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after me last fight I done a lot of
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therapy and it was PTSD therapy for for
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athletes so if you imagine when we get
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be the the level of like I know it's not
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but we would feel it as athletes the
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level of humiliation and shame that we
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would feel is like so high and um and
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like the the shame and the the trauma
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like I remember I was getting contracts
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for fights and being so scared
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to lose especially when they was in
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England I be like that oh and then I
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wouldn't even enjoy the camp and I
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wouldn't really enjoyed the fight that's
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why when I would win I'm that ecstatic
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because that much stress is off me
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shoulders but I I worked with this guy
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called Martin and um and he really
