In this episode, we sit down with filmmaker and author Jeff Finn to discuss his fascinating research on the mysterious legacy of Jim Morrison. Jeff Finn, known for his documentary "Before the End: Searching for Jim Morrison," explores the myths and theories surrounding Morrison's alleged survival after 1971. Through extensive investigation and interviews, Finn sheds new light on the unanswered questions about The Doors' iconic frontman. Join us as Jeff shares insights from his project and book, detailing his journey into the world of rock history, hidden records, and enduring cultural mysteries. If you're intrigued by the story of Jim Morrison and his lasting influence, this conversation with Jeff Finn is one you won't want to miss.
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Okay. Uh, welcome in the new episode of Denim Leather podcast to Mr. Jeff Finn.
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Um, it's the director and all around uh allaround player or how I say in uh in
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the in the movie that he made uh screenwriter and everything of the documentary docu series in three parts
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uh the searching for for Jim Morrison or before the end. Uh, hi Jeff. Hi. Thank you for having me today. I
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appreciate it. Thank you for this amazing uh amazing trip. Uh, I was I used to be a fan of
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the Doors a lot in the in the '90s uh when I was a teenager. It's one of It's
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my first uh t-shirt of the of a of a band that I wore uh back. Yeah. Yeah.
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Yeah. Yeah. I love I loved them. And now I You chose a good one. Yeah.
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Yeah. like it was like 1995 I think uh when I started listening to them.
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Uh I mean I before that I was into into Guns and Roses and into Led Zeppelin and
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stuff but then I I started uh more into the Doors you know.
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Um so first I wanted to ask you uh how did your whole journey with the
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doors uh started you know when you were a little kid maybe?
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Yeah. Oh, yeah. Um I've uh I was born in uh February of 1967,
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so literally um just a few weeks after The Door's uh debut album came out. Not
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that that has [ __ ] to do with anything, but you know. Yeah. Yeah. Um, but as a little kid, uh, as
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I've pointed out many times, um, when I was, you know, four or five years old,
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um, I had older cousins, uh, and they were, um, into, you know, all that good
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music from the ' 60s and ' 70s. And, uh, so just just by being around them, you
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know, I soaked it up like a sponge. um whether it was on the radio or them
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playing you know their vinyl uh and eight track I remember they they had
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eight track uh cassettes as well and uh so yeah the music was just in the
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literally in the air and I couldn't help but you know just absorb it.
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So you so you were uh already in the 70s you remember a lot of the the rock acts
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and stuff like that right? Oh yeah. Yeah. I mean, you know, when I was a real little kid, my older cousins, I had
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three male older cousins and uh they were like characters right out of the
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movie Dazed and Confused. Yeah. By Richard Linkletter. And um they were
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always playing, I mean, there was always uh you know, whether it was Zeppelin or The Doors or Pink Floyd or Jimmyi
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Hendris, there was always some kind of uh music uh in in the air. And uh I was
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right there just uh soaking it up. Yeah. So I I read uh and I confirmed it in in
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in uh yesterday when I when I saw the docu series. Uh I I I was aware that you
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started like 30 years ago uh in keeping interest that Jim Morrison is maybe
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alive, right? Actually 40 years ago. Uh that shows you how old I am.
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I'm uh I'm 58 now and um it was literally just my 40th anniversary last
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month. October of 2025 marked 40 years um since I first read No One Here Gets
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Out Alive. Um the first biography of Jim, you know, Jim Morrison. And I read
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that uh in one night in October of 1985 and I've been down the rabbit hole ever
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since. Wow. Wow. It it never it never left you
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honestly. No. And you know to be fair uh you know I've had people you know
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detractors say to me oh come on you haven't been studying Morrison you know
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every day for 40 years. And of course not you know those first years when I was a young guy you know 18 19 20
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it was more a hobby for me then. Uh, but there was always a throughine. Um,
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that's no exaggeration. I mean, it was always in the back of my mind. Um, and as the years went on, you know, I just
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dove in uh that much deeper uh with each passing year until um
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the mid 1990s. In fact, it was uh 1996 when I began uh work on a book I was
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trying to compile about the human Jim Morrison. you know, the real person as opposed to, you know, the rock star. And
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um that was in the very early internet uh age. And I didn't even have, you
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know, I wasn't online and didn't have a computer. So, I didn't get very far with my research back then. But that was the
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turning point for me. something really shifted um in terms of my uh dedication
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and it became sort of this all-consuming uh passion you know um and that before I
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knew it it was 20 years almost 20 years later and that's when I began work on before the end searching for Jim
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Morrison which took me 12 years to create uh it was uh an odyssey
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so the the internet age helped you a lot as a as a see.
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Oh, absolutely. I mean, I'm so grateful for that. Um I you know, it's well documented that in those 12 years, um I
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reached out to over a thousand people who were connected to Jim, you know, in whatever way, whether they knew him for,
6:04
you know, two minutes. Yeah. Or whether they were a lover or a classmate or a friend or, you know, even
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family members. Um uh and of those thousand people uh
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thousand plus I uh interviewed about 130 of them on camera.
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Um so I couldn't have done the majority of that without you know um research
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access you know online the internet. Yeah. Yeah. be before we go to the facts
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and to the to the people before I before I ask you that I want to tell you about
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a a rumor that I heard in the '90s and it was like a big rumor here in in
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southern Europe about Jim Morrison. Uh may maybe it was 959 96 maybe maybe '94
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I don't know it was a rumor in Europe in southern Europe that that Jim Morrison is alive and that he's working in in
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Turkey and that he sells he has like a gift shop for t-shirts and he sells t-shirts there. Uh and it was like a
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rumor here in in in in Southern Europe. It it was it was weird. I remember now,
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you know, after all these years after watching this uh movie, I remember the rumor the rumor now. Yeah.
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Yeah. Yeah. There I mean, if Jim popped up, you know, based on every rumor that
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has triangulated his supposed movements. I mean, he he's like
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a globe trotder, you know, worldwide. But who knows? You never know. Did you hear about other rumors that
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were not in your uh movie? Oh, yeah. I mean, I've in the last 40
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years, I mean, I've heard, you know, everything from the cliche,
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you know, really just ridiculous uh um you know, one one of them was uh uh he's
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he's work he was working at the he's either a Burger King or Kentucky Fried
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Chicken in Michigan with Elvis Presley, you know, so
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you know, and that's good for a laugh always. Yeah, but you know the detractors, the haters
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and the trolls, they like to use that kind of BS, you know, which is just,
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you know, that's like third grade level humor. With all due respect to the third graders out there in the world, you
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know. Of course. Of course. Of course. Uh, and um, what made you u what made you search
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for this truth the last 10 years? I mean, was it uh was it the guy Frank
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that you met online or? Yes and no. Um, you know, I had uh
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again, I've been at this for four decades now, 40 years. Um, and uh I only
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came across Frank uh Frank Wagner uh as it were um in uh he started
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following my Facebook page in December of 2016, so almost nine years ago. next
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month will be nine years. Um, and I was done, you know, I was done with my docky
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series for all intents and purposes, not long before Frank came along. And once
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he did, and I'm convinced he found me through Robin Wle, uh, who was Jim's
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personal assistant in Paris in 1971. Yeah, we can get into that later if you want. Yeah. Um, at any rate, uh, I was, you
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know, essentially done with my what I call my documentary. Um, and then Frank came along and
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changed everything. Wow. Uh, I I literally began work with a new editor and we
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rebuilt the entire project from scratch, which is another reason it took so damn
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long to to get it done. So, h how did he followed you through Robin? Did she
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share your uh your Facebook page or something? Or
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I I met I I met Robin. I'd been searching for Robin. She was one of the first people I tried to find back in
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1996 when I was working on the, you know, the what would be the the book that I'm now
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working on all these years later, which is called 127 Fascination, Jim Morrison Decoded. Um, I'm planning
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to release that later in 2026. Um, but back in 1996 when I was making
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those first, you know, inroads into uh the ostensible book, um, I tried to find
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Robin Wordle. Uh, but her name, it took me 20 years, actually 20 years almost to
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the day, 1996 to 2016 to find her because in No One Here Gets Out Alive, I
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still have my original copy right here.
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Ah, from from the 80s, right? Yeah. From back in the 80s. Yeah. Yeah. Um, and uh, in this book, the first
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biography of Jim's life and alleged death, Robin Wle's first and last name
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are misspelled. Now, I never knew if that was by design or if that was, you know, a typo or, you
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know, error or what have you. At any rate, that alone is why I couldn't find
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her, you know, in 1996. I had no internet. I her name was misspelled. I
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didn't know where to begin, you know, but I was so grateful in in the summer of 2016, I finally found her. And uh it
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took some time to earn her trust and um I'm so grateful that she, you know,
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worked with me and she did it in a very unique way. She didn't want to sit for a formal
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interview. Yeah. Uh the way so many others do like, you know, like this sitting on camera.
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Yeah. But she agreed to let me photograph her and use her words, her voice. Yeah.
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to sort of tell her story. And at first I was frustrated by that, but then ironically I realized, you know, this is
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actually kind of a beautiful thing because she's such an important part of the process that it was really fitting
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to sort of present her in such a unique light, you know, in that in the context
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of uh so so so was she was she uh how did she
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feel to you that she knows some stuff that nobody knows or you know?
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Oh, absolutely. I mean what she revealed to me over the mostly over the phone. I
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did eventually meet she and her husband in person. They invited me to come meet them and that was lovely. Um and that's
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when she let me take the you know the photos of her the way she looked at at that time in 2016.
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Um and she was aware of my Facebook certainly. I don't know if she followed it, but just a few uh months after she
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and I met, Frank began following me. And when I first showed the photos of Frank
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to a very select few people that I trusted, this is back in, you know, 20
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early 2017. Yeah. Like like you like you showed it to the girls of Jim versus girls and
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family and stuff. Yeah. Yes. Uh, and so Robin was one of the very first people off camera that I
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showed, you know, here's a photo of Frank, here's a photo of Jim, you know,
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and I'll never forget it. She said, oh, absolutely not. It's not him. It's not him. It's not him. Like instantly,
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and I thought, ah, uh, you know, the classic, uh, I believe she doth protests too much. Um, because everyone else I
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had showed, they were haunted, you know, they were like, oh my god, it's him. It's him. It's him. It's him.
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Yeah. So, I think she was sort of doubling down. And at one point, she even said to
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me, she said, "Can you understand the position I'm in?" And uh cuz I I just
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put it to her. I said, "I think you helped Jim fake his death." In fact, I believe that that's
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specifically why he hired her. You know, she was hired under the guise of being
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an administrative assistant or what, you know, a personal assistant. And um you know many have pointed out
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why would Jim need a personal assistant in Paris if he was on a sbatical on a
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vacation you know he wasn't working uh he was done with the doors you know so
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at any rate the the thing that she wrote to me which I point out in before the end you know spoiler if you will
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uh right here at the very end of the book she wrote this to me.
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I don't know if you can if I can get it in there and I can read it. Uh,
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there there will always be secrets to un unravel, right? Yeah. She said, Jeff, there will always
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be secrets to unravel. How dull it would be without.
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We would not have met to a great endeavor. Robin. Whoa. Whoa. And you know, for the
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record, her her name is correctly spelled R O B Y N, not R O B I N as was
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in this book. Okay. And her last name is Wordle. W U R U T E L E, not W E R T L E as is
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in the book. Uh-huh. So, she was she's a she's a fantastic
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mystery unto herself, you know, honestly. Wow. I since I saw the movie this
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weekend, I I I wanted to ask you one thing. Uh you said about her in the
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movie that she gave you pictures of her and Pam baiting the dog of of Jim and
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and Pam, right? Yes. Yeah. Yes. It was like 13 months after Jim's
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supposed death, right? Yes. She gave Didn't Didn't didn't Pam die like 6
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months after Jim or am I wrong? No, no, no. Pam uh allegedly
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allegedly died um was it just under 3 years after Jim?
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Oh, okay. So Jim supposedly died July 3rd, 1971.
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Pam uh purportedly died April 25th, 1974.
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H Okay. I I always thought that it was 6 months after. I don't No. Um and you know, I I'm on the record
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with my belief, as absurd as it sounds on the face of it,
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uh that Pam is also uh not deceased, that she did not die in 1974.
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And I go into further detail. I sort of hint at that in before the end.
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But I go into granular detail in my book uh 127 fascination. And the book is
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essentially meant to be the conclusion to before the end to conclusion to the
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docky series. Yeah. Yeah. I love I love the thing that you you saw reflection in in her in her
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glasses, you know, in sunglasses. Yeah. It was Robin's glasses, right? Yes. Yes. There were two. Again,
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spoiler, you know, for any of those who have. Yeah. If you haven't seen Before the End, Searching for Jim Wson, and
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you might want to hit pause right now. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Um Yeah. There was a uh It was
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absolutely uncanny. She gave me In fact, I should have I should pull those up to
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show you. I have them around here. You have a picture. You have a picture. Well, they're color slides. They're the
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oldfashioned. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. color slides, which are I don't think are really in any use anymore. Analog um slides. Um
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but in one of them, it's it's a photo of Robin in her sun. She has big round
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sunglasses. Uh you know, from the style of the late '60s, early '7s, but I could see there
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was some reflection in the lens. And so I took it to a professional photo
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lab and I had them blow it up and enlar, you know, enlarge it and zoom in on the
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lens. And there are, it's absolutely haunting. There are two figures, two
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human figures reflected in the lens. And it looks like a man with long hair and a shorter woman
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with long hair. And I asked Robin, I said, "Who took these photos?" Was it
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Diane Gardner? Because they were staying with Diane Gardner, who was Jim and Pam's friend and the Door's publicist.
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And she said, "No, it was not Diane." And I said, "Well, if Diane didn't take
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the photo, then who did?" You know, and I said, "Could it have been Jim?" And she just
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went quiet, you know, just her face turned away.
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So, uh, it just, you know, and and and and he was a he was a pro in
19:11
in camera, uh, right? He he he used to be a filmmaker before that, right?
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Yeah. Well, he was a film, uh, major at UCLA. Yeah. Because the pictures are pretty the pictures are pretty professional.
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Uh, as I can see, you know, we are pretty good. Yes. Yeah. He definitely had a a
19:30
filmmaker's eye and I he was very adept. You know, some people say he wasn't a great filmmaker. You know, that's
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subjective. But at any rate, he certainly was uh he knew his way around film camera as well as still cameras,
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you know, for photographs. Yeah. Yeah. I I I I also loved that a lot of people
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in the in the in the movie uh his friends or his family or his
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girlfriends. I I saw that he had a lot of girlfriends in the doors uh in the doors period. Uh they're all saying that
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he mentioned a lot of times about the future uh he going uh away or he ch
20:13
changing personality or changing names or disappearing. Is is it true?
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Yes. I mean based on everything I've learned Yeah. um you know in all these years um you know again for for those
20:29
who are opposed to this you know and I always say uh it's become a mantra for me you know I always say to each their
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own as long as you're not an [ __ ] about it you know uh in other words you can agree
20:41
to disagree as long as you're respectful you know but online we know how it all works
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online people just are like ah you're full of [ __ ] you know and it's just that's not going to be a healthy
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dialogue, you know, and generate uh thought. But I digress. Um,
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but yeah, he definitely spoke to a select few people over the years, not
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only about quitting the doors and moving on. He felt he was too old, he was maturing, you know, he said 27 is too
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old to be a rock star. um uh you know he was making plans for the future and uh
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based on what I've learned those plans included uh going under a different name
21:27
and leading a a new life. Now what's incredible uh and I'm sure you saw this in before
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the end. This is this didn't start in 19 you know 697 or 71 near the end of the
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doors era. This went back, you know, 10 years to when he was in
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high school. He first spoke to uh a handful of his high school friends
21:54
around 1960 61. Yeah. And said, "Someday
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I'm going to disappear and lead an anonymous life or something to that effect." And this is when he's like 17
22:06
years old. And they, you know, they said they looked at him like,
22:11
"What?" you know, like they didn't even know what to make of it, you know, they thought he was just being, you know,
22:17
goofing around, joking, you know. Yeah. I liked I I I loved the the moment where there was one of the women uh say
22:26
that he al he also said that he want to move to Africa and Morocco
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and that and that the supposed dealer in Paris moved to Morocco a day after after
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he died. Yep. That's incredible. Uh he told that to Sally Stevenson. I would like to say
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rest in peace to Sally Stevenson. She just passed away a couple of months ago. Oh, rest in peace.
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And um she also was just um absolutely vital to my process, you
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know, um in my research. And I begged her for years, you know, to to do an
23:03
interview and she finally did it and I'm very grateful for that. Um God bless her. Yeah. So thank you, Sally, wherever you
23:10
are. Um yeah I I mean it's incredible. He told
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according to what Sally said he spoke of going to uh to Africa. He wanted to
23:21
explore Africa just as the famous poet Arthur Rembo had done nearly a hundred
23:28
years earlier you know. So I really do believe I mean at you know at the risk
23:33
of oversimplification I believe that Jim mapped out his own sort of stage play if
23:42
you will or film you know with himself in the the lead role and then he acted
23:48
it out. He he manifested it. He conjured it almost as if it were magic. And he
23:55
started this when he was a young guy in high school. And I I'm sure he didn't have it all mapped out, you know, but I
24:01
think he had a basic plotline of how he was going to do this. And um he made it
24:09
happen. I mean, it's it's absolutely incredible. As you may remember, in before the end, I asked
24:14
Frank Wagner point blank, you know, what he thought of of the count Jean Draai,
24:21
uh Pam, his girlfriend Pam, uh Jim's girlfriend's uh boyfriend and heroin dealer. Okay.
24:28
Yeah. And uh the one who went to Morocco as you pointed out and Frank was the only person in all the
24:35
people I interviewed, he was the one person who had nice things to say
24:42
pleasant uh a pleasant opinion of the count. And I thought that was just fascinating,
24:49
you know, cuz everyone else wants to demonize the count as, oh, he was a drug dealer, a heroin dealer, you know, he
24:54
was an awful person. And maybe he was, but uh at any rate, it is a fascinating
25:03
uh scenario to entertain. Yeah. Could this guy have helped instead of,
25:09
you know, there rumors with Maryanne Faithful, who was also the count's girlfriend, you know, that he killed Jim
25:17
with his heroin. And I said, well, what if we flip it around? What if he could have helped Jim cuz he had a pilot's
25:23
license. he flew. Uh what if he could have helped take Jim from Paris to
25:29
Morocco, you know? Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Maybe maybe you
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can uh start researching in Morocco for next uh next part.
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Part two. Yeah. In Casablanca. Uh
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uh you can uh I I can see in the movie a lot of great questions that you asked uh
25:53
Frank that are like uh like a little bit of trap questions uh like the moment
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with the with the with the swimming team like were you on the swimming team you know? Yes. I mean, I can't even tell you when
26:08
at that moment when I asked him that and his re, you know, his reaction, his visceral reaction just gave me absolute
26:16
goosebumps, you know, all up and down my my arms. I mean, it was just it was
26:22
staggering, you know. Um, you know, and and the the funny thing is, you know, people they, you know,
26:29
again, detractors and negative-minded people, narrow-minded people, you know, they want to just, you know, look at the
26:36
they just want to cut through all of my research, my 40 years of work, and just say, "He's dead. Let it go." You know,
26:42
I'm like, "Well, prove it. Prove it." You know, I still haven't proved he's alive. You know, I think I'm about this
26:49
close to it. But you know these people it's so convenient to just write ah he's dead let it go you know that requires no
26:55
effort you know um when this guy had every motive in the world to do this and he not only had the
27:02
motive but he had been talking about it for 10 years you know so it's yeah yeah
27:08
it's absolutely plausible you know one of yeah yeah what one of one of the Jeff
27:14
one of the moments that are very hard to explain is the coffin why why closed Why
27:21
nobody to see him? Why only five or four people mourn and stuff like that, you
27:26
know? Yes. Well, you know, again, spoiler alert for for those of you,
27:33
I mean, Robin Wle, and I point this out in the in the docky series, she literally said to me, and this is over
27:40
the phone, she said there was no coffin there. There was no police and there was
27:47
no [ __ ] fire brigade. you know, fire brigade, meaning fire department, you
27:52
know, and uh I mean, what do you do with that? I said, so the whole thing was just a
27:59
sham. It was just, you know, how easy was that to do? I mean, but yeah, at any rate, if there was a coffin
28:07
and she says there was none. Um, we're led to believe that that coffin
28:14
was sealed, right? Sealed. And when Bill Siddens, the door's manager, flew over
28:19
from Los Angeles. He claims he was met with a sealed coffin and he never saw
28:24
Jim's body. They never opened the coffin. You know, there was no autopsy.
28:30
Uh the doctor has never been found, Dr. Max Vasile. Um I found no record of this guy
28:38
practicing medicine in Paris or anywhere else. Uh his name only appears in the signature who
28:44
on Jim's death certificate. So, I don't know. It's uh they say there's
28:50
no such thing as the perfect crime. And ironically, this wasn't a crime anyway to fake your death.
28:57
Um but I I believe that Jim was such a prankster. He has such a great sense of humor
29:02
that I believe he he consciously left breadcrumbs along the breadcrumb trail,
29:08
you know? Yeah. Yeah, I think he left little clues, little puzzle pieces
29:13
um as part of the mystery for the for the fun of it, you know, because it is it's a it's a grand mystery.
29:19
Yeah. If I if I go into the with that mind that he that he faked it, I I'd go
29:27
from the fact that people said that he was fat and and junky and uh uh
29:34
alcoholic, but he was on the on the last left pictures he was very looked very healthy to me.
29:39
Oh yes. Yes. He had lost another he had done this a few times over the years
29:44
where he would lose like you know 20 30 lbs maybe 40 lbs. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
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Um, and he did it again in Paris. You just like you said those last photos of him, he's actually very slim.
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Very slim. Very, very looking very healthy. He doesn't look like, you know, like Jim from from the stage. Yeah.
30:04
No, not at all. And that's another uh, you know, among the mountain of
30:09
circumstantial evidence, you know, that's right up there at the top. And uh I spoke with his personal doctor, his
30:16
physician from Los Angeles, Dr. Arnold Derwin.
30:21
Um and this was years ago, this was probably, you know, 12 years ago already, 13 years ago.
30:28
And um Derwin told me that other than when Jim, you know, fell off the back of
30:33
the Chateau Marmmont and he hurt his ribs um and his back. He said other than
30:39
that and his drinking, he was healthy as a horse. So
30:44
Mhm. You know that that's which year was that? Oh, I'm sorry. This was right before he
30:51
I guess Derwin last saw Jim not long before he went to Paris within that last 6 months or or so. Um
31:00
so once again the jury's out you know until until Frank comes clean and gives
31:06
up the ghost. You know we'll we'll we'll speculate till the end of time to
31:11
Yeah. to to to me it looked like to me it looked like like he lived a healthy life in uh in
31:18
Paris. I think though I I I think um I think he certainly enjoyed the food even though
31:25
again as you and I pointed out he was very slim. Yeah. Yeah, you know, there were all these rumors, he's eating all these baguettes in
31:31
France and he's gained 100 pounds, you know, and and he's a junkie and he's a
31:37
drunk and ironically, I'm sure he loved all of these stories because they helped
31:43
provide a cover story, you know, if you know, if you're going to fake your death
31:48
and really commit to that, and that is an absolute commitment. Um, you know, it
31:54
would only help your cause if people were saying, "Oh, well, he's a junkie. He's a he's an alcoholic. He's 50 lb
32:02
overweight." You know, of course, he died. You know, so it helps grease those wheels.
32:07
They they always presented him as as the last part of his uh life was presented
32:13
with that big beard and the you know where where he's fat. It's it's not
32:18
that, you know. Yeah. When Yeah. when in reality he had shaved the beard. Yeah.
32:24
And he had lost all that weight in those in those final photos when he when he died. So when he died uh
32:31
he was he was with shaved beard. He was no with no beard. Right. Yes. From what we know. Yeah.
32:37
And I've always thought that he had beard. I don't know if it it was presented like that in the movie, you know, in the Dors movie uh Oliver Stone
32:45
movie. Uh but uh yeah, Stone at least got the they got the beard. They removed the beard. They
32:50
at least got that right. Ah, okay. Okay. You do you have contradictions in that movie since you
32:57
know a lot a lot of stuff from the Oh, yeah. Yeah. I mean, you know, I
33:02
think Stone I'm on the record as saying I believe Oliver Stone is an amazing filmmaker. Yeah.
33:07
You know. Yeah. I mean, I could never make a movie like he could do. I'm just a documentary filmmaker, you know. It's very different
33:13
from Yeah. Hollywood biopics, you know. Yeah. But as brilliant as I think Stone
33:19
was, I just, you know, it's just my opinion, but I don't feel that his brilliant gifts were really put to use
33:25
on the Doors movie. Um, and that's a shame. You know, what he did with JFK I thought was incredible. Um, and other
33:32
movies. You you think it was not true to the facts or
33:38
Well, I mean, put it this way. I can sum it up rather succinctly. Um, Alan Renee
33:46
was one of Jim's closest friends going back to UCLA. And Ron and I met for uh 9 and 1/2 hours
33:55
one day, uh, years ago. Um,
34:01
and long story short, uh, Ron told me a story of how he he Ron had been hired as
34:07
a consultant for the Oliver Stone film. Uhhuh. And you know, you had to sign I
34:15
think you had to like sign in and out when you would take the script away from the the studio, you know, or whatever.
34:21
At any rate, uh Ron told me that one day he marched onto the sound stage and he
34:27
had a copy of the script, you know, in his hand and he marches in there and he and he went right up to Oliver Stone and
34:32
he said something, you know, to the effect of, "Why are you not telling the truth about Jim, who he really was?" And
34:39
he said that Stone just broke into a big grin smile. And he said because the truth doesn't
34:46
sell. Oh, that's what Ron told me. I wasn't there.
34:52
But I don't know why he would lie, you know, and you know, again, to Stone's credit, he wasn't making a documentary.
34:59
He was making a fictional, you know, his version of Jim's life. And he took a lot of artistic liberty.
35:04
Yeah. V Kilmer was amazing there. Of course. Yeah. I think I think Val did an amazing
35:10
job with what he had to work with, you know. It's just a shame. There was so much more to Jim than just the rockar, you
35:17
know, the Lizard Kings. And that was the biggest goal for me in making my docky series.
35:23
I feel that Jim has just been turned into a commodity, you know, he's been turned into a poster on a wall.
35:30
Yeah. You know, or a marble bust on a gravestone, you know. Yeah. Yeah. He's become dehumanized and
35:37
I wanted to I wanted to rehumanize him. Something like uh John Lennon or Chevara
35:43
or you know a lot of historical characters are made into a poster boy you know.
35:48
Yeah. I mean, you become dehumanized, you know, you become a thing, you know, you become a a commodity and uh a
35:56
product, a brand, you know, and maybe that's all legitimate, but for me,
36:01
I wanted to, you know, blast through all that, you know, I make the the analogy of blasting through the marble of the
36:09
bus on his grave to get to the flesh and blood inside, you know, to show who was
36:15
this guy as a real human being, you know what I He shits. He pisses.
36:21
He puts his leather pants on one leg at a time, you know. He was a real guy, you know. He wasn't
36:27
just a He wasn't just this. He wasn't Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
36:32
So much more to him than that, you know. Uh he he was a sensitive person. He was an introvert, you know.
36:38
He he he was probably fighting against that, you know, that that Oh, they made him. Yeah.
36:44
Yes. Absolutely. I mean, he had a great sense of humor. you know, when you think of Jim Morrison,
36:50
you know, uh, you always like such a dark image, you know, um, and of course
36:55
he was that, but there were also many other facets to him, you know,
37:01
everyone's like a diamond. You know, we're all like diamonds where we have the different facets all around us.
37:06
And, you know, it's a shame that the Oliver Stone film presented him, in my opinion, as this one-dimensional in just
37:13
one facet, you know, the dark Yeah. [ __ ] up guy, you know, the the the poet, you know, forever seeking out
37:21
every experience. And again, that was a part of Jim, but just that that's just it. It was just a part, you know, there
37:26
was so much more to him. It it's it's interesting to me. I mean, I I knew this since uh when I was a fan. Uh
37:34
I also was a fan of some of the hippie uh revolution bands, you know, but he
37:40
was not a hippie and he was not a piece, you know. He was uh they they they they
37:46
write the doors logo with that uh peace sign, but I think he he he was not
37:52
compatible with with the hippie movement. No, I I agree. He was there were parts
37:58
of him, you know, I mean, no one is black or white. No one is one thing or the other, you know. Yeah,
38:04
there were parts of him that were in uh alignment with the hippie movement, but there were other parts of him that
38:09
completely contradicted that. Yeah. And I think he was just a fascinating cat, you know, um way ahead of his time
38:16
at the at the time in the mid to late60s, early '7s. Um
38:22
you know, we had wealth addiction back then and war addiction back then just like we do now. You know, it never
38:29
changes. And Jim diametrically opposed, you know, his own father who was an
38:35
admiral in the Navy. you know, Jim was absolutely the polar opposite of that in
38:40
every way, shape, and form, you know. Yeah. Yeah. So, he was he was going up against uh,
38:46
you know, war addiction and wealth addiction at a time when most people didn't even realize what the hell that
38:52
was, that that that was even a reality, you know. So, he was he was an incredibly incredibly brilliant
38:58
individual, for sure. Yeah. Yeah. I I I I noticed that you I
39:04
mean not that you had to or something mentioned in the movie. He had a fascination with the with the Indians or
39:12
Native Americans, right? You never mention never mentioned that. But uh not that it matters in the movie,
39:18
but uh how come it it's not mentioned in in in your movie?
39:23
Well, I I go into uh that in further detail in my book in 127 Fascination, my
39:29
memoir. Um, and part of the reason I held off on it in the documentary
39:35
mystery, um, the three-part docky series, yeah, was because it's just, you know, uh, put
39:42
it this way, some some of Jim's friends absolutely believe
39:48
that he encountered the the ghosts or the souls of those Native Americans in
39:53
New Mexico on the highway, right? Yeah. They believe it. And when I asked them why, why do you believe it? They said,
40:00
"Because Jim told me." So then I meet Mary Worbolo, Jim's first true love,
40:07
right? And I met with her for almost 4 hours one day in August of 2012. In
40:12
fact, she was the first person I ever spoke to for my project, very first one. And that was fitting.
40:19
Um, and she she I'll never forget this. She said to me, she goes, she like
40:25
leaned in real close, you know, and she goes, "You know that story about Jim and the Native American Indians on the
40:31
highway?" And and I went, "Of course." And she goes, "Well, it's [ __ ]
40:36
bullshit." And I went, "Whoa." And I go, I was, you know, very taken
40:42
aback. I was like, "Whoa, what? Why do you think that?" And she goes, "Because
40:47
he told me." So there there he goes. So he told Mary
40:52
Worbolo it didn't happen. Conversely, he told other friends that it did happen.
40:58
So he was always pushing people's buttons, you know. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. He he was brilliant in that way. He was
41:04
like a sociologist really. I love. And in fact, he uh he told Jerry Hopkins
41:10
in the Rolling Stone interview in 1969, he told Hopkins that at one point in
41:15
college, he had considered Jim had considered studying sociology, you know,
41:21
and maybe becoming a sociologist. So, he loved to study
41:26
human culture, you know, humanity, uh the human essence, you know, what makes us tick. And um I think he I think he
41:34
just had a ball. I think he had a blast like giving different answers to different people at different times,
41:40
you know, and then gauging gauging their reactions, you know. Um, so yeah, it fits his personality for sure.
41:48
Yeah, I get it. I get it. I I loved his answer. Uh, it was not an answer. It was like a prediction on the electronic
41:54
music. You saw that uh from that that interview like he predicted electronic
42:00
music like way ahead. Yeah. I mean honestly I think he predicted DJ culture.
42:06
DJ culture. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. And uh not only DJ culture but experimental you know even though there had been experimental music uh you know
42:14
long before the doors with John Cage and Stockhousen and you know Yeah. Um I'm a huge experimental music
42:21
proponent myself. I I make experimental music with noise uh nonlinear abstract uh textures
42:29
like the uh like the fluxus movement. Right. Floodless. Yeah.
42:35
Yeah. Yeah. I I you know, I was in a a band myself back in the '9s and, you know, we
42:40
were very into the Doors and Joy Division and the Pixies and, you know, that kind of
42:45
stuff. Um, and I love that. I still love that. But I wanted to, you know, dare I say
42:51
break through, break on through, you know, get away from verse, chorus, verse, chorus, those structures, you
42:57
know, and uh I think Jim was very uh into that as well, you know, certainly at the
43:02
later period of his life, he was really branching out into jazz um you know, nonlinear forms and um that comment he
43:11
made about the future of music was Yeah, I can I I can I can I can see now
43:16
in in in this day and age. I can see nonlinear forms in this new trap music,
43:22
but I hate it, you know? It's like it's not it's not it's not chorus verse and
43:29
stuff like that, but it's uh it's very uh it's very flat. It's very downward,
43:35
you know. It goes like, you know, it's it's not uplifting to me, you know.
43:40
Not not very dynamic, right? Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Gotcha. Yeah. Yeah. I think he he
43:46
really was just um again, you know, the word genius is thrown around.
43:53
Yeah. You know, far too much in my opinion, but but in Jim's case, I believe it
43:58
really does apply. I think he was a genius. Yeah. And uh just a brilliant a brilliant human being.
44:04
And uh that's what I'm trying to do. I'm trying to show, you know, uh the the
44:11
real person versus the persona. You know, there's a difference between a person Yeah.
44:16
and a persona. And the Lizard King was his persona. Or Mr. Mojo Ryzen
44:22
or the Young Lion, you know, all these sort of media creations, many which he
44:27
created himself cuz again, his brilliance, you know. Yeah. But um I think most people only know the
44:33
the surface, you know, the face value of the persona, you know, this guy, right?
44:39
Yeah. They think of this when they think of Jim Morrison, but there's so much more to him. Yeah. Then this posed photograph, you know, as
44:46
brilliant as it was as it is. Yeah. I uh I'd like to think that he
44:53
went on his own and uh and probably changed name and started writing novels
45:00
under a different name that we'll maybe find out in the future. I don't know. Yeah. I'm sure you saw and before the
45:06
end, you know, again, cuz we're way past the spoilers now. Yeah. He told Sally Sally Stevenson again.
45:12
Sally, he told her uh he was going to use a different name when he went to
45:18
Africa and she said, "Do you have a name in mind?" And he said, "Douglas James."
45:25
I mean, so he was already working on a, you know, a pseudonym. Yeah. Yeah.
45:31
Yeah. Incredible. Yeah. Uh, thank you. Thank you, Jeff,
45:37
for this uh great great interview. I'm going to leave I I want to ask you a lot of other stuff, but I want to leave for
45:44
the people to see it in in the actual movie. Yeah, I'm going to drop Thank you so much. I'm going to drop the links of all the
45:50
of of all the three uh uh all the three links that you sent me and uh
45:55
Oh, great. Thank you. Yeah, it's I was going to say it's on Apple TV. Yeah. Uh Amazon Prime Video and it's also
46:03
worldwide available worldwide on vimeo.com. Yeah, you just go to vimeo.com
46:09
vimeo and punch in before the end searching for Jim Morrison. And I'm also in the process of bringing
46:16
it to uh far more territories and countries. Uh
46:21
and that's hope hopefully going to be happening very shortly. That would be great. Uh it's been in the works for a long time.
46:27
Are you maybe doing festivals with the movie or something? Uh I I think just given that it's a
46:32
three-parter and it's such a long Yeah. Yeah. It might be hard to absorb that at festivals and and No Sour
46:39
Grapes. I'm a huge fan of film festivals, but I feel now that it's already out there and released in the world,
46:46
yeah, you know, maybe that ship has sailed. Um, but um I'm I'm in the meantime, I'm finishing up work on my book 127
46:53
Fascination, Jim Morrison Decoded, and like I said, that uh the plan is to
46:58
release that later in uh 2026. two short uh uh questions for for the
47:04
end. What is 127? Can you explain to me in short uh short?
47:10
Yeah. Yes, I I do get into that in um in before the end in the movie. Yeah. A little bit. Yeah.
47:16
Yeah. Uh one So when Pam Corson, Jim's uh longtime girlfriend partner,
47:23
uh even though they were essentially platonic in the last couple years there from what I've learned.
47:28
Yeah. um when she uh apparently uh came back
47:34
from Paris to California after Jim died
47:41
in July of 1971. She supposedly was carrying a metal uh
47:47
box, a strong box as a carry-on item on the flight. And uh
47:54
according to the legend on the top of the box, now I don't know if it was written in, you know, marker
48:01
Yeah. or pen or what it was, but um on the top of the box, it it supposedly said 127.
48:11
127 and then the word fascination. Mhm. Which for me has been like a almost like
48:17
a secret code all these years. All the people I interviewed, none of
48:22
them could tell me what that meant or if they knew, they weren't telling me. You know, I would ask everyone, "Do you know
48:27
what 127 fascination means? What is what was that?" You know? Yeah. And no one could tell me. And so then,
48:35
as you will, well, as you've seen in before the end, Yeah. I do believe I cracked that code uh
48:42
based on Frank's social security number. Oh, okay. Okay.
48:48
Yeah. At any rate, uh it's one of those grand Morrison mysteries and that's what
48:53
inspired the title of my book. Okay. Great. Great. Great. So now the
48:58
book is coming uh cracking the the code, right? Uh yeah. Yeah. Hopefully in 20 later in
49:05
2026. Yeah. Last one I wanted to ask you is the movie going going great for you? Is
49:10
it uh spreading good? Uh I mean online is it selling good? Is it spreading
49:16
good? Oh yeah. Yeah. Thank you. Yes. Yeah. It's definitely uh right now it's funny it's only I released it in January so
49:24
it's it's been out for uh you know what 10 months now. Yeah.
49:29
Um almost a year and in that time it's only been available uh in the US, the UK
49:37
um uh Canada and Australia uh through again through Apple TV and
49:43
Amazon Prime Video. But now that I put it on vimeo.com, there are subtitles, so it's available
49:50
worldwide. And then in addition, there's going to be further expansion into um
49:56
um uh a number of countries coming up in the next uh few months. So,
50:02
I'm really looking forward to that too in terms of uh the reach on Apple TV. Great. Great. Uh wish you wish you
50:09
success with that and thank you for this awesome interview. Oh, thank you so much. I appreciate uh
50:15
your time and I appreciate you reaching out. Of course. Thank you. Bye. Thank you. Take care.

