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I get a lot of judgment in school, thinking that I'm probably not smart enough due to how I look
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I would describe my look as a black metal Barbie. Raw, crust, metal, and spikes
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Today, I will be stepping out of my big old boots into more of a Sabrina Carpenter-style look
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But will I be able to pull it off? Oh my god
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I don't think my boyfriend is expecting this. Let's hope he doesn't leave me
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Oh s***! Oh my God. What the hell? Hi! How are you
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I'm good. I'm Leslie. I'm your makeup artist today. Okay. Come on
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Thank you. I would describe my look as a black metal Barbie slash guitar hero character
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Most things that I have on I have created myself. I usually like to wear a lot of spikes, studs, corsets
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Leather, small, feminine, little tops. I do still like to wear little skirts and big, cute, chonky shoes
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But at the same time, I like to keep it dark. I'd rather wear mini skirts and platform boots and three feet of snow
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than wear sweatpants and be comfortable. Unfortunately, in my class, some people do not take me seriously
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due to the way that I look. Like, oh, she's just a goth bimbo
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No, I am educated. I have two associates and a bachelor's degree in public health and nursing, and I am also a bilingual medical interpreter
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Today, I will be getting transformed from my usual black metal Barbie look to the pink, glamorous and iconic Sabrina Carpenter type look for my upcoming graduation
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I think I am going to leave a couple mouths open because I have never worn color
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Okay, Alex. Let's do this. So for Alex look today we really gonna bring out her natural features with a lot of glow a lot of blush really make it a fun look So we gonna use this Face Fact Serum This is really gonna give you like this glowy base
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Ever since I was around eight years old, I started painting my nails black with Sharpie
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I was always attracted to more of like the classic rock music and then it was until I started playing Guitar Hero
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that I was like, this is what I want to look like
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Before your foundation we're just gonna put this blurring prime so it blurs out
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a little the pores. Britney Spears was in her main peaking era. I wanted to be like
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that also so that's why I decided to do kind of a mashup of looks and create who
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I am. The Barbie, Brad's Britney Spears but make it black. We're gonna start trying
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with this Illumine. It's also a blur foundation. We're gonna mix it up with a
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little of this Clarins foundation just to make it a little bit brighter
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This is a palette from Tarte. It has some glowy shadows and also some matte shadows so you
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can use this for a lot of things actually. Sabrina Carpenter usually has a really light
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base and she really likes to lighten like the inner corner. Have you ever had any judgy comments with people
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Sometimes I just walk down the street and yeah people stare at me. Sometimes when I'm in airplanes
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and you're passing through all those people and they're all just like looking at you I think
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that's one point where I really do notice it. Some of them actually do look disgusted
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I also believe that if you don't take the time to get to know me and you just simply judge me, then I dodge the bullet
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We going to use like a little wispy eyelashes This one from The Ten Why did you want to do this transformation I guess I want to see how I look with a normal aesthetic a more common I guess
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I hope my boyfriend doesn't leave me. I definitely don't think he will
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Are you ready to see yourself? I guess so. Let's do it
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Four, three, two, one. Oh my god. Oh my god. How do you feel? That is not me
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You look good. Like a housewife. I can't believe this. Is that even me
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I like the glow of the makeup on my cheekbones and stuff, but I feel too adult in this
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I don't think it's gonna be for me at all. Yeah, I don't think my boyfriend is expecting this at all
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So are you excited or are you horrified? I'm mostly excited I think. I've never seen Alex with a different kind of
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aesthetic than her usual. I don't know what she looks like without all of her
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makeup and clothes. She probably feels like naked without her makeup and with
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more clothes on. Yeah, definitely. I'm not sure I will recognize her. If she hates it
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then we can hate it too. Yeah. Yeah, okay good. We always support hate. Yeah
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That's what friends are for. Yes, exactly. Oh, s***. Oh, my God
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What the hell What is that This is Oh my God What have they done to you Right I feel like a desperate housewife
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I feel you look like Dolly Parton. Yeah, like a little Dolly Parton
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Yeah. I'll take that. Or you're like running for president. It's really weird
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I mean, you look great, your outfits look great, but it's like... You look super pretty
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It's really, really f***ing weird. It's really f***ing weird, yeah, that's the word
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That's the word. What do you think of everyone's reaction? I definitely did expect them to react exactly the way they did
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To normal. Unnatural. Like, it doesn't feel like her. It feels like there's some other person has come and possessed her
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to come and sell real estate to us or something. So you're ready to go out and celebrate your graduation like this
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Yeah, I can't do it. I can't do it. I need some eyeliner at least, you know, a minimum
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I guess I can see now that I can be normal if I want to be one day, but I will decide not to
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But at least that's my choice. It was nice trying out Sabrina Carpenter, but I don't think it's really my style
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I was born dark and I have always been dark. Thank God
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We like you dark. Thank you guys. As soon as you guys are out the door, I will change back into my regular clothes
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But it's been really fun. Oh my God. Does it look good
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I don't think I will be graduating with this look at all
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I just think it really isn't to me. And if graduation is a special moment, then I should actually really show who I am
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Hell yeah. Throw it in the trash. Thank you
