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The house was unnervingly quiet when Jon
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came home early. A misplaced feeling of
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calm hung in the air, a silence that
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felt heavy and wrong. Then he heard it,
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a sound as familiar as it was
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unexpected, a woman's laugh echoing from
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He didn't know why he'd come home early.
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He only knew that he was there. And the
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door to his life swung open to reveal a
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He opened it slowly. The familiar creek
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of the hinge, a prelude to a scene that
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would forever be seared into his memory.
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John, it's not. His wife, Maggie,
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started, her voice a gasp of shock. He
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stepped forward, his gaze locked on the
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bald man in his bed. The man, Brett,
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recoiled. A deer caught in the
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headlights. Jon grabbed him by the
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thinning hair and yanked him back.
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I want to destroy you," Jon said, his
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voice a low, quiet whisper that held
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more menace than any scream. He looked
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Brett in the eye, his own gaze burning
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with a silent fury. "Lift your chin. You
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can't strike me. I'll sue you." Brett's
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voice was a pathetic squeal of protest.
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"Screw you. Lift your chin," Jon
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repeated, his tone calm and even, a
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dangerous prelude to the storm brewing
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I swear to God, I'll sue you. Do you
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know who I am? Do you think I care?
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Brett, in a foolish show of bravado,
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lifted his chin, thinking he could
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endure whatever was coming. He was
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wrong. Jon's grin was a cold flash
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of white before he methodically pounded
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his fist into Brett's face. Once, twice,
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three times. "Oh my god, John, what did
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you do?" Maggie cried out, her eyes wide
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with terror, her hands covering her
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mouth. Jon turned to her, his voice
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still a soft, controlled hiss. "Brett, I
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have a lot of questions for you, but not
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now. I need to leave before I do to you
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what I just did to him. Just remember,
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screw you." He walked down the hallway,
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ignoring Maggie's frantic pleas to talk.
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He didn't yell. He spoke softly. A
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dangerous trait that made people lean in
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and strain to hear him, only to be
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crushed by the quiet venom of his words.
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He drove to a liquor store, a familiar
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destination, and bought a bottle of
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bourbon. He found a secluded spot at a
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Walmart parking lot, watching the
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endless stream of traffic while drinking
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straight from the bottle. His phone
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vibrated with Maggie's name, a constant,
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nagging reminder of the life he had just
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He ignored the calls and texts until
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finally he answered. "Hello,
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John. Where are you? Come home so we can
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talk. We need to get past this." Her
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voice was laced with a desperate
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urgency. It's over. You mean Brett? No,
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he woke up mad, threatened you, and
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left. That's good to hear. Did you enjoy
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him again? The question was out before
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he could stop it. No, never mind. I
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don't care. John, how could you ask me
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that? Her voice rose in a wounded tone.
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I can't imagine asking that to the
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trumpet I married. Don't call again. He
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hung up. a final definitive period on a
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sentence that had been building for
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months. He returned to his bourbon, a
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cold, bitter comfort.
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The next morning, John woke to the
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stiff, aching pain of sleeping in his
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truck. The smell of Makers Mark, a good
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vintage, hung in the air. He needed
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coffee, a shower, and a moment to think.
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After a quick stop at Walmart for new
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clothes and a visit to a bank to set up
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a new account, he made his way to the
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office he had built with his best
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friend. On his desk, he found 37
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messages, 20 emails, and three missed
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calls from Maggie. Each one a fresh
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wound. His partner Bob entered his
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office sniffing the air. What the hell
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is this? Are you drinking it or bathing
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in it? Smells like Makers Mark 2019.
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Such a good year. John managed a grim
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smile. Bad day yesterday, worse night.
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He hung his head. Crap. What's up,
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buddy? Maggie unhappy. If you show up
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smelling like that, she'll be even more
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Screw Maggie, John said, looking at Bob
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with bloodshot eyes. You never did that,
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right? You're kidding, right? I did
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right before you tore my head off.
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What's the matter? I got back early. She
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was in my bed. In my bed. Bob's face
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went pale. "Oh crap, are you sure?" I
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stood in the doorway, took a look, John
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said, showing his araided hand. Then I
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struck the crap out of him. "Oh crap,
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someone from the law firm?" He wasn't
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answering questions when I left. "Did
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you destroy him?" Bob asked, his voice
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soft with genuine concern. "No, he's
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coming after me. That bald prick. It
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would have been better if you did it in
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a crime of passion. Now it's
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premeditated. You're screwed.
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I know. I loved her. Why? The anguish in
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John's voice was unbearable and a single
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tear rolled down his cheek. I gave her
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everything. Loved her more than I
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thought possible. Why? Have you asked
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her? No, I don't want to talk to her.
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You'll never get answers if you don't. I
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know. I don't want to know. Screw this.
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You're leaving? We worked so hard on
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this place since we graduated. Don't
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give up. I can't afford to buy you out.
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We'll figure something out. I'm getting
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on a boat this afternoon. I'll call you
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when I get there, John said, gathering
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his things. John, wait. Where are you
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going? I won't know until I get there.
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Keep paying my salary. If it gets
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unfair, call me and we'll work it out.
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I'll keep working on the design from the
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boat. John left. A man on the run from a
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life that had collapsed in an instant.
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He made a stop at the marina, reaching
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his 33- ft Grady White yacht. It was his
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sanctuary, a vessel that represented
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freedom and the wide open sea. With a
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small but spacious cabin and an upgraded
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560-gal fuel tank, the boat was his
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escape. He sat in the cockpit, staring
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at the GPS screens, calculating his
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route south. Virginia Beach, Charleston,
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Jacksonville, Fort Lauderdale, Nassau. a
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couple of hundred miles a day, a week or
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two to reach the Bahamas.
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He hoped a storm from the Gulf would
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stay north, but planning the trip was a
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welcome distraction from the searing
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pain in his heart. The Chesapeake Bay, a
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familiar expanse of water, was now a
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gateway to a new life. As he set the
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autopilot, a memory of a low wall and a
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perky blonde named Becky, a friend of
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Maggie's came to him. "She says, "You're
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the best thing in her life," Becky had
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said. He remembered his surprise. I see
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guys chasing her all the time. Why me?
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You're good-looking, funny, smart, and
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great at kissing. You should open a
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kissing booth. Becky had laughed. He
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remembered Maggie years ago at the
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sorority house door waiting for him. Her
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ice blue eyes, her dazzling smile, and
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the laugh that made his heart feel
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lighter. He remembered their first real
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conversation, his voice shy and
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If I look at you from across the room,
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you're at least a nine. If you're
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smiling, a 9.5. Laughing, a 10. I'm a
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five, maybe a six. Don't date someone
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more than one or two levels above you.
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The lower rung will suffer. You're
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crazy, she had said, and he knew he was
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right. He had worried that his simple
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engineering focused life wouldn't be
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enough for her. He had worried she would
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eventually grow tired of him, that some
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great guy would come along and she would
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realize she deserved better. In a
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strange self-prophetic moment, he had
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even walked away, whispering, "Goodbye,
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my love. Have a happy life." To avoid
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the pain he now felt. But she had
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pursued him. She had convinced him to
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stay, promising to break up with her
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other suitors and never, ever lose his
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trust. He had given her his heart. And
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now here he was on a boat sailing away
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from a past that felt tragically
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The calls from his sons came, a painful
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reminder of the life he was leaving
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behind. His eldest, Sid, an ocean
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engineering student, was calm and
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understanding. He saw the world in a
8:41
logical scientific way. "Dad, what
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happened?" he asked. "You don't need to
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know, buddy," John replied. "Just know I
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need to get away for a while.
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Mom wants to know where you are. If I
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tell you, you'll tell her. Please stay
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Are you on a ship? Did you sail north or
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south? Yes, I sailed north or south. I
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have to go. I'll call you. Love you,
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Sid. Love you, too, Dad. The call from
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Jimmy was different. A mama's boy and an
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athlete. Jimmy was a different kind of
9:14
son. He was judgmental, accusatory.
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Dad, where are you? What have you done?
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Mom is hysterical. She thinks you have a
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girlfriend. I haven't done anything,
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John said, his anger rising. I'm
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traveling for work. She can have the
9:30
clothes, the house, the car. No
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girlfriend never. Don't take sides until
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you know the whole story. The call ended
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on a bitter note. A fresh, painful tear
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in the fabric of his family. After
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refueling and resting in Virginia Beach,
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Jon set a course south. the rhythmic
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pulse of the engines and the vast empty
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sea a bomb to his shattered soul.
9:52
He weathered a storm, clinging to his
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solitude and the quiet hum of his boat
9:57
until finally he pulled into a marina in
10:02
He sat on the deck, a pump in his hand,
10:04
trying to fix a small issue with his
10:06
bait well. His mind was a maelstrom of
10:09
thoughts cycling through memories of
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Maggie and the cruel finality of their
10:16
I have to talk to you. Don't just walk
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away from us, her last message had said.
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The words had enraged him. Don't walk
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away from us. Had she thought of that
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when she was in bed with Brett?
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He had called her back, his voice thick
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with a mixture of anger and desperate
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You already gave up. Remember the event
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at school? That was a mistake. I should
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have trusted my intuition instead of my
10:42
heart. It was a mistake, she had cried.
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That's the first true thing you've said,
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John had replied. And with that, he had
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ended the call. His final painful words
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sealing the fate of their marriage. He
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was deep in thought, lost in the pain of
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his memories. When he heard a voice,
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"Hi, I'm Sarah." He looked up. A young
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woman with long blonde hair and a kind
11:07
smile stood on the dock. He noticed the
11:10
small lines around her eyes, a hint of a
11:12
pain she tried to hide.
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"What are you doing?" she asked,
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He explained the purpose of the pump. A
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small mechanical detail that felt like a
11:22
lifeline to a conversation. She listened
11:25
intently, her eyes sparkling.
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"You don't talk much, do you?" she
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observed. "Not usually."
11:33
She confessed her own story of a bad
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divorce, of being stuck on a boat with
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her endlessly in love parents, and the
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pain of being reminded of what she had
11:41
lost. He saw a kindred spirit, a mirror
11:45
of his own sorrow. "I understand," he
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told her. "More than you think, more
11:50
than she confessed she was a little
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nervous about sailing with her dad, who
11:54
was struggling with the boat's systems.
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He had a sailboat when I was younger. We
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sailed a lot. I think I can help," John
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He met her parents, Ben and Beth, who
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looked at him with a mix of suspicion
12:08
and hope. He answered their questions
12:10
about sailing with a quiet confidence
12:12
that won them over. The next day, as
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they sailed, Jon found himself smiling
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for the first time in weeks. He lay on
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the bow, feeling the light breeze while
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Sarah settled beside him. "You've made
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my dad happier than I could have
12:25
imagined," she said. "I just gave him
12:28
confidence." As the day of easy sailing
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ended, a cloud passed over Jon's face.
12:34
The reality of his situation, of the
12:37
things he had to face, loomed.
12:40
Sarah, sensing his mood, spoke softly.
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"I understand. I went through this a
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year ago. Whatever happens, I'd like to
12:49
stay in touch." He looked at her at the
12:52
quiet strength in her eyes, and a new
12:54
feeling stirred within him.
12:56
He had not forgotten the pain, but the
12:59
sea and this new unexpected friendship
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had given him a path forward. He knew he
13:04
had to return to his life, to his sons,
13:07
and to the bitter task of moving on.
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He wasn't healed, but he was no longer
13:12
lost. The open sea had given him
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solitude, but Sarah had given him
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something more valuable, a new horizon.