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I Died Twice During Childbirth: My Incredible Near-Death Experience Changed Everything
Feb 21, 2025
Experience the extraordinary journey of a mother who faced death twice during childbirth, surrounded by earthquakes and medical emergencies. This powerful testimony reveals the reality of near-death experiences, angels, and the profound spiritual awakening that followed. Learn about the divine connection that exists between all living beings and the incredible truth about consciousness beyond our physical existence.
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I Died Twice During Childbirth: My Incredible Near-Death Experience Changed Everything 😇 | Spiritual Journey
Keywords: near death experience, spiritual awakening, consciousness, afterlife evidence, angel encounters, divine intervention, healing journey, spiritual transformation, life after death, mindfulness meditation
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I remember a time when my entire understanding of existence was shattered and it all began with the arrival of my
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third child right in the midst of two earthshaking events that left everyone
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reeling with uncertainty when I first heard the hospital staff mentioned that a seismic
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jolt of magnitude 7.4 had struck I felt my heart pound in my chest the walls
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trembled the tools on metal trays rattled ominously and each breath seemed suspended in midair
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although my labor abruptly paused for what felt like eons I eventually held my precious newborn in my arms when the
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Tremors calmed only for a second Quake this one at 7.2 on the scale to crash
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through any sense of relief we had I can't fully Express how surreal it was to experience my body already burdened
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by childbirth jolted by the power of the earth beneath our feet even as I tried to cradle the baby waves of pain tore
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through me and soon blood began to emerge in alarming volume prompting frantic efforts by nurses and midwives
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to massage my abdomen and administer medication aimed at stabilizing the bleeding when I was finally discharged I
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naively believed the ordeal had ended there little did I know that a week and a half later a frighteningly large clot
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would surface sending me back to the emergency room my parents were visiting from overseas helping look after the
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older children who were then only six and three and a half plus our newborn who needed constant attention in the ER
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doctors conducted a quick examination and decided nothing serious was happening at that particular moment so
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they allowed me to leave no lab work no ultrasound simple manual checks seemed
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to satisfy them that night the bleeding started again we called the hospital in
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a panic they told me to see my doctor the following morning that appointment
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however led to the same cycle of minimal in inection and a quick dismissal I
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found myself back in the hospital yet again hemorrhaging on the third evening this time they did keep me in for
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observation although I was left alone behind a closed door without a way to call for assistance the minutes
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stretched on as I lay there vividly aware of the warmth of my own blood seeping across the sheets believing that
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at least now they could see what was really going on eventually a nurse opened the door took one look and raised
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the alarm over the loudspeaker for the obstetric team to hurry down relief washed over me at the thought that
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finally someone would uncover the gravity of my condition suddenly the
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room flooded with medical staff a seasoned physician accompanied by a younger one rushed in at top speed in
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the middle of another examination I started bleeding again for the fifth time in 3 days things happened fast the
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bed tilted so my head was angled downward and my feet were elevated in an attempt to stem the shock to my system
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while one nurse struggled to find a vein the other announced that my blood pressure was tumbling to a dangerously
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low reading in that moment of Controlled Chaos a strange sense of clarity
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overtook me I recognized without doubt that I was dying there was no frantic
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panic in this realization only a calm undeniable knowledge that my existence
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was coming to a close I had experienced a brush with mortality once before
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during the earthquake that accompanied my child's birth but that moment was more like a sudden flash of horror this
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second encounter was different I felt myself being tugged from my physical body ascending above it observing the
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scene from a vantage point that shouldn't be possible if one was Tethered to flesh and Bone I had firmly
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believed that no life existed Beyond this Physical Realm that once the body ceased so would I No Angels no Realms of
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Divine Light I thought all such conceptions were fantasies yet against
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all of my former convictions I found myself floating above that hospital table aware of each frantic attempt they
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made to save me it was simultaneously perplexing and enthralling to realize I was still very much myself just no
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longer anchored to what I'd always assumed was the only vessel of my identity There Was Fear moments before
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my Consciousness left my body but once free I felt the most unimaginable
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Serenity my mind still recognized those people doctors nurses the hospital
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environment but there was also a profound sense that none of it really mattered as much as I used to believe
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time felt different as though every potential moment past present and future
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unfolded all at once it was as if time were merely an Earthly concept then I
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began to drift through a vast Darkness without any tunnel simply speeding through a seemingly infinite expanse
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uncertain whether this was space or some unfamiliar Dimension I soon emerged into
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a region I've come to think of as a middle Junction a plane that felt neither here nor there but somewhere in
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between it reminded me of standing in a colossal structure aware that there are levels towering above and below I heard
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the most mesmerizing music enveloping me in gentle waves yet I had no sense of its origin turning to one side I
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perceived a small log dwelling barely the size of what I'd consider a quaint outbuilding the interior was deserted
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rotating around I noticed an identical structure mirrored on the other side equally vacant though they looked empty
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the music persisted filling every corner of my awareness with a Celestial Harmony
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beyond anything achievable in the physical world a glow of increasingly brilliant light began to appear a
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Radiance rolling in like a luminous mist missed my being turned toward it and I
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sensed it completely enveloped me as though I were being gently subsumed into a realm of boundless compassion at that
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point not only did I realize this illumination was divine but also that there were Angels woven into the
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Brilliance forming an outline of figures from which the music seemed to emanate I
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was undone by how it contradicted every assumption I'd ever held I hadn't believed in angels nor a higher Creative
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Source yet here I was encountering a presence that felt infinitely loving and
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profoundly familiar it felt like home I became aware of beings to my right and
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to my left who appeared intent on Guiding me one telepathically asked the other why I was there prematurely urging
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that I needed to go back filled with curiosity I tried to object insisting I needed an answer to how I could still be
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me when I wasn't housed in my regular shape a voice calmly explained that I wouldn't Rec collect details if they
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were fully revealed but I would remember the essence of what I was being shown
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suddenly I saw an image reminiscent of standing on the moon's surface and gazing down onto Earth with the planet
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encased in a filmy glowing mesh to me it looked like a shiny netlike pattern
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around the globe I'd never seen anything like that before certainly not in the early
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1990s and the message was clear everything on Earth is connected not
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just physically but in ways we cannot imagine in that instant I was propelled
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back into my body tasked with continuing life on this side but forever changed by
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the realization that there are layers to our reality far beyond what I once assumed when I returned to ordinary
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awareness it didn't happen instantly my body was still in the throws of shock
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medical personnel hurried around me and it took time and Care before I could leave the hospital however the
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experience did not vanish from my memory in fact in the years that followed I
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noticed a blossoming of intuition this openness to subtler energies and insights guided me in ways that were
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both startling and inspiring my perspective on life transformed as did
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my reluctance to explore spiritual Concepts a decade after my other worldly
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Journeys I reached a point where my children no longer infants allowed me more freedom to consider new directions
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I discovered a schooling path that merged multiple healing modalities herbal approaches conventional Western
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practices and insights from other cultures initially it seemed unattainable I worried I might be too
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old or too entrenched in my ways to embark on such a demanding Journey still
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the tug from those glimpses of a broader reality propelled me to keep exploring
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ultimately the push from The Unseen realm convinced me that New Horizons in education were not just Fe feasible but
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essential for me to fulfill the Visions I'd received even now I'm often asked if
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I regret facing those terrifying brushes with death I answer honestly although
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both episodes were profoundly frightening they shaped my understanding of how precious life is and how fragile
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it can be injury or illness can appear without warning just like the ground quaking beneath you or the sudden surge
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of hemorrhage yet within these trials lie hidden lessons how to deeply cherish
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every mundane moment how to find that radiant spark of possibility in Corners we never thought to look this Vantage
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Point can resonate powerfully for anyone navigating intense life challenges and searching for meaning in unexpected
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experiences for anyone intrigued by the notion of near-death experiences and yearning to embark on a tutorial of
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introspection my best practices revolve around nurturing an openness to possibilities reflecting on those
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intense images of the Luminous net around Earth I realized we share far more in common
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than we may realize if you want to how to for seeking a deeper relationship with existence itself start with the
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breath feel how each inhalation and exhalation reminds you that you exist in
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a dynamic exchange with the rest of the world that's an easy method for grounding yourself in the present next
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consider a step-by-step approach to fostering inner awareness simple moments of mindfulness can be the top 10 Strate
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iies for staying peaceful in times of chaos it's not about believing in Angels or rejecting scientific thought it's
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about leaving room for Wonder behind the scenes the workings of Consciousness might be far more vast and delicate than
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we typically suppose in the aftermath of the hospital orals it also felt necessary to piece together a guide for
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others who might face medical crises or postpartum complications not that I claim any sort of expertise as a sole
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Authority but from my vantage point I can share certain tips if you sense
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something is off trust that intuition seek out second opinions or even third
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ones when needed sometimes medical professionals overworked and short on resources won't catch every subtlety
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don't be afraid to ask for tests to press for answers and to request the care you need that's an expert tip that
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might save a life my own scenario could have ended tragically knowledge and vigilance are among the best practices
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in any life-threatening situation particularly for new parents who may be juggling responsibilities while still
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recovering from the rigors of childbirth these Reflections are not a polished tutorial but rather a personal behind
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the scenes look at how small oversights can evolve into major disasters if not
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closely monitored initially I also struggled with guilt questioning if I
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had done something to cause these complications or if I had placed myself at risk over months I came to terms with
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the fact that sometimes surprise surprising physical symptoms occur births can unfold in disquieting ways
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and seismic activity remains beyond our control one viral hack I discovered for
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coping with uncertainty was to stay anchored in the present moment rather than replaying every terrifying detail
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this approach might seem simple but in practice it becomes a discipline a mindful healing process if you ever find
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yourself in similar positions that sense of presence can Shield you from spiraling into worse fear though it's
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not a cure all it does help keep your spirits steady while you seek more comprehensive medical help after the
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second near-death experience I felt compelled to explore the latest trends in holistic medicine over time I delved
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into the Synergy between scientific knowledge and intuitive wisdom a path that brought me Comfort rather than
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contradiction the universal grid I saw in that other realm glistening like a cosmic fish net only fueled my curiosity
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regarding how all living things and perhaps even non-living entities are woven into a grand tapestry some people
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label it energy others call it Consciousness and still others remain undecided on what to name it regardless
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of terminology the lesson was clear the boundaries we assume between one individual and another might be
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Illusions or at best partial truths when we adopt an ultimate guide approach to
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unraveling life's mysteries we can uncover way ways to strengthen those unseen bonds like showing compassion
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embracing empathy and realizing that no act of kindness is ever truly lost in
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drafting this extended reflection I also want to assure you that this is not just personal speculation over many years I
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have interacted with a range of people who have had experiences echoing mine or discovered a heightened sense of
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awareness after surviving dire circumstances these stories shared in
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ordinary voices highight a Common Thread nearly crossing the boundary between life and death Sparks profound
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Evolutions in perspective our everyday concerns so urgent before often become
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secondary to the Revelation that each second is a Priceless gift whether someone is on a shamanic Quest following
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a religious Faith deeply rooted in scientific inquiry or simply curious the
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phenomenon seems to transcend cultural barriers these accounts are trending now
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with an ever increasing number of studies investigating Consciousness beyond the brain shining a fresh lens on
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the question is there more to us than cells and neurons for me the closure or
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rather New Beginning arrived when I accepted that the world is immeasurably bigger than my former belief system
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allowed sure I once thought spirituality was a distraction conjured up by those
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seeking Comfort yet nothing could have prepared me for the reality that I perceived outside my physical confines
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it was as tangible to me then as this page is now if there is a howto for integrating that knowledge it involves
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applying small daily changes reflecting on what you are grateful for looking for opportunities to be of service and
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allowing curiosity to lead you into uncharted waters no one is required to adopt the same worldview I arrived at
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but hopefully these step-by-step suggestions can broaden your horizons if the Unseen Realms call out to you an
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intriguing aspect of that ephemeral domain is how it answers certain burning questions but left others unanswered
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that is one of the best practices I picked up there's no final solution to Life's riddles but there can be glimpses
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of amazing Revelations instead of fleeing from them we might treat each Epiphany like a signpost in my case
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those signposts led to combining Knowledge from east and west bridging modern science with ancient herbal
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wisdom and weaving it all together so I could better help others perhaps your
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destiny lies is in a different field altogether but if you remain open you might discover ways to integrate your
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own epiphanies with practical grounded systems that approach transforms intangible experiences into genuine
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service a Synergy that can be truly healing for everyone involved think of
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it as a behind thes scenes Adventure an odyssey that moves beyond the external details of daily life and flows straight
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into the nuances of human potential I hope my Recollections serve not just as a dramatic tale but also as an ultimate
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guide for those longing to reconcile the extraordinary with the ordinary it's normal to feel overwhelmed especially
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after living through traumatic incidents sometimes you need a strategic plan like
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top 10 strategies for regaining confidence to get yourself moving forward again perhaps this might include
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connecting with communities of people who have had near deathlike experiences or reading scientific journals that
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explore consciousness these actions may not fully solve your Mysteries but they can build your sense
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of connection and reinforce the idea that none of us Journeys alone much of what shaped me emerged
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later when I realized that my sense of separation from the rest of the cosmos had crumbled away no matter where I went
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or what I did I felt the echo of that shimmering net around the planet a
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vibrant demonstration that what I do with my life truly affects others and vice versa I see it as the ultimate
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We're All in This Together Revelation embracing that perspective spills over into practical ways such as acting
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responsibly toward the environment honoring relationships with loved ones or speaking kindly to strangers if I had
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to boil it down I'd say living with the recognition of interconnectedness is the
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best practice for sustained equilibrium in a dynamic World along the way I
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encountered various naysayers or Skeptics who view such accounts as mere Illusions conjured by a stressed brain
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in earlier years that might have thrown me into self-doubt however I've since come to
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the conclusion that even if the Consciousness expansions were just Illusions they reshaped me in ways that
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improved the quality of my existence plus there's a wealth of anecdotal data
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supporting the possibility that something extraordinary happens during these border of Life episodes while I
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don't scientific Minds for approaching these matters with caution I find beauty in the balanced stance that welcomes
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both open-minded inquiry and rigorous analysis if you're searching for easy
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methods to integrate some of these lessons consider focusing on the body and mind connection the postpartum stage
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is complicated bodies undergo enormous changes and emotional states fluctuate
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wildly that's one reason I try to teach a gentle how to for postpartum self-awareness set small intervals
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throughout the day to check in with your breath your energy level and your healing progress if anything seems a
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Miss don't wait seek professional input this is a step-by-step blueprint that
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might prevent complications like the ones I experienced sometimes the simplest
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routine check can alert you or your care team that something's not quite right
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from infections to Hidden issues with blood clotting each of these can escalate into an emergency if overlooked
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while I occasionally felt alone in these battles my family's presence reminded me of the profound role a reliable support
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system can play my parents who had traveled from far away to help with my children were anchors in that storm they
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might not have fully grasped the depth of Terror that accompanied each Hemorrhage but they provided stability
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and compassion safeguarding my kids from the chaos if you want a tutorial on how
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to cultivate an optimal environment during a healthy crisis it begins with trust and open communication let people
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know what you need and never assume others can read your mind that Fosters Synergy ensuring your well-being remains
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a collective effort rather than a lonely struggle after leaving the medical facility that final time I experienced a
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range of emotions gratitude confusion fear relief and an unwavering
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determination to never let my voice go unheard again I was resolved that in any
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setting be it a hospital a clinic or even a mundane appointment I would speak up so many two brief exams and Hasty
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dismissals taught me that we must be our own Advocates if something feels off push for thorough evaluation ask for
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checks you believe are warranted this approach might be the ultimate guide for ensuring we don't slip through the
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cracks in an overburdened Health Care system at the same time let's remember that most Healthcare Providers are doing
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their best within complicated parameters recalling the Quakes that accompanied
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the birth of my child I remain AED by how Earth seems to embody both
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unpredictability and resilience much like the human Spirit sometimes I browse
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the latest trends in scientific research on tectonic plates to gain perspective on how minute shifts can trigger
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Monumental upheavals in a sense that's also how personal Transformations unfold
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a subtle nudge to your thinking can Cascade into an entire re orientation of your world view just as major Tremors
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realign entire Landscapes by training ourselves to be open to these Dynamic forces even if they sometimes manifest
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as adversity we can hone our ability to adapt gracefully that adaptability is
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vital because life is rarely static occasionally people ask whether I still experience fear truthfully yes I'm Human
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After All but fear has evolved into more of a companion that warns me to proceed
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carefully rather than a prison that holds me captive that shift in my relationship with anxiety is partly due
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to the spiritual Dimension I perceived though ironically I never sought or believed in such experiences if I were
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to create a top 10 strategies list for coping with life's abrupt shocks it would certainly include the reminder
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give yourself permission to be afraid but don't let that fear make all your decisions another line might read in
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moments of crisis focus on each breath one at a time and an especially vital point would be
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advocate for your own well-being no matter how many times you're told you're okay this entire Journey eventually led
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me towards studying the many facets of healing no stone seemed too far a field to explore I looked at Herbal Remedies
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academic journals on quantum physics spiritual teachings about the afterlife and hours of discussions with experts in
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traditional medicine that's how I integrated Knowledge from east and west into a framework that resonated with me
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I won't claim to be an authority offering an easy method for guaranteed healing but I believe in the value of
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bridging multiple domains and letting curiosity guide you if researching or
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combining fields of knowledge feels daunting start with some behind the scenes glimpses read about established
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professionals who've merged different Healing Arts into cohesive systems from there craft your ultimate guide that
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fits your specific Journey perhaps the most mind-opening aspect is how these ephemeral experiences moments spent at
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the threshold between life and death can turn into turning points for ongoing growth some describe a surge in
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intuitive perception others point to an expanded capacity for empathy I found
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that I can sense emotions with greater clarity as if some hidden filters have been removed this heightened awareness
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can be an advantage facilitating deeper connections with patients clients or even casual
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acquaintances it can also be challenging as raw sensitivity to suffering can feel
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overwhelming I see it as an invitation to practice self-care to learn reliable for your own good tutorials on Boundary
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setting so I don't burn out the best practices for empathic living involve pacing yourself allowing for moments of
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solitude and occasionally stepping away from external demands to recharge
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this is a skill that takes time to master if you're wondering how to integrate intangible experiences into
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daily life consider that the boundary between spiritual insight and everyday practicality might be thinner than we
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think my new normal included dropping off kids at school or cooking dinner while simultaneously holding an acute
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awareness of the bigger picture perhaps that heightened perspective made me appreciate even the simplest acts like
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placing a bowl of fresh fruit on the table because I recognized how each piece ties me to the Earth the farmers
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who grew it the distribution networks and the love that nourishes my family
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one might call this a trending now approach to living mindfully although it's hardly A New Concept Generations
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past have spoken of mindfulness and gratitude in many Traditions over time I also realized the power of Storytelling
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in healing sharing my narrative with others who have endured close brushes with mortality can be therapeutic not
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only for me but for them as well it validates that such experiences though
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still somewhat taboo are real and can be transformational when we reveal the
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behind the-scenes details of our vulnerabilities we can cultivate trust and break the isolation that often
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accompanies trauma if you have undergone a significant crisis one of the best practices for moving forward is to find
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an empathetic listener whether that's a friend therapist or support group
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verbalizing your story can strip it of some of its capacity to terrorize you from the Shadows it's worth mentioning
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that although I surfaced from those moments filled with Renewed Energy for life not everyone has a purely joyful
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reaction to near-death phenomena some grapple with confusion or even depression perplexed about why they
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returned or what purpose it serves this is where a step-by-step healing process
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can unfold acknowledging the event seeking professional guidance or Counseling in integrating the spiritual
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or psychological insights and then deciding how to carry them forward responsibly I want to underscore how
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each path is personal and there is no generic formula that works for every individual the ultimate goal is not
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uniformity but authenticity finding the anchor that allows you to live in alignment with profoundly expanded
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awareness the presence of angels remains one of the most astonishing parts of this story for me considering I once
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joked that Angels were imaginary but in that realm they felt more genuine than
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the hustle of the hospital Corridor maybe my encounter was shaped by cultural and subconscious stories or
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maybe Angels truly do exist in some capacity regardless the essence of that
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luminous presence was anchored in pure love it was a love so vast that it dissolved all fear that memory sustains
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me in difficult times reminding me that even in the darkest turmoil there's still the potential for Grace if you
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want a quick tutorial on tapping into that sense of unwavering support it begins with quieting your mind perhaps
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through a few minutes of reflection or meditation see if you can detect any subtle current of warmth or compassion
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that exists independent of your immediate circumstances many who practice this
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find they develop a calmer approach to challenges a best practice for navigating daily stress I'm often asked
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if these experien is rid me of the fear of death entirely my reply is
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complicated although I may still fear the mechanics of dying pain or suffering
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my worry about Oblivion is far lesser instead I view death as another transition possibly an intricate one but
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not necessarily the end of a story I feel that carrying this Viewpoint has made me more tolerant in day to-day life
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my tolerance extends toward different beliefs people in distress and events that once would have seemed intolerable
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somehow glimpsing a broader tapestry Fosters acceptance of all the diverse threads woven within it as the years
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rolled on I wondered if the lessons would fade overshadowed by practical concerns paying bills raising kids
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managing household chores yet every time I practice self-awareness I sense a gentle echo of that brilliant light it's
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not constant but it's present enough to remind me that life has plenty of Secrets left to reveal I believe that is
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the magic of truly living recognizing that every day holds an invitation to ReDiscover meaning to glean a fresh
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perspective many people want a how to for performing everyday tasks with spiritual mindfulness their first step
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might be adopting a daily gratitude moment before getting out of bed or before falling asleep the second could
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be a brief mindfulness practice around interactions with others recognizing the living webs of existence connected us
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all this is how an otherworldly Revelation can filter into the normal tasks that make up our lives in
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reflecting on that fragile postpartum era my thoughts travel back to a sense of awe we survived not one but two
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intense earthquakes then grappled with life-threatening hemorrhages not to mention the daily demands of caring for
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growing children adversity felt Relentless yet in the thick of it
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glimmers of resilience emerged revealing how the human heart can endure extraordinary stress and still find hope
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I would not label my story as a formulaic tutorial on how to rebound from adversity but perhaps it
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demonstrates that forging ahead is possible even when circumstances appear insurmountable seeking out Comfort
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trusting your instincts and recalling that love persists even when logic fails can guide you toward healing perhaps
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you're curious about the specifics of the second ordeal by the Third day of hemorrhaging episodes I truly wondered
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if my life was ending each wave of blood loss heralded an unearthly Stillness as
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if my Consciousness had retreated to a vantage point outside of my usual mind
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time warped and my sense of identity felt suspended in that hush reflecting
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on that hush now it could be described as a moment of intense Clarity both enlightening and Eerie in that hush I
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could almost see the swirl of medical staff around me through an invisible lens like drifting into a realm that was
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intimately close and simultaneously distant if that experience had a behind the scenes narrative it would be about
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the interplay between Terror and surrender two forces that can shape our inner Landscapes during a crisis
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sometimes people quiz Me On whether these episodes have made me Fearless in tackling challenges perhaps I am more
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prepared to embrace the unexpected still doubts and worries arise and I continue
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learning to navigate at them one viral hack for reducing anxiety is remembering
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the sensation of that unconditional peace I felt while floating apart from my body if that Serenity exists in any
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form it's likely accessible to us even while anchored in everyday life this
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doesn't mean ignoring responsibilities but letting them be infused with a recognition that we're perched on a vast
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Continuum we are far more and far less than we imagine a paradox that Fosters
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both humility and empowerment I share these Reflections to stretch across whatever divides might keep someone from
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fully inhabiting their Journey our societal Norms don't always provide a safe place to discuss events that defy
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ordinary logic yet these events happen every day to people of all ages and
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backgrounds maybe this Ultimate Guide shaped by my personal perspective can help you or someone you know weigh the
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possibilities without dismissing them as figments each portion of the puzzle can be approached with respectful
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Fascination whether you lean more towards scientific proofs or metaphysical explanations honestly allowing both
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angles to coexist can deliver a richer more nuanced Insight coming back to the
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Earth shaking start to my postpartum journey two Quakes bracketing the birth of my child it's a potent symbol for the
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unpredictability that life can unleash at any moment if you watch the latest
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trends in seismology you you'll see that Earth is constantly active even if we
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don't always perceive it that's how I now view the spiritual Dimension constantly active whether or not our
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conscious Minds register it if the question arises of how to cultivate awareness or at least remain open to the
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notion begin with quiet curiosity that is a step-by-step approach that beckons
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you to be both receptive and critical neither gullible nor dismissive follow
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your intuition track down your own data or experiences and see where it takes you ultimately my story is just one
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thread woven into the boundless tapestry of human experiences who Traverse the
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edges of life and death hearing it some might glean inspiration others might
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remain skeptical one thing however is undeniable on that hospital bed my eyes
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closed my heart faint I had an encounter so vivid that it shattered my prior assumptions that encounter lives on in
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me not only in memory but in the way I approach love family career healing and
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even the act of living itself if you find yourself drawn to the mysterious let that Curiosity drive you to ask
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questions to observe to reflect there's no single concluding statement that can
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fully capture the essence of standing at the doorstep of another realm but if any part of my recollection resonates let it
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serve as a gentle nudge an encouragement to keep exploring to hold on to Hope
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amid chaos chaos and to honor the connections that bind us we are on this planet together like glimmering beads in
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a cosmic fishnet and sometimes when the boundaries of Consciousness shift we catch a fleeting glimpse of the infinite
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expanse that surrounds us reminding us of everything that unites us