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People scream at me in the streets because of my style, but this is my peak
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Extreme and bold. It's been years since my dad has seen me outside of my cyber goth
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I'm going to be giving him a taste of what could have been. My name is Evania
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I grew up listening to a lot of electronic dance music. My dad's a DJ. I always grew up loving goth subculture and alternative styles in general
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Having those roots, my love for black and white and just goth in general
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and then my love for EDM just kind of put this look together. Oh my god, hello
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It's nice to see you! Oh my goodness. Kendra is my best friend
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She is the person I go to for everything. My ride or die, if you go to her for everything
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she is just like my number one. How does she dress? Honestly, the only way I could describe her outfits
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colorful, you know, as much jewelry as she can, as much color as she can
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just like a big confetti bomb in my opinion. The opposite of me, truly. What are your honest thoughts about my cyber goth
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I've always like loved like your look and your contacts are my favorite part
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I can never get over the contacts. They're so cool. It makes you look like a clown, but in a good way
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Yes. It's so creepy. Yes. You get it. In the makeup. Yeah
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Cyber goth is a mix of goth and rave culture. And so it takes those elements of like darkness of it, futuristic, dystopian cyberpunk
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How old were you when you started dressing like this? I was probably around 11. You know it started off with like a little bit of eyeshadow smudged under my eyes and some black skinny jeans
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I cut myself and then it just slowly transforms as I got older and kind of into the scene more
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This is my peak like this is who I am and this is how I want to present myself
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So like genuinely I am honestly curious how do your parents feel about your style and like do they accept it
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You know at first they were a little hesitant about it especially my dad My dad being an EDM DJ influenced my look today because essentially what got me into rave culture and just the scene in general
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but then how my dad would prefer me to dress is honestly a little bit more tame
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He just wanted me to be more feminine and keep it subtle and, you know, nothing bold and scary
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Today I going to be transforming into like a different version of myself And what I excited to tell you is that I actually taking a lot of inspo from you with all the colors and the hyper feminine and like all of that
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And I'm also gonna like show my parents. Like they've only seen me in black and white
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You know that I only wear black and white. I'll see you soon. Okay, I'll see you soon
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Hello. I'm Jenny, I'm here to do your makeup. Yes, I'm Evania, yes come on in
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You ready for this makeover? Yes, I'm excited. Here we go. Okay, for this hyper feminine look, we're gonna do cute flirty lashes, pink blush
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You're not used to blush? No, I don't wear it. Like, I like that pale, like, dead ghostly look, you know
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And blush, like, brings life into your face. I don't do that. Okay. I have totally been judged in public because of my style
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I've had people in the schools of my hallway, like, chase me down and ask me a bunch of
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questions about how I look, and I've had people point and scream, literally
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Yeah, it's just absurd, but I've made my piece of it. Who are you revealing this look to
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My mom, my dad, and my brother. Are they excited? Um, I hope so
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My family, when I first started doing this look, they all told me I looked like Predator, and they were a little freaked out
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and it was a little like, wow, this is really different. Does your family ask you to dress differently
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I think in the event of, like, something formal, it's always respectful, but it's just
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hey, Evan, just keep toning down a little bit. We're going to use this natural tone palette on you, create your soft eye look
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Here we go. How are you feeling? Excited. I don't think I've ever worked this long on my eyelid before
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I usually go in with one color, so I'm very excited to see what blend you're creating
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Do you normally just go in with black? Yeah, just smudge it around
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What's the reason for the transformation? I guess I want to show my family a version of their daughter and sister that they're
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never going to have pretty much, you know? Yeah, they've never seen me in this way
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and I really want to surprise them and show them what they could have had
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What do they like and they really like to see that way? Yeah, I mean, too bad for them, I guess
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My family has made their peace with my look and now to be completely reverting back it might give them like a like oh this is what we could have had We happy we made our peace with her look but this is what it could have been You know what I mean
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So we're going to use the Patrick Ta blush. She's seductive. We're going to apply the cream first and then the powder on top
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She's blushing. I'm mortified. I feel like I look crazy. I'm blonde
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Do I look natural? That's so funny. You ready for your big review
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Yeah, I guess so. Three, two, one. Oh my God. Oh, I'm so out of my element
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I don't think I look bad, but I definitely don't love it. And I don't think blonde's my color or light blue
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I don't think any of it fits me. I'm happy with the makeup. I think you did a really good job with the makeup
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I don't like being blonde and I don't like the color palette. I feel like it just doesn't suit me
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I don't like the heels either. Do you think your family's gonna like it
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Honestly, no. I do hope that this is a fun phase
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and she's a fun person so I don't have any problems with it, but I'd like to see a little transformation
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I'm excited. She mentioned that you wanted to dress normally and tone it down before
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Is that true? For certain occasions, I guess there could be moments where I'm like, yeah, you know
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I think for me, it's like, mom, you know, she's looking like a woman now
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So it's like, tone it down, cover up, that kind of stuff
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Because, you know, you get a little, sometimes I'm like, okay. She's a very lively, beautiful soul
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She's got a lot of talent with the stuff she does. Absolutely. But, you know, it's only about not always having to present that way 100% of the time
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Oh my God What You got to be kidding I crying I actually crying Daughter
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This is not you. This isn't you. Oh my god. Wow, you look really different
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The makeup, everything. Oh wow, honey. You look so beautiful. Dad, you like it
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I love it. Yeah, breathtaking. Absolutely breathtaking. It's going like Static X to Jason Aldean
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I mean you're gorgeous in both looks but we don't get to see a lot of them to appreciate all the range of your beauty
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That's why I knew you would say that But that's what I wanted to do I was like they've never seen me like this
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I've been dressing like dark since I was like 11 I know I definitely did
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Do you like the hair color? It's actually kind of fire I love the hair color
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For whatever reason, maybe the softer look or the way you feel I think it's the hair
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You think that's as soon as you're giving up, like, hey. Like, your smile is just like, bam, right now
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I'm a little insecure. I like it, but you know what? You do you. That's right
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That's right. I mean, I see you for your soul, so, you know. Aw. Yeah
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It was really overwhelming because I'm just not used to my parents reacting that strongly
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to how I look anymore. You know, I'm very, they're used to my style. They're used to the way that I dress and seeing them get genuinely emotional
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It was overwhelming. Like, my heart was, like, beating out of my chest. I didn't know what to think of it
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I was completely blown away. Absolutely. I concur. All right, Dad, what about you
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It's shocking. I wasn't prepared. I didn't know who my child was for a second
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You know what I mean? Like, oh my God. The million dollar smile. It's the look you've always wanted for your daughter
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I don't think that's a fair question. I want my daughter to be happy with herself
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I don't think I would ever tone down my cyber goth look or stop it. I know they might wish that I would tone it down a little bit
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and they might want to see this side of me more, but at the end of the day, I love the way that I dress
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and I would never change for anybody
