, and
22:10
my animosity towards her today eclipses
22:13
any love I ever had for her. Last night,
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she stole that from me and turned it
22:17
against herself. I made that clear to
22:20
We continued chatting a bit more, then
22:22
wrapped up work without any extra hours.
22:25
We headed to a nearby bar with no
22:27
intention of getting drunk. This was
22:30
business. Plans needed to be made. Clyde
22:34
made a few more calls and we sat down to
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I was touched by the unwavering support
22:39
from my friends. They didn't pry. They
22:43
just wanted to know how they could
22:44
assist. Together, we devised a feasible
22:47
plan. At 7 that evening, I pulled into
22:50
my driveway and entered the house. It
22:53
struck me as funny that this was no
22:54
longer my home. It was just a place to
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stay. Shedding my jacket in the kitchen,
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I made my way to the living room. April
23:03
sat in her chair, watching our
23:05
5-year-old twins, Chris and Charlie,
23:08
engrossed in a video game.
23:10
I stood there capturing the scene in my
23:15
April met my gaze as I glanced at her,
23:17
her faint smile now revealing its true
23:19
contempt for me and our facade of family
23:23
It was all a charade orchestrated by her
23:28
I returned her gaze with a look of
23:30
disdain devoid of any smile. When I
23:34
turned away, she averted her eyes,
23:35
heading to the kitchen. I peered into
23:38
the fridge, pulling out what appeared to
23:40
be leftover fried chicken and mashed
23:44
Reheating them in the microwave, I
23:45
wasn't hungry, but I needed the
23:47
distraction. I had intended to speak
23:49
with the boys before their bedtime, but
23:51
Clyde advised against it, urging me to
23:53
postpone the conversation for now. But
23:56
when I do address them, it will mark the
23:58
first move in the battle initiated by
24:00
April. I might have lost the war, but I
24:04
would fight to the end. Seated with my
24:07
plate, I began to eat slowly. The food
24:10
offered little satisfaction, but it was
24:13
necessary for sustenance.
24:15
About halfway through, April joined me
24:17
at the table, sitting across from me. I
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glanced at her briefly before returning
24:22
my focus to my meal, chewing
24:24
deliberately. There were no words
24:27
exchanged. I had nothing to say to her
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Are you feeling more composed after last
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night? Can we engage in a civilized
24:35
conversation now? She asked.
24:38
Civilized adults, I thought. How about a
24:41
cheating woman and her betrayed husband?
24:44
That's more realistic. Opting for
24:46
silence instead, I withheld my response.
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Are you going to ignore me now? Acting
24:51
childish and silent? I had higher
24:54
expectations of you, Chris. We need to
24:56
consider the children. Now you must
24:59
remember your role as their father in
25:03
I calmly interjected. Watch your tone,
25:06
April. The children might overhear if
25:10
Remember them. The ones you accused me
25:12
of neglecting last night when I got
25:14
upset. Well, now it's your turn to
25:17
remember. Reflect on what you've done to
25:19
their world. Not only did you indulge in
25:22
an affair, you shattered our entire
25:24
family. Think carefully, April. April
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paused, lowering her voice to a hiss.
25:30
You didn't seem to consider my words
25:32
last night. I expected you to move past
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this and return to normal. Nothing will
25:38
change at home. I still love you and you
25:41
are my husband. That hasn't changed.
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Neither you nor the children will lose
25:46
anything familiar. I keep my affairs
25:49
discreet, conducting my business when
25:50
they're at school and you're at work.
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You have nothing to lose, as I'm always
25:56
I remained silent, continuing to eat
25:59
methodically. I maintained a stoic
26:02
expression devoid of reaction. My eyes
26:05
betrayed nothing as I looked at her.
26:07
Despite the absence of a verbal
26:09
response, my eyes conveyed everything.
26:12
Slowly, April began to grasp the gravity
26:14
of the situation. For the first time, a
26:17
hint of fear flickered through her.
26:19
"What do you intend to do?" she asked,
26:22
her voice softer. Now, will you make
26:25
things difficult for me? I hoped you
26:27
loved me enough to grant me this time
26:29
alone. I told you last night that he
26:32
didn't take anything from you and that
26:33
I'll always support you. Why can't you
26:36
grasp that? April grew increasingly
26:39
emotional while I continued to stare at
26:40
her calmly. My food finally swallowed, I
26:44
suggested. Let's save this discussion
26:46
for after the kids are in bed. I
26:48
listened to you last night despite my
26:50
discomfort, but I won't entertain this
26:52
conversation while the children are
26:55
April appeared to regain her composure
26:57
and resumed smiling.
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Thank you for that. I think you had some
27:02
valid points, but your words hurt me.
27:05
I'll take the boys upstairs soon and
27:07
then we can talk. She passed by me,
27:10
placing her hand on my shoulder. I
27:12
involuntarily flinched at her touch,
27:15
causing her to retract her hand. The
27:17
disgust I felt from that simple gesture
27:19
was palpable. With the kids, I tried to
27:22
maintain my usual self, though knowing
27:24
everything was about to change, weighed
27:26
heavily on me. Yet, I had come to terms
27:29
with the fact that April's actions had
27:31
shattered it all for me.
27:34
Perhaps I should just play the role of
27:35
the compliant husband and accept her
27:37
terms. Wait until she's done with her
27:41
After all, hadn't she claimed she still
27:43
loved me and wanted to remain married?
27:46
But I knew I couldn't do it. Not now.
27:52
Around 90, April entered the room where
27:54
I sat, letting out a heavy sigh. She
27:57
settled into a chair and smiled.
28:00
I put them to bed and they fell asleep.
28:02
They're getting too big to tuck in, but
28:04
they still say good night and pretend to
28:06
sleep. They're good boys. I nodded in
28:09
agreement. They're wonderful kids. It's
28:12
unfortunate that they'll have to endure
28:14
so much pain. and I'm unsure how to ease
28:17
their suffering. "What do you mean?" she
28:19
asked, her smile fading. "I thought you
28:22
understood that nothing needs to change.
28:24
Just give me what I want and we can
28:26
return to being the same family.