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I felt like I was always going about
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love the wrong way and I thought lust at
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one point in time was love like
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attention and just companionship laying
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um so I've had to bump my head
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um but so so now I I have a totally
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different relationship with myself with
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my body I'm never in a rush I always
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find time for me whether that's a
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massage whether that's putting my feet
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in the grass whether that's just being
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in my room by myself going to the gym
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um I would say now too because I've been
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on I've worn many hats and I will say
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that I've been promiscuous I've done
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really like things I'm not gonna say
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things we're not proud of but things
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that I just would not do now
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um and I would say that
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I wanted to say like keeping my legs
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closed but I got to part of it is like
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not giving up [ __ ] like that like
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getting to know someone
