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What do you do when your mother is crazy, hysterical, selfish, abusive, and cruel
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What do you do when really you hate her? And it's all you can do to be distantly cool
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What do you do when you find her repulsive, and the best of your memories are tinted
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with pain? And now she is old and needs to be near you
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you, and you cannot stand to be near her again. How do you tell her the truth
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When the truth keeps accruing like some insurmountable debt, when the horror that haunts
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you goes back to a moment you cannot remember and cannot forget
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What do you do with your love? When your love has been buried so long that you can't remember
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You can't find its grave. When love for a parent lies outside a window through which you imagine how people behave
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What do you do? When whatever you do must cost more than the option you fail to choose, for whether you
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turn to embrace or forsaker, you're left with a burden. You cannot refuse
