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Overcoming Elite Child Sex Slavery & Pedophilia - Part 4 Anneke Lucas - SOTTOTITOLI-SUBTITLES
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Feb 18, 2025
Puoi supportarmi con PayPal https://www.paypal.com/donate?hosted_button_id=U32RA23ENCG9L automatic subtitles available In this 4 part series, we speak with Anneke Lucas as she describes her riveting story of growing up as a sex slave to high profile politicians. She reveals how things operate, her in depth story, and an incredibly important underlying message of global healing we can all go through as the widespread reality of this becomes more clear to humanity. In questa serie in 4 parti, parliamo con Anneke Lucas mentre descrive la sua avvincente storia di crescita come schiava sessuale di politici di alto profilo. Rivela come funzionano le cose, la sua storia approfondita e un messaggio sottostante incredibilmente importante di guarigione globale che tutti noi possiamo attraversare mentre la realtà diffusa di questo diventa più chiara per l'umanità. da https://cetv.one/programs/elite-pedophilia-sex-rituals-anneke-lucas?cid=540176
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all right so just a quick recap uh after part three there we started hearing the healing aspect the healing journey of
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what Annika went through after the incredible story that she shared in part one and part two and we're going to
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continue that Journey here in part four and afterwards we're going to get into a little bit of the takeaway some of the
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deeper aspects of why we felt this interview was just so important so enjoy part four and we'll catch you at the end
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so one question with regards to your personal Journey which we're talking
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about in your your healing in particular how does one
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deal with having to take someone's life and how do you heal from that
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right I'm not sure if I'll ever heal completely
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from it I I did carry this burden though very
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very strongly for most of my life and that was the purpose
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for me to carry that because I couldn't speak out for example the
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strongest reason one of the strongest reasons why it was not so much because I would be killed but it was because I
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thought that I would be called out as a perpetrator because I felt that I was because
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I at 11 years old I was given the choice
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and I had taken a life so I had obviously worked in therapy
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I had heard some good people tell me that I was a
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victim too and I didn't believe it
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I wanted to believe them but I didn't believe it so it wasn't until
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um 2013 writing writing about the experience
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again and suddenly I suddenly put it together there were certain little things that
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were missing from the memory and in particular what I remembered is
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what I had always done in the network and I always thought about the way
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to do the action that I was made to do that I knew I wasn't a choice and was
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made to do it in the way that would cause the least harm and then in this situation
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that lease harm meant that I should kill her
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and I realized that it wasn't the guilt I had a guilt complex I lived with this
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vast guilt complex that everything that I ever did or said I always went back
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and thought I must have done something wrong in it so it's not introspection
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it's a guilt complex just constantly going back over every little interaction I couldn't really function very well
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because I was always you know any you know somebody wouldn't call back and I would worry that I'd
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done something to upset them you know and I wouldn't maybe even ask them and
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maybe say no not at all you know it has nothing to do with you basically but
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um that just hung over my life like it like a cloud for most of so 13 I was um
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well I was it was right before I was 49. it was right before my 50th birthday
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so from 11 to 49 I held that I had this tremendous Guild complex
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and then when I when I understood fully understood
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that through I had to ins I had to internally believe it you know so once
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that happened it was the birth I call it the birth of self-esteem
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I mean I knew that it's not my fault but to take a life
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I did that anyway you know that's I went through that action of taking that life
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I think of this girl every day what she looked like
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I um I haven't felt anything or anything but
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I think of her every day and I am thinking of small ways rituals to
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honor the children that were killed in the network
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the ones that I saw and ones that I didn't see
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and what what have your experience let's say your spiritual experience of
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having heard some confirmation that she is safe at that time
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[Music] that's a different realm yeah so yes I
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in that moment I I wanted to know I heard that then so it's the spiritual in that sense it's
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separate as long as we're in the body and working out [Music] you just have to work
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that psychology and go back and um and and really know it
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by feeling it right so I don't feel guilty today
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about it I actually feel that because of that experience I
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understand killers I understand how they would become
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addicted to that moment
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I understand it and I understand the projection I understand the the
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so this girl when I struck she wasn't that girl at all
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so in the biggest sense you have to dissociate and you have to project
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onto the victim in order to do what you do so that had been done to me but now I
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was doing it and so she wasn't that girl at all she was my mother and then she was me at the essence of it it was I was
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killing myself and that insanity
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is necessary to kill whether it's a person
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or whether it's an animal usually to take a life
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you have to dissociate you have to
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get away you know from your feelings of empathy and you have to get in Hunter mode which
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is the the system kind of under prey mode yeah and in the smallest sense
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um judgment victim identification or I was in the place of the victim
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and I was really inhabiting that space of my victimization
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and it's this victim identification that is the first prerequisite to cause harm
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that you the moment you think you're the victim you're actually setting up to
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harm someone else because it it removes all responsibility from you
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and you have no accountability at that moment and so in the smallest sense it happens through judgment
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and when I'm not talking like I'm above all of this by the way you know I'm experiencing this all the time but I'm
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always looking at it from the smallest sense judgment there's a judgment
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I have to well judgment is maybe too different
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um but the moment somebody does something to me like driving on the road and I
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feel like they're victimizing me well I used to just feel like a victim and be angry
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you know for getting cut off or whatever you know yeah and now
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I dealt with that problem somewhat I'm not such an angry diver anymore but what I realized is
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if I get if I feel like a victim I just start to think oh there must be some
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young part in me yeah that is actually trying to express something now you're you're you have
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healing triggers when something happens yeah and it snaps you into Consciousness rather than snapping you into
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unconsciousness nice nice way to put it yeah yeah to bring the healing Consciousness to
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the trigger rather and the trigger is there and then a little bit later comes oh but yeah
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and that's a very satisfying way to start to deal with those things that
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happen on a day-to-day basis yes right yes and and self-esteem really is necessary for
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introspection So It's tricky because if you don't have the self-esteem
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um humility you know you you're just going to either beat yourself up
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um you know it's not really doable without self-esteem So It's Tricky it's always
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tricky right and we're living in a world where
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our fellow human beings and ourselves are always in need of feeling better about
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ourselves and so if we can be aware of that just be aware of how
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powerful it is when you judge someone and how powerful it is when you make someone feel like they're okay the way
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they are and they're perfect the way they are how powerful that is you know and that's one of the things that we can
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any day anytime with any person we can just activate that absolutely I feel
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like we're part of this great thing that's happening yeah to listen and then also reflect
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you listen to me and then you also reflect so that I know that you actually understand what I'm talking about even
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though I also feel that you understand me because you're already open you know there's an an energy of
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vibration now tell me about this group that you've
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started and how you're kind of in a very special and
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very specific way bringing this critical awareness to to some people
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yes so I've been in uh support groups for a long time for sexual abuse but
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then um Satanic ritual abuse is very specific and I started to meet in the group for
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sexual abuse or to meet survivors of Satanic ritual abuse and as I was
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um well I came to the group with a lot of years under my belt and then I came
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I had a lot of help from the support group as well and then so I started to work with survivors of Satanic ritual
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abuse and then after my video went viral people reached out to me from all over
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the world so that resulted finally in our WhatsApp
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group that I that I moderate that I run for survivors of Satanic ritual abuse
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so this um this has been an incredible experience
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because I always thought that there were no other people that there would be no other people alive
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but then um
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as I was saying before we were pitted against each other and we were not really we couldn't really
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befriend anyone because we couldn't openly befriend anyone because that girl punished or if we try to protect someone
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we got punished for it yeah so
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so now I find that this group not only
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um that the things that are described are as
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horrific of some of the things that you heard and and worse um you know there's certain things that
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I I had a relatively short time in the network compared to others
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I never got pregnant it's too young
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before I get pregnant and even
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in you know I haven't of course told you everything but I went through some
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horrific horrific things well there are people who've gone through things
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that you know are different and you know so things that you could never dream of
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and yet the vibration of the group there is this incredible sweetness first of
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all um Incredible strength and
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for each person it's I think it's the first one I don't there are groups of survivors of Satanic ritual abuse but
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not the specific support format but I know that I know there are there's actually in fact a conference but you
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always have to worry when something is very public how it gets infiltrated and
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um uh how safe it then is at the end of the day so um I moderate and there's
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definitely safety guidelines and so people
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share get to share and then get this experience reflected by someone who's been through it
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so when people were telling me that it was not my fault because I was made to kill and they were
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telling me no it was not your fault well I didn't believe them but when I say it to someone who's been through it as a
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child and they were made to kill and they're carrying that well I know
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I've been through it and I can tell them it was not their fault and I can go into the specifics
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and they can really believe it and to have our experiences first of all it
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tells me most everyone is younger than me so there are the new generations so I
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can tell you that the people currently empowered are just as involved in these extremely
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dark actions as were the people from my generation that you know were ruling in
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the 70s 80s World rulers white men though only and certain white women I
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I'm sure that it happens in other cultures but not I never came across
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anyone from other cultures um
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and the tactics employed are what we've been through and that the
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specific tortures that we endured that you would never think anyone could
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think up seems to be just right out of a handbook it's really quite amazing
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and we've all been through the same things and for all of us we're finding this
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reflection on this big big level for the first time and there's no one telling us what to do
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because we're all we've all been through it yeah and the healing from that I think is
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exponential like we heal we we I've learned I've yields sometimes I realize
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Things fall into place for me I understand things from the network perspective
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um that I didn't understand before the reason for why a certain torture is
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done and um it's beautiful and I'm going to do the
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same I'm going to do so this is my this is what I most precious to me right now
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right and um what is the most amazing thing to me is
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that everyone there there is this understand it's like we get to now be the children that we
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wanted to be we get to help each other and we get to support each other and we got to we get to tell each other that
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we've always been on each other's sides yeah yeah and uh it's it's so beautiful
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so beautiful I was going to say that you know having had the courage to go through your healing journey and having
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that giving its own satisfaction now additionally you're bringing to these
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other people your experience your empathy your compassion and they're
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bringing it to me yeah but yeah so you're it's a shared sort of Journey yeah where you you occur each person's
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courage is is being rewarded here and it's it's almost like must be like
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feeling like you're home it's like this is completely you know yeah very much home and then
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somebody posted a picture there today I was so funny of a unicorn looking at an
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article and that says that unicorns don't exist and here's the proof
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oh that's how we feel that's something
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so that's done online it's uh on the phones yeah and it's is
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that a I don't know what's a I know what's up but that's a messaging and it's it's yeah so it's small now it's
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WhatsApp but uh eventually I think it will become a group yeah um you know we have to always consider
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safety because when we're going to meet in person there's always a safety implication I don't think you can say
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well let's just meet all let's just all meet here you know there's there's this network is um dangerous and
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we have to be careful so there's certain safety measures in place for the for the group of course we never can expect that
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no one's looking in looking looking in yeah but um we have our ways to to stay
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safe okay so now maybe we can talk about this network yeah uh in the time we have left
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and with the intention of making people more aware of what's going
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on in the world and a bit more about you know the structure
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of power in the world yeah and also I'd like to get your sense about are things
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changing now or do you feel things are the same or do you feel you feel something's changing do you feel
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that their power is starting to slip away things like that now you said before that we couldn't
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maybe have had this interview that's five years ago absolutely right so
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things are definitely changing and uh that for me the change has been so refreshing from 30 years ago when I
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couldn't even say that I had been sexually abused really oh no I could but it was
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you know the the powers that be especially in the media um you know I would read so many
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articles in very well established and you know magazines that I wanted to very much like because I would I was
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considered I I think I'm more left-leaning because my perpetrators happen to be a lot of right wing wing
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politicians but they are definitely from both sides there's no sides when we get
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up it's like up versus down you know not left versus right yeah so the American
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perpetrator gave me a good glimpse because he was a social engineer
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he was not himself a politician but he controlled politicians okay okay controlled one of the at least one
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of the presidents probably more than one um so social engineering maybe people don't
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quite know what exactly yeah so this was someone from one of the families you everyone would recognize their last name
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okay uh you know one of the very you know known philanthropic families
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so born into it and social Engineers that he was working
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very hard he was working behind the scenes mostly uh
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to put out an agenda
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a dark agenda that you know I don't know the history of it very well
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but I'm sure it links I mean I've heard it links back to the Vatican that makes a lot of sense
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um it links back over centuries
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and that there is some sense that you can be born into it or you can try to sort of
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grow into it and make your way to the top and that's part of the structure that
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the more you rise the more you have to give up of your integrity and the more you are definitely going to be bought as
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as you rise so there is no way to rise to the top without being completely
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compromised and the higher you are the more compromised you are right so that
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so the difficulty is for beloved figures you know you there's like these political figures very beloved
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and you have to start to think about
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um because they were not there by accident and there is no real democracy this is
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being engineered so the idea that you have any choice when you're voting for
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two people anyway it's just to me completely insane and the idea that you can make a
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difference with voting has been proven so many times to be wrong and yet
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there's been a very so I've noticed uh since the the shooting in Florida the high school shooting in
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Florida I've noticed a very strong um push towards getting everybody to
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believe in voting again I don't know if you've noticed but there's been a lot of messages using
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children to put those messages out that you should vote I see them you have your power through your votes yeah that's
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been really prevalent so because the truth is that you make no difference whatsoever by voting none
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that's not accept that you're saying you're going along with the system yes by voting you're going along with the
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system by voting and the system has been set up um it's not run it's not a democracy
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this is not a democracy so if you know I heard a Hollywood mogul talk about the
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Democracy uh it's not a democracy uh it's um
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it's a satanic um
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group of people who I want to speak from personal experience
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so my my sense was that they they felt entitled
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um I've seen some strange things but mostly
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I felt the I felt what the arrogance was maybe the most
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prevalent uh characteristic that all the people who are involved in
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this were extremely arrogant and I think humility is like one strong
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the most you know if you don't have self-esteem you can't be humble
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because then you're going to feel humiliated so if you don't have self-esteem you need to prove so I know that from
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experience so arrogance again is like a pointer that
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you have pain that hasn't been felt that hasn't been resolved
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so these people were the most arrogant and they felt entitled both by Blood by
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the birth and they worshiped Satan
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they gave sacrifices to Satan the children were sacrificed to Satan so that's the thinking behind it but I
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always I think it's actually something else I think there is this religion
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and the history and the rituals and so forth but I always felt what's really
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going on on a psychological level is that these people are killing a part of
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themselves and they need to keep putting that into manifestation to feel that they can live
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so there are these parts of this religion is it is it's a belief
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that involve working on longevity in your body
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staying here like you know like this is it I'm not going anywhere in power
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you've got power don't lose it don't lose
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everybody else well if you have no concept of of yourself then you cannot
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believe that you can exist after death your body is the final
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reality even though you're working with psychically you're working with vibrations and energies and so forth but
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not the awareness that after you die you can also still exist as an entity as a as
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yourself as a Consciousness in a different form
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um so it comes for me the essence is fear
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fear it's all fear-based yeah and it's the fear of a small child again I just
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see small children I was raped by about 200 men
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in that time in those five years and um
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never an exception that the person
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who came there was a young boy who was asking
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me to give him the love that he didn't get
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rather that was by being a mother by taking on the dirt
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or whether it was a mother by giving affection
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whatever they were asking me to do it was always coming from a very young part
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and I always felt older than them and you were probably a year or two
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older than who they were projecting out
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to be able to actually be emotionally a little bit older than them
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although I was you know probably in certain ways much older and in other ways much younger
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than my age I obviously many parts would not have really developed right
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I find it I have to say I find it amazing in your story
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about how you you make us understand the child
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and how prevalent childhood childhood experience
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than the nature of seeing things through a child's eyes is so prevalent in
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this power structure yes it's like it's ignoring the child
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yeah like to ignore the child that's weak weakness ignore the weakness
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and it infiltrates everything I mean the brainwashing system so again if we believe
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that people in Authority can actually make a change you know
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it's naive to think that anyone to look at the world today
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and to know what's going on more or less with all the war that all the warfare that's going on that we do know about
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and then all the Warfare that we're not being told about right um and all the suffering that exists
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people still dying of hunger for no reason at all and the Earth being completely exploited
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to a point of you know near extinction of the earth like the Earth is hurting and
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um this kind of greed where it is at the bottom of this the greed
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is like a toddler who wants their the toys right who wants all the toys
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it's not not more than that more than that no no you're absolutely right
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it's not more than that because even a 10 year old would be wiser than that
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10 year old emotionally
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can you if we put 10 year olds as leaders of the world we'd be in better shape yes
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yes who were emotionally their age our leaders are emotionally infantile
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but they're very smart and that actually is trying to balance out for this lack this um
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you know what psychopaths are very sick
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and we've all been injected by that sickness we've all been taught not to feel
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growing up is a lot about not feeling and the sensitive people you know have a
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hard time right in the world and that's true absolutely but
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um it's actually not true because the more you feel and
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the more you're in touch with everything and so that actually brings great strength in the end yeah no sure but but
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as you say the sensitive people are being told by everything they see and look at that you know they don't
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really fit right into this they're the losers they're losers they're not they're not moving up fast enough for
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Bill Gates will say you you don't work hard enough you know and you're going to be bad for our society because you know
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we need workers and we need it well they need workers that's right they need workers I don't know how many hours a
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day we really need to work but that's another thing like we all go to work for to feed this uh hungry Beast
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that is the infantile the infantile a little little boy that that can never be
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it's emptiness inside and The Emptiness is ignorance that's
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ignorance of the self ignorance of the true nature of the self which is not
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physical so let's talk about what we're noticing about this particular moment in history
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yes in terms of broadly [Music] um
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things changing yes I'll tell you from so Yogananda is
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my teacher and his Guru wrote a little essay about the yugas which are
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um eons of time yes but they're not eons actually that's the current
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um interpretation of the Hindu the Hindus is that it's very very long but he says
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that was actually a mistake from the Kali Yuga from the Dark Ages so he has a
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book called The Holy science that's available from self-realization fellowship it's a short book it is a
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book about comparing scriptures and showing how the world how the physical
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world comes into manifestation so it takes may take a while to get to
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wrap your head around it or to have your whole being around it but the introduction to that little book the
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holy science is about the yugas being a 24 000 year Cycles
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with the shortest being the Dark Ages a thousands years and based on the concept of this realm
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of Duality where everything needs an opposite that our solar system also our sun also
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has a star that is its opposite and there is a magnetic Center in the
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universe that we either are drawing towards or moving away from whereas the
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Opposites is going the other direction so according to his calculations we
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would be having left the Kali Yuga which was the Dark Ages when man was not able to comprehend anything but matter
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um and this is given rise to all the
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discoveries this electricity and so forth and 1700.
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and then those years
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um so in the spiritual sense it is that we've entered this new age and that this new age is an age of
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higher awareness and an age where selfishness has no place the
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matter-bound self is that little boy you know who has only his own body and
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nothing nothing but the physical reality whereas we we know that that's not all
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there is that there's so to go back to the unity of human kind
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that it's time to unite as human beings and to move out of this sort of Mastodon
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of an old Power structure which is just trying to hold on
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and kind of kind of kind of gripping right now I think a lot
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of the shifts that we're seeing a lot of the uh more and more is being revealed yeah
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more and more of the Warfare is also being revealed and I think this is an a momentous time because if there is this
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this possibility not to fear Monger but I think there is this possibility that we don't wake up that things have to
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just get a lot worse that people will have to literally be smacked down to the ground and suffer great great losses to
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under to get back to the essence of what life is all about if we just remain in this brainwashing
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and remain just ignorant of our privilege and ignorant of what it means to be privileged and how
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we cannot use privilege and not connect to those below us and not you know
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reaching down is like Service is like a the best thing to to just immediately do
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something immediately yeah yeah go and go into the jails and prisons and serve there and get over your Prejudice I was
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you know funny because when I heard that you were working in prisons I just automatically
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got this idea of the pyramid right yeah and the power is supposedly up there where
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people are all reaching to and you're reaching down here to serve and that's
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where the real power is right and that's where you can make such a big difference for people that's where the real power
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is well in the sense of the people are open people will be open
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to being connected yes and they'll have the humility which is required you know
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the meek shall inherit the earth so that's what I mean by the real power absolutely
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um and the real power you know the the feeling of of going into prisons and
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seeing people there and almost for me saying you people we know you people shouldn't
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be in prison you know of course we should be celebrating your lives and we should be taking all your experiences
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and getting some wisdom and insight from them and just flipping the whole thing around you know right with the reality
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of some of course people who are there because they have done things but again
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always coming from this place of trauma so that um I'm not saying that certain people
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should shouldn't be part of society there are maybe ways to remove certain people or if somebody is a Relentless
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pedophile well obviously you shouldn't be in society that doesn't mean he has to be in a dirty prison
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that it's just that to remove a person like that with the giving them a chance
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to heal also which you know this is a big debate but
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you know that's why I wanted to go there because there's people who I know about
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the guilt and I know how hard it was for me to get back to us beginning of self-esteem after
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in this situation when I was a child so just imagine that you do that in your
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adult life much harder to get back to your innocence yeah but it's possible
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yeah yeah um it's difficult for psychopaths but even for psychopaths it's possible
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you get a feeling that you know despite you know the the trauma and the getting
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into psychopathy that there is a part of us that's indestructible it's there it'll always
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be there and it's a question of can the person connecting with It
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ultimately seeing it's there somewhere inside it is there for everyone the
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lights in everyone yeah now how far that's covered let's just say that
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someone like my mother you know I don't expect that you'll ever be able to contact her light
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and many of the people that abused me I it's not that I wouldn't wish it for
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them right but I don't expect it just because they've gone so far over the deep end
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they've caused so much harm the first you'd have to like roll all of that back well but so if we take a bigger picture
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and say you know in The Reincarnation of Souls and coming
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back and having the capacity to deal with the trauma ultimately
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at some point we're all going to come together as one right we are one that's our journey we already are one yeah
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that's the thing but we'd have to know it yeah we have to learn to know that so and one with my perpetrators
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it's hard to say that but that is a truth that that is there that I'm
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reaching for and energetically so I think another thing another way in
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which we are not so helpless is to be able to use thought
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um as a vibration as an energy to you know I send light to the worst
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abusers I visualize them in the light I also visualize my group the group of
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survivors that I work with I visualize the children that are suffering today in
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this in all the networks which are probably many many many children so I do these visualizations of light
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and I think that it's the next level you know that we we if we can change our
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thoughts and if we can really uh
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recognize that everyone has light in them even if we can't see it and if even if they can't see it even if
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they can never access it but it's there that may be a good place to start and sending light I
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mean I couldn't for the longest time I couldn't send lie to my abusers so I wasn't going to do it then but I do
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it now I send them light because I know that they need it more than anybody and you see them as they are now
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not quite not quite no um no I'm not there
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I still give him a little bit of power but um closer yeah well that's the
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healing Journey right yeah and you've come a long way I've come somewhere so
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been of Great Value is going to continue to be of great value and I wish you all
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the best thank you thank you so much now I want to thank
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you for coming here and for um being thorough and serious and
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valuing my voice and my story it's my pleasure okay so that is the conclusion
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of probably what may be one of the most fascinating and intense and and gripping
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sort of stories that has just so much in there to take away from it from a you
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know real life point of view but then also from a Consciousness point of view where we begin to understand like wow
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how does someone that has gone through something so intense and so I guess you
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could say painful I mean really that's really what this is what this is I mean what not to get into a comparative
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analysis but when you imagine um you know someone having to go through that at a young age you know having to
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be a child sex slave having to be faced with almost being killed yourself and
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then at the same time being asked to kill somebody it's really really really intense and it's
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something that is very very difficult to come back from not to say that it's not possible and this is why this was so
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important to us to share because what we were showing here was that if you notice in annika's testimony in her whole story
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here she is not at a place of victimhood she is not at a place of you know she's
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in fear or she's not at a place where she wants revenge she's at a place where she understands
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and and is able to share and has process and has come to a state of peace with understanding the role that all of these
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things in her life has played and really what this plays for Humanity as a whole and how this cabal these people these
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Elite that are in power are really empowered for a specific role in a specific reason and providing we take
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our power back our we don't give them so much anger we don't give them so much you know aggression and wanting Revenge
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we actually take the power away from them that they actually require that fuels their existence to begin with and
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when she shared that that was like a moment I remember I was almost in tears hearing it because for someone to be in
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a having gone through the Journey that she had gone through and yet still getting to that point it opens up the
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door in a deep deep deep deep way for us all to recognize no matter what we've been through in our lives we have the
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capability we have the ability within ourselves to truly over overcome the challenges and the stuff that's there
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and this leads so deeply into a lot of the conversations that are coming forward today where we're learning about
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things that are happening in our world some of the darker aspects of humanity and in many ways we want to stay in
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victimhood but we know deep down that that's not going to lead us Anywhere But continuing to have suffering right and
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Annika is an incredible amount in my opinion of proof when we start looking
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at that her story is incredible and the work she's doing now is she's taking what she's gone through in the Journey
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of actually overcoming these traumas and she's teaching this to other people in prisons and and other people who have
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gone through this sort of stuff through her yoga practice and through her one-on-one work and this is incredibly
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important because this is where we truly realize that change starts within and
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when we change ourselves from within from the inside you'll notice that these feelings of aggression and revenge and
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wanting all this aggressive Justice all the time and wanting people to burn and all these different things is coming
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from a state of consciousness a state within ourselves that is actually fueling this system and is fueling the
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the the the world that we have out there that doesn't resonate with us on a deep level so what we really need to do as we
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process this stuff and again the value of being able to go through a story like this is to understand how powerful we
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truly are when we begin to process what it is that we feel what it is that we go
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through and when we move through these traumas to a point where we actually can get to a state of Peace within ourselves so once again if if the remainder of
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this story has brought anything up has has challenged any aspect of ourselves or is bringing forth certain emotions by
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all means check out the meditation that we had in part two once again because this is truly truly how we're going to
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move through some of the challenging aspects of this story and this story here we we invite you to share it you
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know this is going to be available for anybody to share via email there because we really think that this story has the
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power to shift Consciousness in a way that allows us to see what we are truly
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capable of and what is possible regardless of what it is that we go through so I just want to say thanks
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again to Annika for allowing us to share her story and for sharing with her with Courage the depths of the story some of
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the stuff that she shared in this interview she did not share anywhere else to the date that we that we had
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actually filmed this so thanks again for everybody as well for watching um because this is truly something
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that's incredible to work through incredible to pay attention to and that's it that's all you know we'll we'll catch you in further episodes that
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