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The bass from the club pulsed through
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the floor, a rhythmic heartbeat that had
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once been a soundtrack to my life.
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Tonight, it was a drum beat of betrayal.
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I, Tom Jod, former army assassin, now an
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independent accountant, watched my wife,
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Linda, sway in the arms of another man.
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His name was Mark Stevens, a hulking,
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entitled pro- football linebacker. His
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arrogance was a palpable thing, a force
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field of celebrity that Linda, for all
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her intelligence and grace, seemed
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utterly drawn to. We were celebrating a
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decade of marriage with our friends,
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eight of us, in a circle of laughter and
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camaraderie that now felt like a
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fragile, cracking veneer.
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Linda, at 56 and slim, looked
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breathtaking in her blue silky dress.
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For a decade that beauty had been mine.
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But tonight, as she danced with Stevens,
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her head on his shoulder, oblivious to
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the world, I felt a chasm open between
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us. My old life, a world of calculated
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risk and decisive action, felt a million
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miles away, yet it was rising to the
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surface. I walked to the bar, the women
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at our table casting me pitying,
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disapproving looks. Linda didn't even
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When the song ended, she returned to the
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table flustered. And a few minutes
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later, she and our friend June left for
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the lady's room. Only June returned. She
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left with Mark, June whispered, a
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horrified look on her face. The words
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I rushed outside just in time to see
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Linda get into a red Escalade. The roar
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of the engine was the sound of my
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marriage driving away.
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Back at the table, my friend's attempts
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to plate me were met with a cold, hard
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anger. "Let her have her night," June
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had said. "But I knew this wasn't just a
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night. This was a statement. My army
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training had taught me to read a
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situation, to identify a threat, and to
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act without hesitation.
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Linda's actions were a threat to
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everything I had built. My friends, with
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their weak-willed sympathy, were part of
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I declared our relationship over, my
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words sharp and final, and walked away.
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At the coat check, I saw a woman, a
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lovely blonde, with a large engagement
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ring on her finger. She was weeping.
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I recognized her as Steven's
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fiance, a cheerleader for his team. We
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were two ships passing in a storm, both
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wrecked by the same man. I gave her my
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business card and walked to the hotel
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room. I grabbed my belongings, leaving
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Linda's, and checked out.
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As I drove home, a plan, cold and
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precise, took shape in my mind. It was a
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plan born of my training, a response to
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betrayal that was as familiar to me as
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breathing. I parked my car, entered the
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house, and went to the basement. I
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changed into my old gear, a black under
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arour suit, a black hoodie, sweatpants,
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old sneakers, and two pairs of gloves. I
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retrieved a rope from a box, a remnant
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from my youth, and a balaclava mask.
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Climbing into the attic, I secured the
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rope to a beam just as I had done as a
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boy. I slid out the narrow window, ran
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through the woods, hopped a fence, and
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entered my rear workshop.
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Inside, I packed a backpack with an old
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hand ax and extra wool socks. I mounted
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my bike, a nondescript mountain bike,
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and pedal toward the river. I rode
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through the dark, the rhythm of the
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pedals, a calming, focused pulse.
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I crossed the river bridge and headed up
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Stevens's house was easy to spot, a
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monument to his ego with a giant
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football statue in the yard and the red
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escalade in the driveway. With the axe,
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I smashed the passenger side window. The
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alarm shrieked, a piercing cry in the
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night. I hid behind a porch pillar, and
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as the front door opened, I moved. The
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axe found its mark twice, a swift,
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brutal finality. I closed the front door
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behind me, jogged back to my bike, and
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removed my wool socks, my old sneakers,
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the axe, the gloves, and the balaclava.
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I stuffed them into the backpack, and
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with a final desperate heave, tossed the
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whole bag into the fast-moving river.
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The evidence was gone. I rode home, my
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mind a blank slate, my body moving on
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instinct. I re-entered my workshop,
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changed my socks and shoes, and sprayed
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down my bike's handlebars and pedals
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with an ammonia solution, wiping them
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clean. I climbed back up the side of the
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house, pulled the rope behind me, and
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cleaned the window sill. The gear went
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into the washing machine in the
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basement. I showered, scrubbing my skin
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raw, washing away the blood, the dirt,
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and the guilt I didn't feel. I woke up
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on the couch to the chime of the
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doorbell. Two men, detectives Asper and
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Logan, stood at my door. They were calm,
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professional, and keenly observant.
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They told me Linda was at the hospital
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in a state of shock. They wanted to know
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where I had been. My story was simple
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and true. I had come home, packed my
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things, and drank myself to sleep on the
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couch. I had never left the house. They
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confiscated my computer, which contained
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the security footage of my home. a
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silent, damning witness to my innocence.
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The cameras covered the three doors, but
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not the side of the house I had used. My
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alibi was airtight. The media storm that
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followed was brutal. The local
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newspaper, a TV crew, and reporters my
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house. They knew Linda was the woman
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with Mark Stevens. The police at a press
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conference confirmed that an
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investigation into my involvement had
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yielded nothing. The security footage
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had cleared me. The public, they said,
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would be relieved to know that the
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husband of the woman at the scene was at
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home all night. Linda's parents were
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shocked by her actions, and her mother,
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Stephanie, seemed almost to expect it.
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My parents in Florida were equally
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appalled. The girls, my two daughters,
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were my only concern.
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I was a father, and I had a duty to
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I told them their mother had gone to the
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hospital because she was emotionally
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hurt, not physically. I didn't sugarcoat
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the truth. "Your mom went off with a
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famous football player to his house," I
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said, the words tasting like ash in my
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mouth. He was attacked and she ended up
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in shock. At the hospital, Linda was
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catatonic. A hollow shell of the woman I
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once knew. My girls, in their innocence,
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tried to reach her, but she was gone.
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I took them home. The silence in the car
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heavy with their tears. I didn't want
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this for her. Not this level of
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suffering. She deserved to suffer, but
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not like this. My lawyer, Joan Drake, a
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sharp, nononsense blonde, was my rock.
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She issued a statement to the press, a
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wall of silence that deflected their
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questions and protected my family.
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She retrieved my computer, and the
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police with no evidence were forced to
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back off. Days passed and Linda began to
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recover. She was discharged from the
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hospital, her parents and I there to
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meet her. The girls hugged her, but she
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was a stranger to me. Later, she
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cornered me, tears in her eyes. "I'm so
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sorry, Tom," she said, begging to come
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She wanted to know if I was the person
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she saw that night. "I lied calmly and
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convincingly. I was at home drinking," I
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said. The police confirmed it with the
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security tape, but I knew and she knew
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that my story was full of holes. I
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received the autopsy report. Linda had
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lied about not sleeping with him. The
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report confirmed evidence of their
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encounter. The truth in the end was a
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I had done what I had to do. I had
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protected my family and I had ensured
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that Linda's betrayal would have a
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permanent and deadly consequence.
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We lived in the same house, a pretense
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for the sake of our children. But our