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And so some things that uh a
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disorganized attachment style person
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might say or act like is like, "I want
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to be close to you, but I'm so scared of
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getting hurt, so I pull myself away. I
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don't know how to handle emotions in a
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relationship, it feels too overwhelming,
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so I might then avoid them." Uh I want
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intimacy, but I also fear it. So it's a
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constant struggle in me. The internal
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struggle is so profound that I find
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myself in disarray when it comes to
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connection and relationship. I push
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people away when I need them the most. I
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feel like I'm never going to be good
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enough for anyone to fully love and to
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trust that they'll want me and they'll
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be there for me. I'm so hungry and crave
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connection, but I'm afraid of being
