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i want to still be the best in the world
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and i think about people i'm up against
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would they be welching out on this would
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they be training as hard as this and for
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me that's the mental game
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nothing going to stand in my way and i
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get fired up i get really competitive
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every minute in that gym counts every
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mouthful of my food counts that's what
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but there is so much to prep and that's
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why i love bodybuilding every prep's
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i'm the one they're gunning for i'm the
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one who has to prove myself
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but that's when the real mental battle
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starts and it's whether you've got that
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discipline and that determination to
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i got into bodybuilding i got into
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fitness and started training so because
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i had slight body dysmorphia and um i
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didn't have a lot of self-confidence so
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i always thought i was overweight as a
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and i used to cover up a lot even
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training hoodies t-shirts i'm not
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someone who'll walk around with my top
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off which sounds so silly in what i do
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i thought i'm gonna face my fear and
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i'll only ever do it once this one i
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said i'll compete once just to say i've
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done it and to see if i've got that
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discipline and whether i can push myself
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it sparked a flame spot to fire for me
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and that's what and it gave me that
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confidence i was looking for and that's
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what it became a career and became part
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of my lifestyle 24 7.
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here's my front covers
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my first ever front cover
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is there you can see because i look like
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a little boy that was um in indonesia
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when i won mr international so that was
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a major thing for me that was when i
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officially quit being a plumber
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apprentice plumber and i went full time
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as a as a model fitness model back then
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there they are they're the arnold
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so we've got arnold classic europe which
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is first place that was when i was an
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amateur and obviously turned pro and
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then we've got the arnold classic uh
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obviously columbus ohio first place
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yeah let's hopefully we'll have another
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yeah so obviously men's physique uh the
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division has changed it's evolved over
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over the last seven years and to be
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honest with you it's not as well suited
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now because they do favor the bigger
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more muscular guys and i was never
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someone who wanted that that look um
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bodybuilding and i follow bodybuilding
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but i was more about that aesthetic like
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athletic look um and that that's when it
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suited me back in 15 16 17 is when they
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were looking for that so
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i i would get with the times and try and
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put some more weight on um
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or maybe bow out gracefully but the
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arnold classic is going to be a big
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telltale for me i'm coming in slightly
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bigger i'm going to be as full as i can
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but as hard as i can and then we'll go
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when the arnold came up it just felt
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like an amazing chance for me to
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obviously compete back on home turf it's
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the first time we've been competing in
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nearly a decade on home turf the first
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time i'm competing as a pro it means all
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my family friends can be here it's a
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very prestigious title to win everything
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i never want to feel like i've not done
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enough on stage and that's probably why
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i'm never the biggest guy on stage
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like i said over train do a little bit
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too much and i come down and lose muscle
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tissue but my key has always
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been to be as shredded as possible in
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the best condition i can be in the best
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shape i can be not necessarily about the
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a ritual i've always done is eight weeks
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is i start to do ice attention after
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every every bit of training so ice
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attention is when you're tensing every
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every muscle in your body and you're
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holding them for three or four seconds
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releasing breathing go again especially
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my midsection it brings everything tight
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and when you're stepping on stage you
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can make your posing effortless and it's
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something not a lot of bodybuilders want
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to do because it's so monotonous boring
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it's static holds and it's very
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it's a big expenditure of calories so
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people try and shy away from it
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obviously nowadays bodybuilding's become
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a lot easier because you've got a lot of
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prep companies out there who
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are willing to cook their food for you
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and stuff and i've used that in the past
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it's weird i couldn't guarantee what was
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in the meals even though they said i was
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all freshly cooked and whatnot didn't
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know where the meat was coming from and
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whatnot and i don't know for me
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it's all part of bodybuilding it's
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prepping your own food and knowing
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you've left no stone unturned because
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you've done everything yourself
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when they say abs are made in the
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kitchen it's so true because you can
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train them all you want but if you've
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got a layer of fat over them you're not
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going to show them so
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it's not just about losing weight anyone
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can do that you can go for a run you can
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restrict your calories um and you're
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going to lose weight you're in a deficit
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it's more about how much muscle you can
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maintain whilst you're stripping the
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body fat down slowly whilst not losing
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16 weeks is where you're locked in
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regimented and your starting point of
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prep should be at your highest calorie
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point so for me i'm at like four and a
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half thousand calories i'm at my
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because you want to be a good starting
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point as you come down to the shell
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you have a lot of things to play around
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with because you've got a lot of
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calories to play around with
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and you can maintain muscle and come
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down nice and easy with that
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there's not really a difference between
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finding competition mode and buying when
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he's not in competition mode he is
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always 100 miles an hour the amount of
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pressure that he feels he has on him
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i think he feels that he
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has to represent the uk quite a lot
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which in itself is a massive thing
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must be hard he sees himself at his best
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and so does everybody else and that's
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what they think it should look like all
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everybody's bothered about what they
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look like whether you whether you want
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to admit that or not but then when
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you've got the entire world judging you
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it's just another level
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i know i'm doing everything i can
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there's no stone unturned this prep and
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i've always said to myself i never want
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to look back on a prep after 16 weeks
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thinking i could have done more i should
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have worked harder so i know at this
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stage i can't physically be doing any
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i'm absolutely exhausted which is what
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you need to be to be pushing your body
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to its limits and to get it in its best
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there's no easy way and if it was easy
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everybody'd be doing it
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and a bit of a wobble i think every
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competitor have wobbles when they're
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dieting and they're so restrictive in
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calories and obviously they're expending
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a lot and they're tired
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things do play around in your head like
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am i ready am i too small nowadays
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all these kind of things am i too fat
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yesterday we had a little check-in uh i
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prep myself i'll do my own food do my
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own calories do my own caliber readings
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do my own weight do my own training and
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we just sat back had a look yesterday
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we're where we need to be
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i'm gonna do a little physique update
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like i say i'm fasted flat
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depleted and then we'll show you a bit
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later on when i've got some food in me
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and after a training session um the
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difference in pump and stuff like that
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when i'm prepping for a show i visualize
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obviously the wind i i constantly do
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that when i'm training and stuff and if
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i start to slack or start to get tired i
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start thinking would your competitors be
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doing the same are they slacking are
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they missing out are they half assing
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this this session and whatnot and that's
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what normally pulls me through and gets
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me motivated to carry on and it's just
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being able to channel it in the right
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way and and for me that's how i stay
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motivated and i've got a new motivation
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as well now is my family i've got a
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newborn son and i want him to be proud
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of me and and yeah i'm my family as well
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so that for me winning this arnold title
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in the uk in front of him first time
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you'll see me competing it's just oh i
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get shivers actually thinking about it
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these are this is the point where i love
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because every day is changing like you
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can see your body's adapting it's
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changing and this is what separates you
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these are days what for me it is a real
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mental battle where you like right now
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your competitors they're the best in the
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you've got to be training as hard as
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them and be as mentally focused as them
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training is becoming more and more
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the recovery between sets is just so
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hard you can hardly speak and you're
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just trying to get the oxygen in and
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trying to get repaired ready for your
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and obviously the lack of calories and
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the low body fat is becoming more
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and but that's part of prep that's what
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the energy does just dip the motivation
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does dip but that's when the real mental
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and it's whether you've got that
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discipline and that determination
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and yes i'm tired now three weeks to go
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but i'm where i want to be i've prepped
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myself solely this time
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i've had no help from uh coaches or
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anything like that and i feel 100 times
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better for it um i've come in exactly
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how i wanted i've probably trained a bit
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harder than i needed to or i've
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restricted my calories a little bit more
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than i needed to but that's how i
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mentally focus better and i know come
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show day i'll have left no stone
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unturned and will be exactly how i
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wanted to be on stage
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i wanted an amateur in europe i wanted
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as a pro in america to win it on home
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soil as a trilogy the first um arnold
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classic in the uk would just be
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like you set in history you're making
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history and it'll just be one hell of a
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title to be the first guy to win it so
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it means a lot a hell of a lot