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A drug dealer would turn up at 9:00
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every morning. So, I didn't phone him, I
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didn't ring him. It was just, you know,
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on schedule. So, I'd be sitting at City
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Bank, Canary Wharf, you know, second
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floor, and I'm a director of the bank.
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I'm running the biggest for- forward
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foreign exchange book on the desk. And a
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lot of responsibility, a lot of
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expectation, a lot of pressure, and I'm
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a senior trader, and I'm go- and I'm my
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phone would go, you know, ping ping.
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>> The dealer would come to work.
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>> Yep. So, I'd go down, uh Canary Wharf,
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second floor, big shiny building, City
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Bank with the big logo on top. And I'd
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go downstairs, jump in the lift, go
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downstairs, jump in the car, drive
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around the block, give him 200 quid, and
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get 3 g of coke. And I'd just use all
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that. And there was some days I'd get
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some for the way home. This is the stuff
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I've the shame I've had to deal with. I
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had two kids, two gorgeous children, and
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the worst possible version of myself,
