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I sat on the hood of my car, the cold
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metal of familiar anchor. As Laura and
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Jim emerged from the motel, the
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fluorescent light of the parking lot
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cast a sickly pour on their faces.
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Laura's eyes, once a source of endless
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comfort, darted everywhere but at me.
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She pulled her hand from his, a
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reflexive guilty gesture.
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Jim, my brother, my other half since we
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were eight, raised his hands in a feudal
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The sight was surreal, a nightmare
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playing out in slow motion.
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I felt a hollow laugh escape me. I
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didn't need to shout, to curse, to rage.
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The truth was there, stark and ugly.
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"You're not worth my time," I said, my
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voice as flat as the pavement.
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Then I drove away. "The betrayal was the
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bitter fruit of a long and tangled
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history. Jim and I were kids when we
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met. Two boys in a new neighborhood, two
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sides of a coin. We were inseparable, a
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unit. By high school, we were a
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brotherhood forged in shared secrets and
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schoolyard fights. Then came Laura. She
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was the one, my first and only love. We
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dated through high school, a storybook
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romance that culminated on prom night in
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a cheap motel room. A promise sealed
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with an act of pure innocent love.
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Jim and his girlfriend Annabelle were in
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the next room, a parallel universe of
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first times. Life pulled us in different
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directions after graduation. Jim
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enlisted in the Navy while Laura and I
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went to college. The distance between
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Eastern Michigan and the University of
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Michigan was short, but the chasm that
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opened between us was vast. Our dates
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became a minefield of cancellations and
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The truth came in hushed whispers from
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friends at the U of M. Laura had a new
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My discovery was a cold-eyed Thursday
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night steakout. I followed her to a
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restaurant, watched her cozy up to
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When our eyes met across the room, her
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face crumpled. I knew in that instant it
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wasn't the first time. I left without a
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word. The silence, a deafening roar. Our
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next date, a scheduled Friday night. I
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didn't show up. Instead, I buried myself
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in a book, letting my phone die a silent
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death. The next night, I found myself at
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a Delta Fi party. lost in the noise and
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the crowd where I met Robin. She was a
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whirlwind of energy and charm, and she
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made me forget for a few stolen hours
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the ache in my chest. When the phone
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rang on Sunday, I knew it was Laura. I
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let her in, and the questions came,
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sharp and accusatory.
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"Where were you Friday night?" she
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I looked at her at the stranger standing
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in my living room, and a cold clarity
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I was here, I said, just like you were
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here on Thursday night. You said we
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weren't exclusive. You said you could
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see other people. I took your advice. I
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met a nice girl. She gave me her number.
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I guess I'm going to call her. The look
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on her face was a mixture of shock and
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fury. She called me a fool and stormed
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out, leaving a silence that felt final.
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Laura's departure was a lesson in the
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brutal math of love and loss. I wasn't
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just a partner. I was a placeholder, a
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security blanket. My heart achd, but the
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My friendship with Robin blossomed, a
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tentative new beginning. She was funny,
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smart, and refreshingly honest. We moved
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in together, and for 6 months, I was the
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happiest I had ever been. I started
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thinking about a ring, about a permanent
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Then the floor dropped out from under
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me. Robin was going back to California
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after graduation to marry her childhood
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sweetheart. Our relationship, she
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explained, was a temporary arrangement,
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a friendship with benefits, a stop gap
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for two young, healthy adults. We had an
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open relationship, a truth she had kept
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from me, and my heart once again felt
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the sharp, disorienting pain of
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betrayal. I moved back home, a ghost
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returning to a house full of memories. A
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week later, Laura was at my door. a
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different woman than the one who had
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stormed out months ago. She was soft,
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repentant, and in her hands she held my
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"I never gave it back," she said. "I
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just want to return to where I belong.
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I was a fool, a desperate man grasping
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for a familiar comfort.
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I went to a party with her, let her
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stake her claim, and a week later we
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were living together."
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Jim, meanwhile, was living a life of
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He had returned from the Navy and
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married Annabelle, the girl he had been
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with on prom night. I had my suspicions
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about Annabelle's fidelity, but Laura,
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ever the pragmatist, convinced me to
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stay out of it. It's none of our
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business, she had said. So, I watched
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and I said nothing. Even as Annabelle's
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reputation for promiscuity followed her
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like a shadow, Jim and I started a
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construction company, a partnership born
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we thrived, building a new life and a
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new business out of the ruins of our old
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ones. Laura climbed the corporate
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ladder, a frontr runner for a vice
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president role. Everything, it seemed,
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And then the past came calling. Gary
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Melos, the man Jim had sued for
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alienation of affection, the owner of
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the construction company Jim had worked
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for, found me at a lunch meeting. He was
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a man consumed by revenge, and he had a
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folder full of photographs.
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I opened it, and the world tilted.
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There, in stark, undeniable images, was
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Laura and Jim, my wife and my best
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friend, entering a motel room, kissing
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in a car, embracing on a street corner.
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It had been going on for a year. I sat
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there, the taste of ash in my mouth, and
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listened as Gary outlined his plan for
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revenge. I didn't need to ask why. I
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didn't need an explanation from either
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of them. The truth was right there in
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the photos. They had been sleeping
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together for a year, using my work trips
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as a cover for their secret rendevous.
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The silence, the lack of affection from
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Laura, the strange, fleeting moments of
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shared laughter between them. It all
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made a terrible, heartbreaking sense
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now. The perfect life I had built was a
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house of cards, and they had been
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playing inside it all along. With a
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cold, surgical precision, I began to
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dismantle it. I met with a lawyer, a man
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who saw the chess game I was playing and
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respected the strategy.
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The plan was simple, brutal, and
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elegant. I would sell my stake in the
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company to Gary Melos for a fraction of
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its worth, but not before depositing a
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significant portion of the money into an
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offshore account. I would file for
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divorce, and I would make sure Laura and
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Jim got a front row seat to the collapse
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of their stolen happiness. On a
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Wednesday morning, the day of their
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weekly motel rendevous, I set my plan in
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motion. I changed all the locks on the
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house, emptied our joint bank accounts,
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and withdrew every last scent. I called
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my detective, a man hired to confirm the
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gut-wrenching truth, and he told me they
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had checked into room 128. I drove to
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the motel, parked my car, and waited.
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When they emerged, the confrontation was
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brief. I gave them the look of a man who
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has lost everything and has nothing left
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to lose. I left. But before I left, I
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had a parting gift for them. A man, my
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detective, handed them the papers.
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Divorce papers for Laura and alienation
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of affection papers for Jim. The
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restraining order was a bit of legal
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trickery. A way to keep Laura from the
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house, a way to keep her from her
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The note for Jim was a final twist of
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You're familiar with how these suits go,
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aren't you? How does it feel to be on
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the receiving end? My revenge was a slow
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Laura, thinking she had the upper hand,
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was shocked to learn that I had donated
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all her belongings to Goodwill.
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You had no right to do that, she
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screamed over the phone. But I did. I
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had every right. I had a right to remove
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every trace of her, every reminder of
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the lie she had lived. I called Maria,
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our receptionist, a woman who had seen
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the truth long before I had. She told me
8:41
of the chaos at the office, of Jim and
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Gary bickering like children. She told
8:46
me of Jim's broken nose, of Gary's
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double salary offer, of her own history
8:51
with Jim and his relentless predatory
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She told me of her own broken heart, a
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betrayal she had suffered at the hands
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of a man just like Laura. And in her
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voice, I heard a new possibility, a new
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She was a different kind of woman. She
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was a woman who had seen the darkness
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and still believed in the light.