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My family hates my master, so I'm rolling back the years
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and going back to hyperfeminine. They better like it because this is the last time that it's happening
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I am very concerned right now. Oh my God, no. My family's going to be so shocked they might not even recognize me
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Oh my... Oh my... Hello. My name is Hailey and I'd like to describe my look as a mask
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Under like baggy clothes and baggy jeans and stuff. I've navigated a lot of like old money fashion and then also some like street wear
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Growing up, my mom dressed me with like, you know, the socks with frills and dresses and skirts
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Two figure tails always. I would always throw a tantrum. They do my hair over and over and over, try to find styles that make it look more messed
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It was very hard for me to express myself and be my full authentic self
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How did your family feel when you first dressed in masks? Some of them cried
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I feel like they were overwhelmed at first. It was very new to them. What was your honest thoughts about how you felt when I first started dressing masks
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I was upset at first. because the whole picture of, oh I had a sister now, she's a man
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And people would tell me that, obviously. So I did feel a bit, you know, weirded out by it
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And not comfortable to be like around you and dressing in front of you, I think
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Just, sorry, I'm just saying. I know not everybody in our family has improved my style
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but today I've got a surprise in the store and you're just going to have to wait and see
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Go on and see now. Okay, well. My family has never liked my mask style
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So I'm going to give him a bit of a feminine look today. They better like it because this is the last time that it's happening
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For Hailey's look, I'm going to make her feel more confident and sexy
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I'm going to do like a nice glam look. So I going to brown the face a little bit more and just do a nice shimmer eyeshadow How are you feeling now I anxious This is something that extremely out of my comfort zone
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Tell me more why you're doing this. I really just want to see how I look after
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Yeah, I want to see the bigger reveal. I decided to do the transformation because I wanted to see how it actually looks as well
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I'm actually really curious. I haven't seen it in a long time
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And yeah, I want to see the reaction. I'll be revealing the look to my sister, my mom and my aunt
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I think they'll be quite surprised and happy. My sister will be awkward
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How does your mom feel like about your style? In the beginning, she didn't like my style
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It was very new to her. My mom wants me to dress more feminine sometimes
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She's like, yeah, why don't you put on this? Why don't you try this
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And I'm like, but you know I won't wear this. I'm doing a nice nude, shimmer, eyeshadow
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I do get judged on the way I look and the way I dress
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When I'm in public, people often stop me, especially men, and they'll be like, oh my word, that's such a waste of beauty
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Even when I'm going to the bathroom, females will look at me like I don't belong there
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and I even have to announce myself, I'll be like, I'm a girl. The worst thing someone's ever done to me or said to me is
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I want to be a man. I despise that. Like that sentence, you want to be a man
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that just, I don't like it at all because that's not true. It actually can make you feel insecure as a person
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Is it your first time putting lashes on? Yes. How do you feel? I can't see
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I feel like I have spider waves on me. I am very concerned right now
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That's how I feel. Very anxious and very concerned. My main concern is my hair
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My main concern is my hair I like my hair with ease I love the braids When I was 16 and I decided to cut all my hair off my family
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they did not like it at all. I feel like I was kind of rebelling
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That was just like a statement I was trying to make, you know, like, this is me
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That was funny. Beautiful. We are done. Are you ready to see yourself? Yes
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I play it and the makeup is very different. I've never seen my face like this
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The dress is fine, it's nice, it's cute. The fro-go-go-go dress is about much, I think
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Like my mom and my aunt, I'm not sure about the reaction actually. I'm not sure
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Don't you hear this, honey? Come on, work. I feel like you should actually go like this
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I've got you. I want to get you forever like this. We've got Hailey back again
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Just so you know, it's the last time I'm wearing a dress
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I'm just going to let them stay right here and this is how you will stay
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Now you look steady Oh she here It looks hot But I love it I love it I feel like I got a sister back At least to experience that
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when we were younger, playing dress up. Not that she really wanted to play
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dress up with me, but she tried. But yeah, I like the style a lot. A lot
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This is my daughter, right here. This is my girl, back. You know, so it excites
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me. There's hope. I can also see at least I'm comfortable so I know for sure she will never face up like this again
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When Hailey first dressed as what would be called mask, how did it make you feel
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I was just a little bit worried that she was going to go in a direction that I was not comfortable
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with. She was a little girl and she had these long tops and she had this baggy jeans and then I
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I thought that that was a style. After a while we just accepted her choices and we are very comfortable and happy and we love her
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Choosing this feminine style feels very uncomfortable. This is the perfect look. I think that this is just the kind
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I like to tell my family that just because I wear a different style or I'm not always hyper feminine doesn't mean I'm not the same person
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I'm very proud of her. Whatever decision she makes as a mom, I will love her and support her
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And I feel I'm going to go emotional right now. So yeah, that is how I feel. I love my girl
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We actually look alike. I feel I won't transform into this style again. I'll keep my original style. I think that works
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for me. And yeah, I think Hikofeminine is definitely not my look
