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our childhood was stolen from us by the
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darkness freedom was never
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ours my brother and I survived even the
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nights maybe not now but happy days
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await us i know because now it's
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midnight until the sun rises
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the scariest and most dangerous monster
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is the human being other living
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creatures do whatever they can to
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survive that doesn't make them monsters
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however what truly turns a person into a
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monster are their choices even though I
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sometimes felt like a monster myself i
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was simply someone trying to survive in
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this dark forest because I knew how to
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survive I wanted to help people i tried
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to keep them alive from the beginning of
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darkness until the sunrise but when I
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was just a child I was battling my own
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yes you are close to learning about my
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grandfather's diaries but I want you to
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understand the circumstances that drove
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me to read those diaries better if I had
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chosen not to read them and avoided
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throwing myself into this adventure my
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life could have been very different i'm
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sure my sister's life would have been
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very different as well because I was the
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one who dragged her into this but you
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need to understand something clearly
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while it might seem like this path was
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entirely our choice our family's subtle
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influence also pushed us to walk down
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this dark road from the outside it might
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look like our decision but I have to
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admit our family manipulated us a lot of
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course they did it to protect us from
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the dark dangers they had become
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entangled in i'm not angry at them at
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one point we had the chance to run away
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but that kind of behavior wasn't in my
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nature or my sisters as a result our own
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choices defined who we were yes choosing
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this dark path and turning into a
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monster feared by the wicked was our
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decision because the good deserved to
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live in this world more than anyone
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else that night was like a scene from a
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horror movie what had I
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experienced what had happened to my
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grandfather why did he smell so foul why
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were my grandmother's hands so cold why
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paralyzed where had my grandmother
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else what was that whisper I heard
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before falling to the
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ground who was behind that
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whisper i've come for you close your
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after taking just three steps I had
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fainted when I opened my eyes I was in a
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state of temporary paralysis that I had
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mentioned to you before i think it's
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called sleep paralysis or something like
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that i can't recall the exact scientific
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term right now in this half paralyzed
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state I could hear everything but I
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couldn't speak i couldn't move my hands
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or arms i couldn't even open my eyes my
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grandfather and father who were standing
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in the room thought I was
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unconscious to make sure they even
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tickled my feet but I couldn't react
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then I heard my grandfather ask my
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father what exactly did he see my father
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replied "You were there." Whatever he
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saw you would know better but even if he
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saw something I doubt he understood it
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he couldn't have heard anything before
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fainting but I think we won't be able to
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this then my grandfather said to my
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father "You are like him but you've
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already surpassed me i'm getting old now
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and one day you will too i trust my
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grandson one day he will be in a place
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different from all of us it seems he
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will also be the one to raise his sister
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god what was it that my grandfather and
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father wouldn't be able to keep me away
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from what were they hiding what was in
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that notebook or book what was it that
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excited my grandfather so much there was
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only one way to find out the answers to
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these questions i had to learn whatever
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was written in that notebook or book i
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had to learn everything from the
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beginning everything had become so
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entangled where did my grandmother or my
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mother fit into this why had my
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grandmother suddenly vanished behind me
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was she afraid of my grandfather was I
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the only one who had heard that whisper
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god why was I experiencing all of this
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for no reason the time had come to seek
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the answers to these questions but I
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didn't know where to start i was simply
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piecing together clues from events that
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coincidences it was as if I were
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searching for the missing pieces of a
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puzzle i was sure I would find them but
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I was afraid of what I might learn more
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specifically I was scared of discovering
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that the people I knew my family were
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completely different individuals
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i didn't want to be disappointed my
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sister who was blissfully unaware of
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everything was just living her childhood
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if you knew the darkness she was
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fighting against you would admire her
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i'll tell you about her as well finally
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I could move my body again my
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grandfather and father realized I was
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awake they called out to me and asked if
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I was okay what kind of question is that
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of course I'm not okay i wanted to shout
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at them but instead I said "I'm fine."
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What happened to me because they
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shouldn't know what I saw or heard if
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they didn't know they wouldn't know what
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to hide they told me "Your blood sugar
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dropped and you fainted." What was blood
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sugar a word with blood in it how ironic
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was that answer anyway my eyes caught
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the notebook or book my grandfather had
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thrown at my father it was lying on the
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table i had to find a way to read it to
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distract them I said "Where did grandma
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go?" She was right behind me then she
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suddenly disappeared i don't remember
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anything after that they asked if I felt
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or heard anything else "i didn't hear
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you Grandpa," I said my grandfather then
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asked "No." "Did you hear or see
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anything else?" "No Grandpa," I replied
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my grandfather gave a meaningful look to
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my father "i think they didn't believe
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my lie if you're okay you can go to bed
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now." "It's too late right?" they said i
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got up from where I was lying but my
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eyes remained fixed on the notebook
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i must read that notebook as soon as
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possible the secret my grandfather was
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hiding had to be written in
