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Hi everyone, it's Karen from the Jordie Gromwell. Welcome back to my channel. If you're new here, welcome. It's good to have you
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Now, today we're supposed to be a motivational, low carb weight loss type video. But I don't know that's going to be very motivational
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It's going to be a very honest chat about where I am at the moment with this
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For anybody who is new to my channel, I've been doing a, trying to do a low carb way of lifestyle
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We did 10 weeks with the transatlantic housewives. He did a summer body challenge and I think I lost
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half a stone and, you know, I got really into it and I was doing well and I have done low carb before
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and done really well on it. Now for people that don't know much about the low carb diet or
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or the keto, you know, diet, there has been research done, I've got type 2 diabetes
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there has been research done where low carb is the best diet to follow
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for people who are type 2 diabetic. Eating carbs raises your blood sugar
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And my blood sugar was getting out of control, so low carb was the best thing for me to try
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And I got my blood sugars down from 84, down to 62 and I was doing really well
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Now on a low carb diet, you don't eat more than 130 grams of carb as a day
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So you're basically really cutting down on bread, potatoes, rice, pasta, you know, cakes, crisps
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practically everything that, you know, you would eat, which I would eat before I was doing low carb
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I would eat too much of. So, I mean, that's the idea
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And on the low-cove diet, you eat a higher protein. So you're eating lots of, I don't eat meat, unfortunately
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which makes it even more difficult. So you try to eat fish
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So I'm eating more fish. Things like tofu. I can't think what else I'm eating, but cheese, cheese and eggs
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Cheese, eggs, tofu. Vivera mints, which is a, like, plant basements. So things like that
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You're eating more protein. And you're also eating higher fat, but good fats
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So, you know, full fat Greek yogurt, double cream. But you obviously can't eat a lot of the double cream
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because it's got lots of calories in it. You're eating avocados. So you're eating more of the good fats
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That's just a brief synopsis of what a low fat diet is for anybody who didn't know
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So where am I at now? Well, on my last video, I did a grocery hall and I did a menu plan
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And I said, right, I'm going to stick to this menu plan. I'm getting back on it
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I think I had put two or three pound on on the last video I did since the end of June
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since the end of the summer body challenge, I'd put two pound on. Well, in the last two weeks or however long it's been since that video
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I've actually nearly put half a stone on. I don't know why I'm
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I don't know why I've gone back to the way I was eating before
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I haven't totally gone back to the way I was eating before because I'm still not eating, I don't buy bread
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I'm not eating crisps, I don't buy chocolate bars, but I am eating a lot more The cakes have crept back in I started to eat cakes again I buying bags of salted peanuts
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which are good for low carb, but not if you eat the whole packet
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because they're high in calorie. So I've been eating more of those. And because I stopped working full time at the end of July
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and I'm now working for myself at home, I'm picking. I'm picking all day
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if I'm engrossed and editing a video or doing a video obviously I'm not eating but in between times
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so say you know you get up from the computer or anything right I'm going to have a cup of coffee
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I'm picking I'm picking at everything there was even one day where there was nothing to pick at
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in the house but I had a box of I think there were cocoa pops left over
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from when the grandkids had stayed and I was getting a handfuls of the cocoa pops
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and eating them and it's it's becoming quite stressful and quite frustrating that I just can't get back on the low cob
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I have good intentions first thing in the morning and then it just all goes, it all goes to hell by mid-morning
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I know the kind of things that trigger these binges because I do binge eat
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you know I may sit for half an hour having a cup of coffee and I'll eat like if I bought the
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you know the chocolate callow cakes I'll eat the whole lot instead of eating just one packet
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or if I've bought the Aldi ones instead of just eating one I'll have a whole packet of three
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I'm eating like a bag full of nuts and then I'm going hunting for something else so I tend to do that
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when I'm sitting having a cup of coffee, when I'm sitting watching the TV, I associate that
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with picking. So I know the kind of things that trigger us, but I don't know why I feel the
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need to do it. So I've dieted, this is a very rambly video, by the way. I've kind of been on a diet
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since I was, I'd say since I was 18, 19 and I probably wasn't fat back then. I think I was about
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nine stone, 10, something like that. So in size 12, maybe pushing a size 14 on occasion, but I
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wasn't big. And the more I dieted over the years, it worked while I was doing it, and then you'd
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fall off the wagon and you'd put the weight back on plus another half a stone. I'm sure some of you
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out there know what I'm talking about. And the same thing has happened
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over and over again for the last 40 years. I mean, what's that saying
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The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again
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and expecting different results. And I think that's pretty much what I've been doing with diet
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I know the low carb does work and that is the diet or the way of eating
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I need to stick to for the rest of my life. If I want to keep my diabetes under control
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try and keep the neuropathy that I've got under control because I don't want to lose the use of my legs
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I want to be fit and healthy. I want to be able to see the grandkids grow up
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I don't want to end up being bedbound or something or losing my eyesight or having kidney problems
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So I do need to get the diabetes under control and keep it under control
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and I know I've said this so many times before in these videos
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but I've got to be honest, if it not working I got to tell you it not working It not working But it not to do with the diet because I do enjoy the low carb diet I told you Warren was trying to do this with us and he is struggling with it as well
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He's not diabetic but he is overweight. And it's just it is a good diet because when you do it properly
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when you eat low carb and you cut out all of the, you know, the high carb stuff, you don't crave them
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reason. I don't know, you know, there's a physical reason why that happens. But when you don't
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need carbs, you don't crave carbs. So I need to stick to it. It's the reasons that I fall off
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the wagon, you know, the reasons that I want to pick. Why am I doing that? You kind of use, you use
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excuses, you think, so was my son's birthday a couple of weeks ago. And it's like, oh, well, you know
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he's putting on a, you know, a little buffet spread in the house for his birthday, we'll go
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And you can't not eat the stuff. I'll, I'll just eat that, and then I'll get back on it tomorrow
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And, you know, to be fair, he's really nice. He's like, he's so kind
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He even asked us, you know, is there anything that you can eat
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And I just said, just do anything. You know, just do what you would normally do
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I'll work around it. But, of course, you don't work around it. You just eat what's there
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So you make the excuse that, oh, there's a birthday coming up, or there's a holiday coming up
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or there's a party coming up, or Christmas is coming up, or there's a weekend coming up
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or there's a day with why in it coming up, basically. You make excuses for why you can't stick to it
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But I'm going to have to find some way of sticking to it
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I don't suppose it's any, there's no harm in, you know, eating carbs occasionally. I don't think that's going to hurt us. But for me, it's similar. I know it's
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not exactly the same, but it's probably similar to somebody who is addicted to alcohol. You know
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they take that first drink, they want another drink. So for me, taking that, eating that first bar of
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chocolate or eating that sandwich with bread just makes me want more. So it's easier just not just not
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to have them. So what I thought I would do is, I used to go to a business networking group 10, 15 years ago
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And I met somebody there who I now know well, and she was a lady called Anne Morrison, or she is a lady called Anne Morrison
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And she is kind of a counsellor, that kind of thing. And she gave me this, how to stop being an emotional eater
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And this is a, this is how long ago it was. It's still in CDs, DVDs, whatever you want to call them
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And it's a, it's a course that you work through. It's all about cognitive, behavioral hypnotherapy
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So there's exercises to do. There are some hypnotherapy sessions in there that you listen to
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And you kind of work your way through them. and you find out why you've become an emotional leader
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When she first gave me this, I says, oh, yeah, that's great, you know, I'll work through it
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And I chucked it on me bookshelf and I never looked at it
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And I think I picked it up maybe three or four year later and I listened to about half an hour of it
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And I just thought, yeah, that's not me. I not an emotional leader But recently I been thinking Yes I am an emotional leader If I think about it you know I eat when I stressed I eat when I bored I eat when I happy
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and I eat the wrong things. So even when I'm watching TV, if I'm watching something
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I mustn't be that engrossed in them because I feel the need to eat. So, you know
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it's a say, I'm a bored, you know, am I just? not into this program. I have found that if I watch horror films, you know, scary films
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I don't eat. So maybe I should just go on a horror film diet. But yeah, I am an emotional
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eater. I find myself, you know, in the last week, I find myself stressed that I'm not bringing
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any money into the house because I've stopped working full time and I'm trying to build my YouTube
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business and my blog. So I'm not really earning anything. So I'm stressed about that
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And I don't know whether that's made us eat more. Maybe it has
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So I thought I would try this properly. Now, this is available in an audiobook on Audible as well
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And I've downloaded that to my audio book account. I'm not affiliated to this
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I do know Anne personally. I trust her. I know what she does works for people. So I'm really going to give this a go
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If I put the link below just in case you want to go and have a look at it. I'm not saying you should
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This is just what I'm going to try. I've tried everything else, you know. I know what I'm supposed to be eaten and where I'm not supposed to be eaten
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And after 40 years, if that hasn't sunk in and stuck, is it ever going to? So I might as well
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try this. So I'm going to, like I said, two weeks ago, I was going to start bringing
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a regular fortnightly videos, which I am. I did think about it. You know, I've put weight on
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I'm doing rubbish. You know, people are going to be disappointed in us. But, you know, we
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I think a lot of people are in the same position. We all try to lose weight. Yes, I do want to
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lose weight by I'm doing this more for the diabetes. So hopefully there's some people out there who
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or in the same position who will find this useful. So over the next few weeks, once a fortnight
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I'm going to be doing one of these videos, a low carb, weight loss, emotionally eating catch up
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and I'll tell you how I'm getting on with this course. If it's working for us, the kind of things it's talking about
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and whether it's a help. So I hope that wasn't too rambly for it
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My videos aren't usually quite that. rambly, but I just wanted to get something up today, which is Thursday. I'm doing this on Thursday
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morning. And like I say, I did think about this quite harder about whether I would do this video
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But I thought, right, just do it. Just let people see you know, warts and all. This is me. This is
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where I'm at. So I hope you find it interesting and I'll hope you come back in a fortnight
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Actually, I'm going on holiday next week. A week today, I'm going on holiday. So let's see how I get on with that
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So I won't be bringing you the video. I will be bringing you the video in a fortnight's time because I'll be back from holidays
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So I'll let you know there how I did. And probably won't be listening to this while I'm away
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But I will listen to some of it before I go and when I come back. So, yeah
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So I hope you found that interesting. That's all I've got for you today. I'll see you again soon