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She Chose Tradition Over Us — My Heartbreaking Love Story | Gaurav Bhatt
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Aug 1, 2025
#redditrelationship #aita #redditstories She Chose Tradition Over Us — My Heartbreaking Love Story | Gaurav Bhatt This is the true story of Elely and me — how a slow-burning love in college faced unexpected challenges, personal boundaries, and the ultimate test of faith and forgiveness. From the first spark on campus to the difficult decision to part ways, this journey explores the complexities of love, respect, and heartbreak. Join me as I share how therapy helped me find closure, and why sometimes, love means knowing when to let go. If you’ve ever struggled with love, patience, or loss, this story is for you. — Subscribe for more real stories about relationships, growth, and life’s tough lessons. If you relate, please comment below and share your experience. #LoveAndLoss #RelationshipStory #LettingGo
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I remember the first time I saw her, not
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just as a girl on campus, but as Elely.
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It was one of those moments that etches
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itself into your memory. A mental
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snapshot so clear you can pull it up
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anytime.
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We were both sophomores in college, just
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another day heading to class. The scene
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was ordinary, but she wasn't. She was
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standing in the middle of a crowd,
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laughing with her friends. There was
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something about her that instantly
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snagged my attention, a gravitational
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pull I couldn't explain.
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Maybe it was the way her smile lit up
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her whole face or the effortless grace
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with which she carried herself.
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I can't be sure, but I was undeniably
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drawn to her. I won't pretend it was
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love at first sight, but it was
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definitely the beginning of something.
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From that day on, I found myself trying
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to catch a glimpse of her whenever I
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could. I started noticing her
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everywhere, buried in a book at the
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library, grabbing coffee at the student
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union, or just hanging out in the quad.
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I quickly realized she was smart. Really
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smart. She was always deep in some
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intellectual discussion, talking about
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things I hadn't even started to think
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about yet. Eventually, fate, or maybe
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just the smallness of our campus,
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brought us together.
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We ended up in the same study group for
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a boring economics class, one of those
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core requirements you just have to slog
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through. But suddenly, that class became
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the highlight of my week. We started
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talking more, first about school, then
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about everything else. I learned that
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she came from a pretty religious family,
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a detail she didn't share with many
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people. It wasn't something that defined
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her, but it was a quiet, unshakable part
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of who she was. Our first real
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conversation outside of the study group
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happened at a little coffee shop just
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off campus. We were supposed to be
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meeting with the group, but everyone
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else bailed at the last minute. It ended
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up being just the two of us. We talked
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for hours about our classes, our plans,
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our lives. It was easy, comfortable,
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like we had known each other forever. By
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the time we left, I knew one thing for
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certain. I wanted more time with her. As
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the weeks turned into months, our
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connection deepened. It wasn't some
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whirlwind romance. It was a slow, steady
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burn. With Ele, I felt completely at
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ease, like I didn't have to pretend to
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be anyone else. We talked for hours late
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into the night, sharing stories about
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our families, our dreams, and our fears.
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The more time we spent together, the
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more I fell for her.
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It wasn't just because she was beautiful
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or smart. It was because she was
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genuine.
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She had a depth to her that I found
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incredibly attractive.
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When we finally made it official, it
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just felt right. Looking back, those
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early days were the best. Everything was
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new and exciting, and the future seemed
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wide open. We were just two kids in
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love, figuring it all out.
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But even then, an unspoken truth hung in
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the air. an invisible wall between us
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that we could never quite get past.
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Early on, Ellie had told me she intended
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to remain a virgin until marriage. It
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was a conscious choice she'd made, not
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strictly due to her own religious
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beliefs, but out of a deep respect for
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her traditional devout parents,
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especially her father. She felt that
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honoring this expectation was a way of
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not letting him down. She loved him, and
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I think she was terrified of what going
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against his wishes would do to their
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relationship.
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When she first told me, I tried to play
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it cool. I respected her decision and I
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wanted her to know that I saw her as
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more than just a conquest. I genuinely
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cared about her. But if I'm being
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honest, it was hard. Really hard. I was
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20 years old, and like most guys my age,
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sex was a big deal. All around me, it
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felt like everyone else was having these
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passionate physical relationships, and I
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was stuck in a frustrating limbo. I
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don't want to sound like a jerk. I truly
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respected A's choice, and I never wanted
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to pressure her. But as time went on, it
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started to weigh on me. It felt like a
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huge part of our relationship was
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missing. We were so close in so many
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ways, yet that wall always stood between
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us.
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I started to feel like we weren't fully
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connected that we were both holding
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something back. We'd talk about it
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sometimes, but the conversations never
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went anywhere. She'd explain how
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important it was to her, and I'd tell
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her I understood, but deep down I
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didn't.
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It didn't help that my friends were
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constantly bragging about their own
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experiences. It made me feel like I was
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missing out on a normal part of a
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relationship. The hardest part was that
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I couldn't talk to anyone about it. My
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friends would have just told me to break
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up with her, but I didn't want anyone
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else. I wanted Ele. The truth was, I was
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starting to feel resentful. I hated that
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feeling, but I couldn't shake it. This
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tiny seed of doubt kept growing inside
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me, making me question everything. As
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graduation loomed, the cracks in our
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relationship started to widen. Ellie had
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already finished her degree and landed a
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job at a downtown marketing firm. She
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was thriving, excited about her new
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life, and I was happy for her. But it
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also made me feel like we were living in
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two different worlds.
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While she was navigating the corporate
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landscape, meeting new people, and
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making new connections, I was still
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stuck in the college grind, studying for
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exams and trying to figure out what the
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hell I was going to do with my life. It
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was around this time that she started
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mentioning William, a coworker. He was
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older, probably in his early 30s, and
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from what she told me, successful and
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charming, the kind of guy who had his
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life figured out. At first, I tried not
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to think much of it, but as she talked
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about him more and more, a knot of
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insecurity tightened in my stomach. Here
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I was, still a student while she was
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working with guys like William, who
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seemed to have everything I didn't,
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stability, experience, and success. I
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started to wonder if she was comparing
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me to them, if she was starting to see
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me as just a kid who didn't measure up.
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These thoughts began to eat away at me.
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And the tension between us grew. It
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wasn't just about William, though he
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definitely didn't help. It was about the
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fact that our lives were heading in
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different directions, and I didn't know
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how to bridge that gap. I felt like I
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was holding her back, that maybe she'd
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be happier with someone who was already
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out in the real world. We started
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talking less and when we did it felt
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forced. We were both pretending
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everything was fine when it clearly
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wasn't. I became more and more resentful
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both of her and of the situation. I was
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frustrated with where I was in my own
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life and I started projecting that
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frustration onto our relationship. The
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truth was I still loved her but it was
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getting harder to ignore the feeling
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that we were growing apart. The physical
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barrier, the one she had always upheld,
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now felt like an even bigger chasm.
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I started to think that maybe our
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differences were just too great, that no
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matter how much we cared about each
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other, we weren't going to make it in
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the long run. One night, after another
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strained conversation, I couldn't take
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it anymore. We were sitting in her
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apartment and I just blurted it out. I
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told her I wasn't sure if we were right
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for each other anymore, that it felt
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like we were heading in different
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directions. I saw the hurt in her eyes
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and it killed me. But I knew I couldn't
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keep pretending. She was quiet for a
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long time, then nodded slowly. She said
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she'd been feeling the same way, that
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she just hadn't known how to bring it
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up. We both knew we loved each other,
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but it was like we were standing on
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opposite sides of a bridge that was
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slowly crumbling.
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The gap was widening, and neither of us
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knew how to close it. In that moment, we
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both realized it was time to let go.
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Walking out of her apartment that night
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was one of the hardest things I've ever
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done. I kept telling myself it was the
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right thing, that we were both better
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off this way, but it didn't make it any
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easier. As I left, a huge weight settled
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on my chest. A profound sense of loss.
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We had spent 3 years together, and now
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it was over.
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6 months after the breakup, I was
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finally starting to feel like I was
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getting my life back on track. I had
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graduated, found a job, and was focusing
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on rebuilding my life. Then, out of the
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blue, Elie reached out. I remember
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seeing her name pop up on my phone and
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for a moment I just stared at it. My
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heart racing as old emotions, love,
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anger, confusion came flooding back. I
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didn't know what she wanted, but a part
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of me was desperate to find out. She
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asked if we could meet up, said she
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missed talking to me. I was hesitant. I
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was still trying to move on, but
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curiosity got the better of me. A few
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days later, we met at the same coffee
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shop where we'd spent so many hours
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together. When I saw her walk in, it was
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like no time had passed.
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She looked the same, but there was a
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subtle change in her eyes, a shadow I
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couldn't place. We made small talk at
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first, catching up on our lives, but a
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heavy tension hung in the air, a sense
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that we were both waiting for something
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more.
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After a while, she took a deep breath
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and confessed.
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She said that during the time we were
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apart, she had started seeing someone, a
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guy from her office. She quickly
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clarified it wasn't William, but another
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older coworker. She explained that it
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started casually, then got more serious.
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Then she dropped the bombshell. She had
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slept with him. The words hit me like a
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physical blow. I felt the air get sucked
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out of the room. I had always respected
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her decision to wait, even when it
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caused tension between us. But hearing
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that she had made this choice with
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someone else after all the time we'd
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spent together felt like a complete
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betrayal.
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She said it hadn't meant as much to her
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as she thought it would, that it wasn't
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about love, but about giving into
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pressure. They had broken up shortly
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afterward, and she was left feeling lost
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and confused. Then she said something
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that completely floored me. She was now
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ready to have a physical relationship
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with me if we got back together. I sat
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there stunned.
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A part of me wanted to reach across the
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table to take her hand and say we could
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start over,
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to finally have the kind of relationship
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I had always wanted.
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But another more powerful part of me was
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furious, devastated.
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The idea that she had been able to do
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something with him that she could never
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bring herself to do with me tore me
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apart. Why? I asked the word a raw
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whisper. Why with him and not with me?
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She looked down, her voice barely
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audible as she tried to explain. She
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said she didn't know that maybe it was
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the distance, the newness, or just a
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moment of weakness.
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But none of her explanations made me
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feel any better. All I could think about
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was the fact that she had given
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something so important, something we had
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always danced around to someone else. As
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she kept talking, I sank deeper into my
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own thoughts. I loved her, or at least I
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thought I still did. But now there was
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this huge rift between us, something
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that couldn't be undone.
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I wanted to forgive her, to take her
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back and pretend we could move forward.
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But I couldn't shake the feeling of
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being betrayed, of being less than the
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guy she had chosen over me. I told her I
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needed time to think, and we parted
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ways, leaving me with a whirlwind of
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unmanageable emotions.
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After that conversation, I was a
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complete mess.
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I spent days replaying everything,
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wondering if I had made the right
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decision. But every time I thought about
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her with that other guy, my heart felt
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like it was being ripped out all over
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again. I tried to talk to friends, but
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they just told me to move on. It wasn't
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that simple. I still had deep feelings
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for her. At the same time, I couldn't
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ignore the anger and betrayal. It wasn't
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just about the physical act. It was
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about the fact that she had been able to
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do with him what she had always held
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back with me. It made me feel like I had
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never been enough. The worst part was I
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couldn't even be mad at her for making
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her own choices, but it didn't make the
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pain hurt any less. In the midst of this
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turmoil, I decided to start seeing a
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therapist. It was one of the best
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decisions I made. Therapy gave me a
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space to explore all my conflicting
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feelings.
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My therapist helped me see that my anger
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and sadness weren't just about Elie's
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actions, but also about my own
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insecurities and the way I had tied my
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selfworth to our relationship. I
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realized I had been bottling up so much
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frustration over the years, trying to be
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patient and understanding without ever
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acknowledging how hard it had been for
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me. Through therapy, I also started to
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see that ending our relationship had
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been the right thing to do, even if it
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didn't feel like it at the time. We had
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grown apart, and our fundamental
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differences were too big to ignore. No
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matter how much I loved her, we weren't
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going to make each other happy in the
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long run. We wanted different things and
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trying to force it would only have led
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to more pain. But just as I was starting
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to come to terms with everything, Ay
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reached out to me again. This time, she
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wasn't just asking to talk. She wanted
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to spend time together like we used to.
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She told me her relationship with
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William had started to fall apart.
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She had found out he had a reputation
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for getting involved with younger women
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at work and then discarding them. She
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had become just another one of his
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conquests.
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Hearing this didn't make me feel better.
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It made me feel worse.
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The fact that she had fallen for someone
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like him, someone who didn't truly care
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about her, only deepened my sense of
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hurt and confusion.
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Despite everything, a part of me still
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wanted to be there for her. We met up a
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few times, and it was like stepping back
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into our old routine. We talked, we
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laughed, and for a moment, it almost
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felt like nothing had changed. But deep
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down, I knew everything had. There was
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an unspoken distance between us now. A
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tension that neither of us could ignore.
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One night, after we'd spent the evening
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together, she asked me if we could try
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again. For a split second, I almost said
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yes. The thought of being with her
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again, of finally having the kind of
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relationship I had always wanted, was so
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tempting. But then I remembered
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everything we had been through, all the
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pain and confusion. I knew in my heart
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that it wouldn't work. I told her I
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couldn't do it, that I still cared about
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her, but too much had happened. We
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weren't the same people we had been when
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we first met. She nodded, tears in her
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eyes, and I could see that she
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understood. It wasn't the answer she had
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hoped for, but I think she knew deep
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down that it was the truth. As we said
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goodbye that night, I felt a strange
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sense of closure.
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It wasn't the happy ending I had once
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dreamed of, but it was an ending
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nonetheless.
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We had tried. We had failed. And now it
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was time to let go for good. I walked
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home that night and sat in the quiet of
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my apartment, thinking about everything
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we had been through. Our relationship
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had shaped me in ways I was only
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beginning to understand. It had taught
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me about love, about patience, about the
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importance of knowing when to let go.
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And most importantly, it had taught me
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that sometimes the hardest thing to do
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is the right thing to do. As I drifted
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off to sleep, I felt lighter than I had
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in years. I wasn't the same person I had
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been when I first met Haley. And that
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was okay. I was ready to embrace
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whatever came next with the knowledge
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that I had learned, grown, and finally
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found a way to let
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