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My look is very mask, very street wear, and very baggy
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My girlfriend has never seen me dress feminine. Today we're giving her the shock of her life
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Will my girlfriend still love me if I'm femme? Today we're gonna find out
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Hey! Hey! Welcome! Thank you, Miriam. Jules, nice to meet you. I'm so excited
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So my name is Jules. I would describe myself as a mask-presenting woman
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I think for me, a mask style is just, you know, wearing, quote-unquote, men's clothes
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but in a way that feels euphoric for myself. My look is very mask, very baggy
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very streetwear-inspired, with maybe a touch of a bit of formal in there every now and then
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but very streetwear, just cool, eccentric kind of vibes. I get a lot of inspiration just from my partner
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We are both mask-presenting lesbians. What did you think of my style when we first met
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I thought your style was very cool. Even though you were just in the beginning of your mask journey
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you were very skater and you stood out from the rest of the group. That is true
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And just instantly I felt that draw towards you. So tonight we have some friends coming over before we head out to Tokyo to travel
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And I've got a big surprise for everybody. You do? Yeah. Oh, wow
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It's a secret. Today we're gonna do a hyper feminine look. Very glamorous Hollywood style, emphasis on the eye, contouring
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We're gonna make her super feminine. This amount of makeup is a lot
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This is so weird. So we're gonna start preparing the face first
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Glance your skin and moist your eyes. Prime and then we start with
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Let's do it. So how are you feeling? Are you nervous? I'm a little nervous but I think I'm mostly excited
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because I just reached such a stage where I'm so confident in myself
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When I was a little kid and a tomboy, I was so interested in the male baggy clothes
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I had an older brother. I was always stealing his clothes, taking his hand-me-downs
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And it wasn until about sixth grade when I started dressing more feminine because you know my mom is always like don you want to wear this pink shirt or this glittery shirt I always felt just uncomfortable
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I felt like a costume for myself and just something I had to put on in order to get people's approval, basically
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And, you know, you start realizing that you're a bit different from the rest of the girls. This is like a custom palette, actually
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Shades of other palettes that I have put together here. It's from Beauty Bay
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So why do you want to do this transformation? I'm so confident in who I am now, as in how I present myself, that I feel open to trying
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new things that are so not me. So about four years ago, I moved here from California to Sweden in order to do my masters
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and I actually moved here with my boyfriend who I had been dating for four and a half years
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And it only took about two to three months after moving here where I started developing
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a crush on a friend of mine. And it was the first female crush I had, and that kind of was just a moment for myself
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that I realized, no, this is something I need to explore. So here I have the MAC concealed and correct palette
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Malin and I met in Portugal three and a half years ago at a surf camp
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and we just bonded and clicked instantly. She doesn't put dresses on or heels anymore
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She's cut her hair. We're both masked, and so it's been a beautiful thing
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to just kind of explore and grow and become more confident in our maskedness together
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So who are you going to reveal the look? So my partner is coming back, Malin, and then her twin sister and our best friends are also going to be here
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Jules! Jules! Jules, how are you? It's just the closest people to me who know me the best
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How do you think they're going to react? I think they're going to scream and be laughing and just love it
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Do you get judged on the way you look, on the way you dress
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I get judged I would say daily on the way that I look and how I dress
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specifically in female dominated spaces women's dressing rooms bathrooms there are people who misgender us and make a mistake and move on from that and then there are people who misgender us and continue to judge us and continue to question us and tell us that we are not in the right space And that when I get emotional that when I have problems and issues
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because it's just like, who are you to tell me where I belong? Okay, so you're done now
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Okay. Let's get you into your outfit. Let's do it. So, I am nervous actually now
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I'm the most nervous now to actually see the reveal, but I'm also excited. But also just like..
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Get me out of this. Are you ready to see the transformation
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I guess so. Are you sure? It's now or never. Okay. Five, four, three, two, one
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Oh my God. What the f***? What? I'm sorry. What? Okay, I do not
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Who am I? Sorry. Oh my gosh. That is insane. Okay, at least my back looks good
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I feel like I look like Bianca and Grosso. Yeah, actually. Yeah, I feel like I'm skipping
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Yeah, this was not what I expected. Holy . It's not even what I looked like when I was feminine
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Like, this was way different. Oh my gosh. My jawline looks even better
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What did you do? This hair is actually kind of nice. Yeah
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And the lips. It does look like he gave me a lip filler. Yeah. I'm like, do I have to go get a lip filler now
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They look so good. How do you think Malin is going to react
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Oh my gosh. I don't even know. We'll see. Guys, I think Malin's obviously told you about a surprise today, but is anybody got any idea
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what the surprise might be? I'm guessing it's some sort of physical reveal or something
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I don't know. I said I feel like I look like Bianca and Russell
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You do! Woo! It's so hot. Thank you. You look great. Oh, my God
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Oh, my God. What's me? Oh, my God. I don't know how to, I don't know how to, I'm speechless
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You look like an A-list celebrity. It's also so funny how you're just like, the mannerisms are so
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I have to get into it. I'm just like, oh, my God. Look at the legs
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My girl. Oh, my God. I'm so tall, I feel like I'm a giant now
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I don't even recognize you. That's so crazy. What if I was like this
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I probably wouldn't have dared. You're so hot. You're so tiny. I know
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What? You don't want to kiss me. You don't want to get lipstick on your face
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I'm going to put your lip liner on you. Give me your lip cover
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cute i now understand you taking your heels off when you have to walk home from the club
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put my hand down here i prefer you as a mask i must say i'm glad yeah i was hoping that yeah
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that would be the case it's really bizarre to have for everybody to be like oh my god you look
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so good in something that i'm so uncomfortable in it's just not who i am i don't have any
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draw to like present this way but it was very fun. The mask is not a mask it's who I am
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and I know that definitively now
