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My name is Extreme Paranoid Porcelain
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a.k.a. Paranoia Devours the Mind. Becoming this extreme paranoid porcelain is really relieving to me
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because I could be who I want to be. My fiance, Jeff, his style is very normal
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and we're getting married. I'm really nervous about this transformation. It's going to help me out with deciding
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on whether or not I want to be traditional or if I want to look like this
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Am I going to say yes to the dress today? Yeah! That's incredible
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So this is my closet. I got a few dresses in here. This kind of looks a little brightish, but also a little... Funeral
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I really got my style mostly from bad guys, I would say. I really loved how villains looked
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I then got into the emo scene style, then later discovered drag
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Also Lolita. I meshed it all together into one. I do wear quite a bit of corsets
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Like, my look is not to put together without a corset. What are, like, the elements that build up your look
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I would say that it's the dragged-out eye makeup that gives you the illusion of a bigger eye
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My makeup looks can take anywhere from three hours to 12 hours
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Also, my contacts, I would definitely say those really both look together
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This one's, like, my favorite contact, the X contact. It makes me really look, like, you know, kind of spooky
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Becoming this extreme paranoid porcelain is really relieving to me in a way because I could be who I want to be
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Hey, you want to go for a walk? Yeah, let's go. Let's do it
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My fiance, Jeff, his style is very normal. Shorts and shirts would definitely look odd, I'm sure as a couple
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With me all dressed up like this and then him in khakis. We getting married and I still don know if I am going to go as a traditional bride or if I going to be going in my creepy doll aesthetic Hello Hi I Kate Hi I Paranoia Nice to meet you Are you ready to do this I so ready
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Classic bride right now with all the trends is really just glowy, dewy, a little bit of smoke
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but kind of taking people from their everyday to just amplified for camera
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What we're going to do is we're going to start by removing your makeup. Oh, now we've crazy hair
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Yes, love it. Coming alive. Coming alive. Are you hoping transformation will convince you to go traditional
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Who knows? It could happen. I'm a little nervous about this question
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Your eyes are green. They're kind of a green hazel-y green, right? Okay. So we'll keep it in the pinky side of things because then it'll really bring the green out
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This is a Milani go-to beauty and then some Limelife shadows. They're both just like really creamy and rich
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I'm going to start with the vanilla. So when I think of traditional bride, I think of white dress, hair up done, toned down makeup
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Definitely. Definitely not mine. This cream contour by NARS. This one is a little bit dark, but I like using it because I can do it faster because I'm not having to put on so many layers
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Oh, yeah. Bronze goddess. Yeah. My gosh, you're so cold in me right now
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Have you ever been judged by others on the way you look? Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. A lot of people, especially older generations, aren't really keen of my look
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This old lady came up to me and she's like, why would you do that to yourself
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And I'm like, okay. Have a great day. Bye. I'm going to put setting spray on you first because I want to have everything set before I start your eyebrows
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Okay. Let's close your eyes gently. At first I shaved off half my eyebrows and then I was like, well, what if I don't like me without my eyebrows
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And then I did it the full way and I was like, I look like an alien and I'm glad. Okay. So who is coming over today to take a look at this
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So my fiance and my fiance's mother. I wonder if you have something to think
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Have they ever seen you like this? They have not seen me like this. Oh my gosh, okay
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They've seen me without makeup, but not without piercing so Wild that gonna be great Jeff family has been really supportive throughout my whole journey and my makeup and everything Even when I first met Jeff mom I had all this makeup on and we popped off like right
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at the beginning. It was great. Whoa. Okay. You look, you actually look great as a blonde
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Oh, really? Like, okay, girl, like maybe you just need to be going like platinum or something
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I don't know what's happening right now. This is crazy. So let's put your veil on
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I'm really nervous about this transformation. It's going to help me out with deciding on whether or not I want to be traditional or if I want to look like this
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Am I going to say yes to the dress today? Okay, are you ready
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I'm ready. Oh! Whoa, I do look like a different person. Whoa
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Who is that? Oh, crap. Oh, and I have eyebrows
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I love eyebrows. Oh my God, yes. Wow. Oh my God. Wow
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Can't wait for him to see it. Don't know if my fiance would still want to marry me, looking like a classic bride
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You're like a totally thrown person. I am a different person. He's definitely not going to recognize me
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I'm feeling really good about today. I just have a feeling like this is going to be completely different than anything that I'm actually expecting
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So I'm quite excited. I'm feeling very excited and anxious. I've always imagined Jeff marrying a classic bride
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I also want him to marry who makes him happy. Oh my gosh, she is so beautiful
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Can I touch her? Oh my. Wow I can believe it This is so much more drastic than I thought
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Yeah, isn't it? You're beautiful. Aw, thank you. Thank you. It's incredible
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Aw. Oh my God, I can't. I never imagined you in a white dress
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Aw. Yeah. How do you feel about it? I was shocked. I was like, whoa, who is that
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This is insane. I was trying to imagine this. Yeah. And this is just totally different
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Isn't it crazy? It is crazy. It's like your eyes are bigger than hot
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Yeah, and I have a bigger mouth. Yeah. Isn't that nice? I mean, not in a bad way
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No, but yeah. You can notice it more with all the piercings. Yeah. Her beautiful smile. Yeah
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The smile was just raining. It was like kind of muted by the piercings. Yeah
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I don't get to see that beautiful face enough. And this proves that
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Absolutely. 100%. Their reactions were really priceless. I absolutely loved it. I did not expect Jeff
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to react the way he did. I didn't even think he was going to really fully react. I got one
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It made me feel really loved. Like I could be who I want to be no matter what it is
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For the wedding day, honestly, I would love to see this look on your day, but ultimately
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it's your choice and we love you for you. So, I love her no matter what, no matter what her look is
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but I would absolutely marry this version of her, no doubt. I love the classic bride look
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I love you both. And I'm looking forward to this wedding day
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That would be great. I'm excited. I'm actually going to go with the mix. OK
