Too much stress, I need a break.

I am lazy, aint i? im pathetic, dont u agree? i do. i never even edited, i never even made good thumbnails. im worthless, dont u agree? i tried over and over, many channels, many platforms, FOR NOTHING. i really am a waste. https://flat.io/score/679b142679293c6b3ef893d5-decent give up on me, its pointless to watch these worthless, pathetic, waste of time, music pieces.