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I Am Tired Of Ambition
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Jun 7, 2025
The goal chasing never ends. when will I get to live life like a real human being and not a money making machine??
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do you ever just get so tired tired of
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the modern world tired of being normal
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tired of living like everyone else and
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just so tired of
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ambition oh well that's me sometimes I
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just feel
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like moving moving to maybe an Island
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where I could just go there and live
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there you know just go there and live
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there no
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texes just me being there and living as
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a human being eating sleeping
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playing eating sleeping playing and
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maybe at the time I'll be having a
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husband who also wants to live like me
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and then we'll have children and then
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these children they just grow up to be
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real human
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beings we just live we just live the
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children are not expected to grow up and
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become this hey policeman I want to
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become a lawyer no the children are just
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human
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beings you know we eat organic
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foods um we eat
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vegetables the husband and the sons they
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go hunt for meat they bring the meat
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back home and I cook it you know that
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type of Life Of Being Human Beings cuz
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I'm not going to lie this ambition
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sometimes it's just it just makes
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me it makes me feel so weigh down
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because I want so many things there's so
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many things to want and the world we
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live in today everything on TV the bill
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Bots social media everything just keeps
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reminding you of things you do not have
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you don't have a car you don't have this
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car you don't have this cell phone you
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don't have that Perfect Skin you don't
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have this you don't have that you don't
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have this you don't want have everything
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that you look around that you just keep
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being reminded that you don't have this
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you don't have that so how about I have
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none of those things how about I don't
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even want to have any of those things
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how about I just live how about I just
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become a human being living in the world
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where I don't have to pay for everything
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and pay for tax
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everything it's like we are modern
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slavery we it's like we are modern
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slaves H what
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slaves you you buy a machine that's
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going to help you to clean this house
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but again you're going to have to make
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more money for you to maintain this
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machine you're gonna have to make more
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money for you to be able to buy
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electricity that's gonna be able to make
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the machine to work so it's like we
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working for all of these things but we
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still have to keep working to maintain
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all of these things that's so tiring I
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want to live my life maybe that's why I
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wish I had wings oh my
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gosh if I had wings to fly like
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literally
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wings I I would have flew to so many
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places I think my my my my biggest thing
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would be flying on top of mountains and
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look at the world from a distance like
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look at the land and I'm like wo i I was
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going to do stuff like that fly to the
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mountains and just be up there and look
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down
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there maybe this is why I like the movie
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Maleficent oh her wings o beautiful so
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big big so
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strong she she she had really nice wings
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and I'm thinking oh if I had wings like
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that wings that carried me to to to all
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these places which I want to fly to I
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think that's
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freedom and I I I
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believe I deserve that freedom I deserve
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to be that free I don't mind I truly
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don't mind living
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somewhere in a house maybe in the woods
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and having my own things having my own
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veggies my own
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fruits um my own
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water my solar I don't mind living that
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life I don't care about driving the the
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best car I could always just walk take
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walks or be on my motorbike and just or
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my bicycle and maybe take a ride and go
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pick up some some some mushrooms I don't
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know I I love that life I just want to
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live life and I really I really wish
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that humans were not
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so I really wish humans were immune to
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sicknesses to so many
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sicknesses I mean if I'm going to live
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in the woods live somewhere out there
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the only thing that's going to give me a
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problem is to be sick so sick then now I
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need to to see a doctor but if I didn't
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need stuff like that if I could just be
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there and just know that I'm not going
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to get sick at all then I was going to
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choose that life but again I
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can't yes I can but not now in this
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reality in this world that I find myself
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myself and it's better I make money so
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that I go buy that land where I want to
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go stay maybe a land near the lake so
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that I wake up in the morning and go get
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some fish fish fresh fish you know see
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my children are swimming
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there you know my husband oh yeah he
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comes he just hunted for fresh
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meat and we are doing doing all these
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things because it's a choice we choose
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to live that way that's what I want to
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to have a
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choice you know it's nice having a
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choice from that life maybe when you
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want to take a vacation to somewhere
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else we can still afford to buy the
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tickets to get us out of the hoods to go
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maybe somewhere else and then we come
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back to our Haven that's the life that I
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want to live so do you understand when I
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say I can't just go live that life cuz
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if I get out from where I am now to go
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live that life I'm going to
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suffer I'm going to suffer
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because I need to buy a land I'm not
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just going to stay there and the next
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thing somebody who owns that land is
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like this is my land why you doing it
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what and then again I'm not supposed to
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be staying that because this land
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belongs to the government now they
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telling me to leave that place because
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who who am I to build a house there so
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you see it's not so easy it's not so
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easy because now every body now has a
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piece of land that they own so you can't
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just go there and stay
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there so that solar that I mentioned
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it's going to cost money it's going to
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cost money
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so and solar for
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what solar for
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what I don't even need solar I'm
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thinking about it right now I don't even
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need
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Sola but maybe I'll have children and I
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don't want to take I don't want to
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take oh my God this is not going to be
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so
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easy I I also don't want to take away
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um my children from a life that maybe
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they would enjoy and give them this life
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that I know I would enjoy I think that's
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selfish I'll be knowing that this this
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this thing called TV and there's this
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thing called cartoons and maybe my
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children would enjoy that but they don't
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even know these things exist and I don't
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want to do that to the children I'm
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going to have I want them to know that
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these things that are out there and they
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exist you know so that's why I say it's
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not going to be so easy but hey I just
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made this video
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to to express how tiring it is to be
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living in a world where we are
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constantly chasing chasing chasing these
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Big Dreams chasing these big
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everything everybody wants something
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everybody wants that fancy apartment
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everybody wants to post that
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picture bought my apartment at this
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age bought my apartment my first
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apartment you know everybody's chasing
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that not everybody but most people are
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chasing that and there's nothing wrong
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with that I'm just so tired of being in
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a society that's always in the chasing I
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just want to live and be a human being I
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just want to wake up in the morning and
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go fish some fish come back boil my eggs
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from my own
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chickens I don't know cook that fish
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from my own Lake somewhere where I have
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a house
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near that's the life that I want to live
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to me that's wealth to me that's
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wealth you are you are drinking milk
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from your own cow in Christmas you
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Slaughter on cow and and share with your
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community and share with your family
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members who have um who have visited
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you you've got all these type of meats
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off from one cow and it's all
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yours it's from your cow you've got milk
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you've got chickens you've got spinach
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you've got cabbage you've got carrots
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you have you have everything that a
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human needs to survive that's wealth to
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me when I think of wealth it's never
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about the cars the luxury apartments
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these are the things that yes I would
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like to have cuz in this modern world
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having a car is going to make my life
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easy cuz I'm going to be moving from one
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point and I'm talking about just any car
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I'm talking about a fast car I love
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sports cars not only sports cars sports
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cars for myself personally and maybe a
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big car for a family I'm want all of
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those things for myself but those are
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not the things that I would use to
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Showcase my
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wealth I think people who are going to
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see my wealth they are going to be like
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wa she calling this wealth but if I have
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these things that I mentioned then I'm
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I'm wealthy if I have my own piece of
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land
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somewhere there's a lake
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somewhere fresh fish somewhere there are
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there's a garden of fruits and
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vegetables somewhere that all belongs to
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me there are cows out there this this
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sheep this chicken this oh this Peaks
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yeah oh Pok is nice
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oh oh guys Pock is
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nice Pok is nice like every part of Pok
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is so nice like every piece from Pok
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meat is nice bacon wait a
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minute oh I'm
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thinking I've once tasted
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I don't know what what that meat is but
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it's not from a
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pig but it tastes like bacon and it's
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from a cow I don't know what I don't
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know what it's called I'll I'll search
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about it I don't know what what it's
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called but it also tasted so good and I
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remember thinking it's also from the pig
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but then I actually found out it's not
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from a pig it's actually from a cow and
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it's like blown away that wo so a cow
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also has something like this you
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I know red meat from cow I do eat it but
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that one was different that one was
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different guys that's wealth having all
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of these things that belong to you
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having that piece of land you know that
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house it's
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warm it's beautiful even the furniture
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does not have to be gold and silver just
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a
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warm
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home a warm home filled with happy
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children happy children a dog friendly
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but very
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wild that's wealth to me that's wealth
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because I I'd be leaving that life
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because of choice having choice not
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because I don't have any choice but I've
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got to stay there
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because at the time I don't even have
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cows I've got work distances and
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distance just to go buy one liter of
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milk and it's so
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expensive I don't want it to be like
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that I wanted to be like having Freedom
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so my children anytime they want to
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drink
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milk they can go milk a cow I want that
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every time they they they they want to
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boil an egg we've got plenty of eggs at
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home sometimes we even give them away
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because we don't want them to go to
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waste because we've got so much chicken
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and maybe we're even selling these eggs
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because we can't afford for them to to
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go to
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waste you know so that's that's
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freedom and how I call this wealth is
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because this type of wealth it's growing
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it's growing we getting we having more
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chickens they are
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multiplying the the the the the cows
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they are multiplying they keep
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multiplying it's like it's like a plant
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you cut the branches they grow out again
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you cut the branches they grow out again
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that's wealth to me that's true wealth a
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wealth that keeps on regenerating that's
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true wealth I want that for myself and I
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know that I'm not the only one who wants
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that but even so many people so many
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people want this so yeah man I don't
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know who you are or way you watching
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this form but if that's what you also
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want you have so much Freedom you'll get
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that you will get that you will get that
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you deserve that so yeah man
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yeah just freedom freedom freedom
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freedom and that's it my beautiful
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people I don't want to speak much I
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don't want to speak much cuz then why
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speak them why speak my mind just
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travels like as I've been speaking to
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you guys talking about chickens talking
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about I'm actually there my mind is
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there and I'm I can imagine them I can
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imagine the cars I can imagine my house
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I can imagine everything and then I'll
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talk and talk and talk and talk and when
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I
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stop I'm
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back I'm back to where I don't have
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those things yet but I never not get
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what I want so I'm going to work I'm
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going to work and I'm going to get what
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I
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want and I'm going to enjoy that life
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and I'll look back to this video and I
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i' be like yes I did it I'm free now so
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yeah that's me thank you so much and I
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don't know who you are who you watching
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from but I really hope that we all
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achieve our goals let's all achieve our
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goals guys y we need a break let's all
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achieve our goals like I always say I
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want friends who are rich cuz I'm also
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going to be rich I don't want friends
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who are not rich because now I'm not
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going to eat my money properly because
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now I've got this friend who always
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asking for money no let's all be rich so
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that no none of us is busy asking for
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money everybody's got their own money
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let's all let's all be
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successful let's all be
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successful and I'm not seeing this just
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only with friendships I'm also seeing
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this in family and relatives let's all
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become successful that so that each each
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and every one of us enjoy their
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money I can't like I can't want to be
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the only Rich one why if I'm the only
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Rich one now everybody is going to come
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to me and now that's going to stress me
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so let's all become
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rich Let's all become rich so yeah man
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let's all
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succeed let's all succeed may God just
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hear our prayers and hear us speak and
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give us a chance and let's not
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disappoint him let's not disappoint him
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okay bye
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